When others are banded together that’s them being happy where they are in life with no concern for where youre at in life, and that’s the price you pay for sharing your problems online or diagnosis for that matter, no one connected to you ever wants to be the source of having ever called out the issues as they have seen them for the time being, if that was to keep people banded together, than that explains why Im never having fun when others are, and that’s how life is, its not a nightmare, intended for you to discover, find out, what are the causes for other peoples happinesses in life, which is why someone who is not doing well is told that its not all about them, Im not in the frame of mind defensive, and I don’t need to be put in that frame of mind, never have I ever treated anyone as stupid or been stupid with them have always been myself. And there is nothing wrong with me if I don’t want to have sex for the rest of my life means Im not smart enough for it, no divorce papers required to attack me on a consistent basis as though I was ever the part of someone or person in anyones life that resulted in their own sufferings or illnesses let alone my family, that’s not a condition to be tested for what causes the minds of others to be made gone, to test for connectivity to whos insights or sense of being or knowledge is the source or creative common wording that can be known to some and then made known to all without you even knowing it, that’s putting people on teams by causing someone else to not feel well or off center, to cause them to think things are about them treat someone as someone who attacks someone who is attacking them, when someone is attacking me its because they think Im the source of their hardships and that’s me being blamed as someone who does not make someone else feel good and that’s called being a disappointment, so when you get played in life and cant pick a boyfriend that’s where your smarts went, its in Gods hands, and that’s probably why I visited the US Supreme Court, because to others seeing me be stupid and not be myself was their experiment on me, and that’s a condition of looking stupid that no one can protect you against, that’s someone who doesn’t respect you by the way you look. [edit: see original composition]
(Side-note): Fighting is never required. Theres nothing smart that come from someone who is made to feel stupid, so if you ever wonder what were the causes for a change in my blog from being simple and looking well, or being bright it was probably the fact that I was well and the person connected to my website, which will not change so long as I am not doing well. So although it may feel like a game for attacking me, once Im gone Im gone, and that also means my positive spirit, demanor, face, and body, and not running everyday, which to me made me feel good, but apparently didn’t communicate to anyone else that I was well or not deserving of a beat down, for whatever results that proved, connecting to no one here forward is in my best interests make no one person responsible for whatever I go through in life, I don’t need anyones help, and I don’t need an Attorney, all I need is to take my meds and stay in my room for the rest of my life and Im okay with that, Im not missing out on anything, and I cannot make anyone feel good who does not already feel good without me, that’s the main lesson. All people are important, but once you don’t feel good and don’t look good then it becomes next to impossible to make another person feel good, and that’s how you get treated if they don’t know you or don’t know your friends that’s someone taking their aggression out on you and you looking stupid and that’s just how men are, they get to know you, they don’t respect you, they see what you look like if you drink, then they don’t respect you, and then you look stupid and you feel stupid and your brain stops working, that’s how people are, giving you a taste of their own medicine in life why never to be happy in life or supportive when its support that you need and if you need love and you were given love and you need to focus on school that is why love is not working out for you, and even if you may never have love again, everyone already got what they wanted seeing you “east $hit” in life and struggle as though youre on the wrong teams in life, and they don’t care how smart you are, all they care is about their own smarts why never to be friends or friendly back to anyone trying to be friends with you who is also your competition they will want you to think about them the next time you become smart, and what they looked like looking at you when you were not smart, and they thought you were gone. So you don’t need to treat me as stupid based upon where I am in life, Im not the bad connection of your dreams, please leave me alone, and I will never have friends for the rest of my life, stay home, and only do what I am told to do in a job, no unnecessary defenses or intimidations required for anyone to tell me how it is in life like Im aloof or have not suffered too confident or too well based upon where everyone else is at in life, that’s not friendship, that’s me not doing well, at the expense of someone new who is only being playful, and that’s how you get told you are wrong in front of the entire world or strangers to communicate to someone else through you that you have been played or have done something wrong, and that’s how you get treated in life, reminded of what you have ever done wrong, and no one being nice to you anymore, that’s what bullying is like, its someone who is nice to you, who rejects you, and that’s when you finally are nice to them back, which means its not worth it to talk to anyone in life, everyones so egotistical and all about themselves, Id rather stay home for the rest of my life, no drinking, no dating, no friendship, and do my best to stay alive, and not be an unwanted connection to anyone who is fragile and in need of support, its obviously not me who will keep them strong if they have already decided not to like me. And yes it matters where they are from they know your story they know what countries everyone is from, and they don’t care what you are so long as those people are doing better in life then you then it doesn’t matter where you are at in life, so long as you are struggling that is no ones fault but your own, which is why someone gets voices, when everyone is well except for me, and they communicate to me as though I don’t also recognize that I am not well, and that’s to keep whoever is feeling well well, or whoever is watching me communicate to all, know that I am not well.
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