There is nothing wrong with going by what you hear or by what people say, that’s common to conversations, and miscommunications can occur upon thinking you know someone and as by knowing them think you know how to treat them, whether that’s a public put down in life, in retaliation to you, or whether taken personally something said on Twitter and taken down, justifying later attacks on you, until suicidal, is an unjustifiable use of force if an amends is made, and not directed toward you, but upon insult, as matching notes were found on my car by my neighbor twice, that’s to amplify hate toward me, by people knowing informations held in a closed container in my desk, and a logo folder which my Father had wanted me to make a logo for his company. Do not insult the privacies of people not made public, and try to confuse them as having shared in public, things kept in their private spaces, no later recordings of them as required to justify a later use of force upon them if they deem necessary of likewise feel problematic tone or insult heard as directed toward them. That’s making things about you that aren’t about you in life, everyones struggles in life are different, theres no need to cast more light upon an issue, that’s already been dealt with in private. If you don’t respect people individually as not attracted to them or sensing something wrong with them, than I am an example of someone who does not fit the matching set of traits deemed likeable by those who respect women, for different characteristics or traits in life and to further worsen matters, cause weight gain by putting me on 4 night meds and further breaking my heart, that already suffers form depression, and over-sleeping, and staying up at night, awake at night, asleep in the early mornings, is how I have lived the majority of my life since college except when taking 8am courses or working, up in the mornings, that’s not addiction, that’s enjoying my sleep. “Why do you sleep so much?” “Whats the matter with you?” Going back to bed after breakfast (a not so common characteristic or trait of me). “What are you lazy?” At times these words hurt my feelings, but at the time, they were just concerned with my health. As taking aderrall it made no sense why I was all of a sudden tired … is that being known (Is that how you know when?) Do your best to stay positive, its not your responsibility to interpret your past in terms of what has gone missing, and what illnesses you suffered from to establish a timeline of faults along the way, its usually per breakup things go missing or you get ignored, just do your best to move on too, Im sure everyone suffers from hardships as separated, not so devastating as virginal separations in life, those are sad experiences, I cried staring out my window on the 405. You just gotta move forward 17, 18, 20, 22, 27 (The Worst Breakup: Age 27 Fighting with an Attorney). Chaste now for 6 years. Be smart about who you choose to date, lets not discuss further intelligences, happiness what is happiness, less talking in between, trust, acknowledgement of one anothers strengths, similar beliefs: food, exercise, sobriety, a love for NY, what else is there to life. Please do not misinterpret my reactions past as to my belongings how kept, or what was saved by me, everything that could be retained.