Sometimes its deserved and sometimes its not, not all people are family is the main point. So while ther may seem like their in an enamoured state of mind, about things, that also doesn’t mean that it has anything to do with you, or what cannot be controlled in life, including their own reactions to you, should you not better them, should they not benefit from having known you, and its that amount of distaste and displeasure with anything that you have to say, that results in a painful disappointment, whether that amounts to blame, it’s the feeling of being tricked in life, that for some reason sends a signal back to you that amounts to illness. So who do you owe your wellness to in life and why? Trust, its not something that happens overnight, humor, its not something that all can agree upon, pride, its not something that everyone understands, and humanity, its not a condition respected if you don’t know your own limits in life, which will include everyone around you, or everyone who supported you during a down. So that’s living life, when things are well, to now, things not being well, and you can try to convince others that you are mentally ill not able to work, then they will leave you room to speak, then you sound well, then you get back a feeling of tired or mental illness, and that’s sharing your mind, and by the time you have said anything of significance, theyre over it, but youre left in a feeling of mental illness, and that’s being pushed past your level of comfort in life, so that’s others making things about something, then not including you, then including you, then you ending up sick, and not sided with at all, and then where do you belong. There is a such thing as turning your powers over to God, which cannot occur at this time, since I was not identified as being one of them “with God.” And when that happens that something about you sheltered from the elements of life, is the part about you not respected, not affected, not bothered, not lost, clear minded, and that’s you telling the CHP what to do, and not taking a breathalizer, after they told you they saw a light in your car, that’s not being able to convince someone that you are well on your way home and have not had too much to drink, that’s them disrespecting you, then looking to you to know what to do, then listening to you, who invented that system of whos on whos team in life, probably the Compton DA’s office who asked for my badges back, there goes solidarity, and there goes input, I already called the Boulder DA’s office to report my poster in my apartment a few years ago, in case that mattered, or served as an important reference to anyone later having viewed the art in my apartment. When you are good everyone will be okay with you, and all that lost energy should not affect you, and anyone you help, free from harm, but once you get sick or get in trouble, no one wants anything to do with you, everyone has difficutly talking to you, and that’s a condition you cannot come back from, whats the problem with everyone having to do with you and why, that’s something that a blog cannot fix, nor a degree, if there is something wrong by your attentions in life, that’s another acting disfavorably to your interests in life, it doesn’t matter who bought what Grocery store and why or who tended to Puerto Rico after the tornados and natural disaster (Amazon), including Facebook who recently bought a house in Hawaii. So what are connections in life, its well people supporting well people, you may have grown up a member to wellness, that doesn’t mean that you are apart of that wellness, doesn’t matter how many coming home from jail parties they try to throw at your house, if youre stuck in your room for 4 years and don’t want to be around anyone, then that’s your deal not theirs, and that’s being the $hitty hand in life, the $hitty part of the equation, and the $hitty job online blogging, which everyone denominates you to being a $hitty person, with $hitty goals, or a $hitty point of reference, to your own $hitty past, to explain why your body looks $hitty, or why your face looks $hitty, to demonstrate that you’re a $hitty person, with a $hitty life, the stuff they think criminals are made out of, trying to account you for being one of them in life based upon your $hitty past, or who you could not represent or think represented in a $hitty way. So what can be done? All those moments you ever gave up, don’t quit, all those voices you think you hear, they are not you, and all the reasons you were not made to be proud of yourself, be glad that you were born, because had you not been born, you would not have $hitty feelings, or have anything $hitty to say, about life, to denominate you as being a $hitty point of focus. So what can be done, if someone has suffered in the past, remember them, if its not your cup of tea, ignore it, if its not your problem, do your best, if theres something you can do to reverse the issue, say something, if you are not strong enough to stick up for yourself, don’t give up, if its something bothering you, don’t talk about it, if there is nothing that can be done, don’t argue about it, if its something about yourself true, talk about it, if its not true, dont mention it. So that’s the difference between good and evil, what resonates with you, what you later come to identify with and like a trail of things to be said in the future or not said at all, it will be a word or two that youre left with, and by whatever connects deemed proper, or how to see things and what if all those connections are being made by incidences that you do not connect with, by a philosophy that you don’t understand. So whatever that