There’s a time and a place for all commentary, when it comes to what you think about life, the times, and where you stand in relationship to whats going on in the world, its important to care, but not to the extent that you make others around you uncomfortable knowing that you do care, worry for you, or worry for others, who may or not be casted under you spell to care as well. That’s just a system of caring that will never stop, advocating for the best interests of others, call it a spell, to be well spoken and articulate, but its just that, what makes sense to do, to care. You can’t make a big deal out of everything, that’s not the point of caring, to blow things out of proportion, or to bring things up over and over again, especially when nothing presently is concerning the matter, use your common sense. There’s a difference between calling attentions to yourself, and calling attentions to causes, that are not one in the same, one who is advocating for others, should not intend to draw negative attentions to oneself, that would be defeating the purposes for providing a positive source of support to others. For instance if its suicide and self-harm you have overcome, and understand the issues when it comes to attention, rejection, and failure in life, then don’t discuss what caused you to feel that way, instead discuss how you overcame those feelings, and what you are doing now to better yourself, no one wants to hear you work yourself into a hole again in life, and belittle yourself in front of others, left feeling embarrassed and less than again in life, like a troubled case, or someone who is worrisome, or uninspiring, as unapologetic of their past, sometimes in talking about our conditions, we may come across as insensitive or short, that’s because its painful, and that shortness, is because its painful to talk about, self-harm is a way of “dealing with deep distress and emotional pain.”  Sometimes we sound insensitive to create a humorous tone to deflect attention away from the self-hate that caused our demise in life, and led us to suicide or self-harming behaviors, none of which is excusable behavior, all of which is punishable, at the ER they put you on a 5150 hold for 2 weeks if you self-harm or feel like self-harming. Never waste time convincing yourself that youre nothing in life, to which road will that lead you to in life, if it serves no positive purpose for you to think poorly of yourself, then think again, how could you build a better perspective of your current situation or better articulate your present circumstances so that you can fully appreciate where you are presently and where you have been, and what years you have to live in life, without causing worry to others, that is not disturbing your own peace by wasting time, in life, self-harming, and not disturbing the peace of others, who may grow to become unhappy with you because you are not successful or are not earning a wage in life, making it difficult to be around you or proud of you. Its okay if you feel like your life forward is difficult, I feel like that, life is challenging! Embrace all the difficulties and challenges that life has to offer, DMV lines, Car purchases, Health Insurance, Rent, Bills, Meds, Laundry, Life is tough! Its meant to be lived, why God gave us so much $hit to do everyday …. Makes sense. If you’ve come this far in life, there must be something to live for, its all a matter of figuring out what to live for and finding your self-worth again. Best you can do is wake up live and sleep each day until you can figure out what to do with your life. Im not even sure if its okay to talk about this, being lost in life, it happens, that doesn’t mean youre coming to an end in your life, its just marks a new beginning sometimes, theres a slow down, and then you pick up again, as you transition into a new phase in life, a new job, a new school, a new relationship, a new home, a new friendship, a new something, theres always something new to explore in life, life is full of endless possibilities, and places to go, it’s all a matter of choosing to live your best life until your options are so limited that you are left to live life as life is given to you to be lived. Live life and have a great day! Never give up, everyone cares!