A poor response is something that someone becomes offended by it doesn’t mean that you are offensive, it simply means to be more aware of what you look like and how you speak, that doesn’t mean that anyones ahead of you, there are different demonstrations of having the right insights in life, but it will always be by your demeanor that you are responded to, and that much you have to forgive others for, no one will slow down in life, to help you pick up speed, and that’s just a fact about life, everyone going by their own instincts in life. So what does giving up look like, its if you fail to be aware of whats working for you, seem to be paying attention to the wrong insights (as disclosed to the FBI today), is allowing yourself to be mislead in life, there will always be something about you, that others will want to figure out about you, and that’s not about trust, that’s simply others seeing you for who you are, whether or not they are impressed, no later positive impression can be made, to not justify how others respond in the moment, so do your best to explain less of what you see, and do more of what you want to be in life, not someone who seems critical of others, accept that life is meant to be figured out, there will always be people not made happy by you or dissatisfied, everyone has their reasons, and it will be by what you keep that you get reminded of as though you have lived life any differently, there is an eerie feeling of distance that follows anyone who has gotten the chance to get to know you, then suddenly upset with you, if you need alone time to process, so that’s normal for things to be going well for someone, and for things not to be going well for you, that doesn’t mean that the answer lies in staying connected, or mean that anyone is right or wrong about you, has a better intuition than you about life, you cant search for meaning, and that’s the response to running I got once, with a trailer on San Vicente that smelled of urine, so you can either listen and go by the upsets of others, or you can do your best to be positive and be alone for however long that takes for you to realize what it is that helps you to focus or figure out what it is that is hurting you, so long as you keep getting sick, the one upset keeps getting proven right about you, so don’t allow yourself to be mislead, it will be in your poise that you move forward, if you become defensive do not accept the apologies of others, you end up hurting in the long run. At what point do people change, its at the point that if anyone you know is not doing well, then that makes it important that you start doing well, otherwise you get blamed, for any unwanted pressures that you get put under or make anyone else a party to that feeling of blame, and this is a good reason to remain separate, maybe not the ideal life, being alone, but its better to affect no one, then to complain in public as though your life is to be dymystified, as something its not. There will always be a secret to anyones madness or confidence, and maybe it is that they know more than you know or know more about you than you think they know, and sometimes people come to learn things about you that causes them a distaste, so you are who pictures themselves with you whether or not you had sex or they were put in jail, and whether or not pictures were changed or exchanged for a worse assumption about you to be connected to anyone put in jail and then getting out of jail upon your senior year out for one year in college all together. So its not that my standards are high, its with later acceptances and not disclosing anything past, that you don’t hurt who was in your life, as though they are supposed to know what youre going through now, which should have nothing to do with them, everyone from my past has always wished me well, maybe someone new giving me a hard time, that’s without expectation of needing to prove myself past the point of being harmed, if its to see what youre made of, then fighting is not the solution, so what are your options in life, if you are ever made to give up in life, there will not be a single team strong enough to battle your wounds whatever memories those may be, but if you pick a team and things don’t go right, then that’s something that others will blame you too for, for seeming like anyone at peace, and that’s how other examples of you not being well come into play, and later justified, if you don’t belong anywhere then stay home, if you have to figure something out in writing, do your best to make your handwriting neat, if its something not bothering you made to mention, that’s to prove if you are bothered by anyone. So learn to let things go, even if someone types an email that you did not reply to based on something you said outloud in your car alone, with no people around, so that’s treating you like a loose canon, to punish you, as though there is an energy coming from you, that’s works in a disfavorable way to anyone from your life or your own, why not to connect if you are made to feel fragile or talk about a past when you were strong not aware, compared to being aware of everything now and hurting on the basis of whether or not you expect anyone to protect you from harm, most will be okay with you, its when youre not okay that others are not okay with you. So for example, called ahead of the interview, to state whats going on with me in life, and what my situation is, and that’s a gentle way of saying what Im capable of and then not be interviewed, so that’s backing out of a situation before it happens so no one looks mislead. What is my situation, is that Im not doing well, not sure of myself, was convinced recently that Im mentally ill, was treated as accepted then offensive, then intolerable, and that you cannot change if you get voices, then most things will not work out for you in life, not a condition you can prove wrong or prove in it of itself the causes for, which no one can be blamed for, so if it happened once, and if it happens again, then they will blame blogging, if you are on your own and not writing and punching your head, then that will also not make it okay for you not to write. So its shouldn’t be a complicated situation but if its something I was expressed is not proper to talk about my life, then that will also be something tested for later, whether or not an adverse reaction is created in me, and even if for the purposes of causing me sickness, to see whether or not I do the right thing and go to the hospital, I have been in conditions where I don’t feel good it has not been recommended, I think if youre around people it is recommended, based upon what you look like, the content of your discussions, and it will always matter how others are affected, and it may not be your fault now, but it will be your fault if you continue to get sick and not know why, that will not be anyones fault, so figure out what keeps you well, and stay in that condition, no matter what you convince yourself of in conversations will mostly be excuses and you cant catch up in life to who you are or could’ve been so long as you talk about the past in a way that presently does not reflect that amount of suffering, or confusion.
Originally Posted 03-24-21
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