What you connect your head to counts, and when you cannot be connected to means that your head is connected to something else, that is affecting your communications with others, how someone uses your body to speak to you speak through you, or speak on behalf of someone you have helped, and then make you look like you talk about your communications as though you understand how to represent others. There is being naturally defensive, and then there is hurting someone who you think is offending your best interests which others are defensive about, not everyone has the time for love, companionship if its whats helping, there is not need to take things beyond, and how you are is always who you are in the moment, there is no such thing as acting or behaving or being a certain way to be accepted, there is no such thing as holding back who you are on the inside if its not you, then whatever you are will show up on your face, and that is what is done to you, to make you look like a “monster” or “manly” or a “pervert” or “gay” and others made to feel victim to you based upon what you know or see, claim that you become what you see, or that you think like your exposures in life, and when it all gets convoluted, where is your head, gone, and making your head feel gone, is to to say that something about you is what makes other people feel strong, and no including you is because you are not good enough to be represented by others, so appreciate things as they are, the more you make things about you, the more things become about you, and now this is the voice of someone who is trying to be gentle and when someones words are not wanted, that is being changed or insulted and then getting me to speak in a way, as though I am claiming myself down, through talking to myself online, as though I don’t have an audience of people who care which days I am not well, and which days I am well, and when it matters to them who I am connected don’t make assumptions, and treat me as traitor, or bait for the taking or misuse, as though one who is disinterested is suddenly interested and interested in making me look bad in front of the world, that is being treated as though you are insulting, and that occurs when someone is insulted by you, if I cant see you, then why am I nauseous, and it may have nothing to do with what a person looks like, and that’s not a joke I don’t change shapes and sized, my head was never small or misshaped, and my body has never been lose or not put together lop sided or obese. So I understand if people don’t like me are not attracted to me, do not think Im smart or do not believe in me, and now I sound small and now I sound immature, its always within your control, who you choose to respond to and why and it will always be what you respond to that others will think youre connected to and that’s how they think they know what your thinking, what your thinking of, what your looking at, why you look weird, what it is youre thinking that has caused you to look weird, whos spirit you’ve inherited, what things are about, what choices you have made, and who scared who in life and who was left alone in life, I was left alone in life, I lost my smarts, I was not sharp enough for a job, and I have never cared about who was making fun of me or when or why, so don’t now make that the basis for posting a photo of a sailboat, I have never been a sex addict, I have had two major boyfriends, or otherwise single, and my dating life is none of the business of anyone, what works out for me and why things are not working out. And it will always be beacsue of you appearing well and people not thinking well of you that you lose your smarts, your intelligence, you cannot stay well, you cannot cannot, you stop trying in life, and to see how dumb you are, and what can be done with someone when their mind is gone upon connecting. So that’s being attracted to wellness and speaking to it, ignore it, and stay away from people who are well, that’s how you lose your wellness and others become offended by you, there is no such thing as kinship or getting to know someone who everyone already knows and the point of things no longer become helpful is when whos happiness is at stake, someone who is not made to feel happy by you, who hurt you, because they thought there was something wrong with you, or something you have said that made them not trust you or sound like you were in a position of importance and didn’t know what you were doing in life. So that’s things going well for you, being hurt, then things not going well for you, and you not having remembered why things were going well for you, and what based upon your memory or what has said was what was keeping you well, and that’s when your life is in your own hands and no one can help you with that, not through talk therapy to your heart, whatever 911 tapes were funny to people, no matter who people thought I was or becoming, no matter what was funny then and not funny now, and when I was not smart and on Provigil being made fun of for what I looked like. So that’s how hate starts, nice, then you not connecting well or able, then them offended and making fun of you or your lack of importance or who you are in life, and that’s others living life without you, which if you don’t know them well and not well enough to connect should not feel offended by.
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