What does Mental Illness Feel Like …
Upon trying to fix yourself, once you do everything youre told, and you still hear voices, well then youre not a product of addiction, or drug abuses, then what are you a product then. Be kind to all, including yourselves. You mostly want to hear your own voice, not the voice of others as someone who has called you “mentally ill” then benefiting from having read what you have written. I have no enemies in life, but few friends, that’s mostly because I don’t go out and choose to focus on work and career instead, I suppose that it something people make time for having friends and dating, but not something I choose to focus on. Whats mostly important is managing my own emotions and mental health issues, Im neither provocative with my language nor provoke others to follow or read from me, or solicit myself or my website or blogging to anyone, I have 33 followers on Twitter and over 100 Followers on Instagram, no I’m not trying to be famous Im writing, a book, and no I’m not Gay, I save everything, delete nothing and do no one, I guess that means Im bi and suicidal, which is a misidentification of someone who chooses not to have sex, that doesn’t mean that is the fault of anyone who Ive dated I talk to most of my ex-boyfriends who have always been supportive of me, have not fought with any of them, never been insulted by them while dating. All of them nice to me. Whenever a relationship ends that is not the time to start a new relationship, usually that means to be alone. As a writer all interaction is stressful, that’s part social anxiety, and part just not being comfortable around people, but comfortable with oneself, that doesn’t mean scared that just means not well adjusted. When you have everything and you are young you are well adjusted, depending on how you carry yourself and live life, you either keep that sense of comfort about you or lose it upon dating and giving your power away, that’s why its important not to date, until you have resolved your mental health issues. Since things got worse, then maybe I will never date again. That’s not to insult anyone, that just means not looking not fit right now. That doesn’t mean Im falling apart it just means Im doing well on my own … I lived alone 2004-2017.