is that is confusing about, it could not be you, it could be something that someone sees looking at you, so carry yourself well, and leave them dumbfounded, whats worse, is allowing yourself to become something you are not, to connect all those dots left lingering by incidences outside of your control, and will that cause you to become something bigger than you are, or some later manifestation audible to another upon hearing from you, not said in your words or through your writing, probably, something that wont quit on you, could also be a bad idea that anyone cant put down, looking at you. So that’s people in your life, versus people not in your life, if they consider you the problem, then see you are being combative at home away from others, or someone who pretends to be nice and is full of $hit. I graduated from law school maybe I have not shown all the work completed maybe you don’t see me as intelligent, and maybe Im not your paralegal or attorney in life, and maybe means that you need to hire someone else, and not rely on a blogger to share manifest and dictate anything congruent to your set of understandings in life, that don’t mirror the results or output that Im able to produce whether that’s absent minded any hate, or anything past in which I have been made to hurt (to cause me to question life) to get me to talk about life, like Im distant or gone or going or not here or not gonna make it to cause me to become something Im not, to change me to relate better to anyone gone, distant or going, we are not all 60 and we do not all have time to explain everything that’s everyones going through or everything that’s going wrong or could go wrong for anyone, at every moment in time, or in the future, that’s not what blogging is for, blogging is for sharing about the day based upon how you feel not what you hear, what you hear is a delusion caused by someone trying to control you, to get you to do things in life to make you appear mentally ill, like you are controlled by things or people that you see on TV treat you as though you don’t have a mind on your own: intelligence wise or sexuality wise, then its about blame, then what does she become, then what does she not like, then who is she, then what is she about, what has she shared, why is she not happy, what is helping whats not helping, what should she study, when does shes give up, what does she want and wants coming, another job interview tomorrow, and today I have mental illness voices: and that’s to cause me to not do well at my interview, so that I don’t feel good, so that I stay stuck at home, so that I don’t move forward, and this statement is trying to demonstrate that I did care, or don’t care, or don’t do enough work, or cant let an issue go, or didn’t let go in time, or didn’t listen, or did listen, is in control or not in control, over my own output future or what will happen to me, that’s so someone feels right, then this jokme makes sense, then this doesn’t feel good, then this is fighting this is not fighting this is helping this is not helping this is futile, this is giving up, she is doing well, she is not doing well, her emotions were played with, then this is playing with her emotions to accuse her of playing with herself to women, or being gay the whole time. So that she says F-K Y-O then she is saying FU because she feels like this and this FU is to be directed to this set of affirmations or confirmations in life and because she feels like FU then this shows that she is angry and because she says FU that’s means she is insulted then that insults this group of people because she said this word that she was not (Gay) or (Black) so her issue is that because she is not Gay or Black and gets treated like she is Gay or Black means that she doesn’t understand or comprehend what anything is about because she mentioned someone who was "Gay and Black" (his speech) she went to a meeting with once: Lee Daniels. You guys figure it out … I don’t have anger, and I don’t have frustration Im able to achieve, so if for any reason Im not feeling well on the meds that Im on the issue must be OBESITY and WEIGHT GAIN must be bad. #stopsuicide #dontselfharm #begood
Social Media (definition): Something that employers check then use as a basis for not hiring you, not trusting you, or for any other reason take personal offense to like any blame can be denominated to an entire species of human being most of what a person identifies with is something that they speak to its not about pointing out what is wrong or defective about something that someone else has done, that means if Im speaking to it Im representing it, its not about you, its not about your race, its not about your profession, or your family, and its not about my family, my identity or my race, then maybe its about humanity, its about letting people speak for themselves not be held down by personal issues, or personal faults, or personal setbacks, why would I ever lose composure, then its about OBESITY, to see if jealous, I wouldnt F-K anyone for the rest of my life with a ten foot pole either, if thats what you think Im about then who is calling who out on who's $hit in life, no statues needed. #worldpeace > "Its not all about you, be nice." -Im not wrong you guys were wrong, and it was Lebron sticking up for me about job choices. If its my life, my body, my issues, then I dont need free representation or any help for that matter let alone a disservice to me, the community or everyone staying positive for everyones sake. Thats why I chain mailed everyone to the US Supreme Court, thats being careful, thats protecting everyones interests including anyone who does not support you.