When someone takes out their hate on you, that’s them feeling entitled to make you not remembered in life or history for that matter that’s someone getting rid of you in life and that’s not okay. I don’t wish to be insulted and I don’t wish to insult anyone for that matter whoever wants to be famous and write on Facebook and making a f-king page about whatever the F they want to write about be remembered for and so will I in case I die, that’s because my life matters to me, and their lives mattered to me, and even if my life was ruined by choices, so that I don’t matter to anyone, at least I still matter to me enough to live my life. So don’t you dare make death, dying, gun violence, homicide, bullying, or health about me, if you can save your lives by talking $hit and putting people in jail, then figure out a way to spare yourself anymore resentment for anyone else in life who is not in your life presently make that a factor to your wellness. [removed portion here]
That’s reserving my right to live life, free from hate, blame, torment, disability, and defamation. That is how I stop death from happening, by f-king living my life and not bothering anyone how I have been my entire life, lived alone for 14 years an academician, and whether you understand that, a need to become a working professional or not, don’t torment me about my sexuality or make fun of me as though I have not supported celebrities through their struggles or not empowered the common sense solution to bullying. So forgive me for being suicidal or getting carcinoma cancer and almost got ovarian cancer and died, if its not okay for me to die, its not okay for that to happen to me, therefore its something to report and not online. When you complain online people take sides, play victim, then do you dirty in life put you in jail. And that’s their revenge on someone who they think is privileged or who has lived an easy life, you don’t know $hit about life, struggle, mental health, sobriety, cocaine, addiction, dumpings, or bullying so spare me your gay insults and claim domination $hit about sex, no one wants you or you or you, its not about who is hot, its walking in 54 degree weather and my back gets flaming hot, and drive back and its foggy out. (There was some fog on the drive there, until it cleared by the running path).
The perfect ending for hate, is me mentally ill in a hospital, while everyone gets hyper and makes money off of making fun of me, keeps going straight to the top, we built an elevator its called: mymollydoll.com. And they raised the minimum wage to $15 dollars an hour. So what the F is anyone complaining about when it comes to my health, you have your own health, why the F should it matter to you how Im doing, I will be fine, I am doing fine, I have bigger problems to deal with threats, death threats, conspiracy threats, intimidation by voices to cause schizophrenia, abandonment jokes dumpings, and a personality to fix. That’s being in recovery that’s not being about myself for myself, that’s being about myself for everyone.