We live in an overly prosecutorial society, who thinks that the more they know about individuals of interest, the bigger hand in life they have when it comes to making decisions, who to exclude from discussions, or who to make discussions about, without maintaining any responsibility on their own behalf for what they have done, upon prying into the privacy interests of someone who judged based upon whether they work in observance of everyone or for their own safety interests alone, let alone the basic fundamentals of an entertainment industry thats feeds itself, based upon issues of importance, people of importance, and stories of significance to shine an even brighter light among all, whether or not they are readily aware of what it is they are being exposed to and why, and whether or not that concerns anyone personally, concerning their own lives as individuals, unrelated to incidences of crime occurring during periods of time in which they were either children, in law school, or out of law school, trying to find their way in the world, not understanding what others think upon meeting anyone who is related to anyone who is famous. Note: You cannot undo a harm, without representing a proper way of addressing life in a way that doesnt point out what has been done to you or others and run the risk of casting blames to all or unbeknowest bystanders to feel withdrawn or misinformed of their own likes or dislikes in life as being about something more, and made to feel bad about themselves as unknowing contributors to any equations in life of success and to the betterment of all be respected as such. When you first step foot in the public arena, you post things generally that reflect what you know and see, and upon sharing those reflections, use photos, and stories from your life, to articulate your journey in life, what you have been affected by, what issues you have outgrown, and which issues, if brought up still cause you trauma, as described by anyone who is not you. Theres a general assumption of viewing someones life by exposures, as though they learn from others, or are a presentation of those interests to protect those who they have served as advocates for, which is why work is kept private, not for use by people who have not done the work, for their viewpoint overall of the world, standing in your shoes, and then situate you similarly in life, as though you become who you have represented in life, as though thats a proper formula, to cast someone out as bearing an issue with smarts, identity, or know how, when it comes to helping others, as though someone learns in life by being like others, not themselves unique, influenced positively, not assuming identities in life, as though those are roles or positions in life to take on, to better represent themselves of others.
I took a poster down on Wilshire of Barack Obama, to me it was offensive, his face painted as the Joker, in a movie that was later released with blood dripping down his face, with word "cope" printed underneath, by an artist, whos supporters later attacked me on Twitter for having taken the poster down, which I posted on the first edition of my website, with explanation, in advance to unwarranted intrusion into my computer and phone, where the photo of what was taken down was placed, not posted in public, until after Aurora, and after the shooting incident in Colorado, submitted pieces to the poster to The Federal Building, those pieces were stored in a Laker Bag, in my closet, while living on Anita.
No matter what is said, and no matter what is true, people will always think it justified to blame you as though deserving of all other reactions occurring as directed toward you in life, Hillary Clinton in a green jacket while I was in DC while being interviewed by Rand Paul, and the later deletion of photos and journal entries to myself after visiting Washington DC beginning January 2013, and during my roadtrips to Palo Alto and Las Vegas, alone. The green jacket to me now, looking back symbolizes the Green Jacket that Tiger Woods receives at a Golf Tournament, which also reminds us of the character Elle Woods from the movie Legally Blond, and the famous scene at the nail parlor when they "snap" with their hands up after getting their nails done. I bought a poster on Pearl Street 2004, in Boulder Colorado, from an art shop, looking through vintage posters on canvas, and found one that stood out to me, with the quote "Love Life with Cora Americano" my Moms name is Cora, the French Artist whos name was on the poster later died in France, and a picture of a woman turning sideways with her hair flipped, snapping her fingers, that was framed professionally and kept over my fire place, and served as the background to a Facebook photo of me standing in front of it.
Sometimes its not until you say something, that a harm continues, as though legal strategy for casting frames and responsibilities, such as the half gate in front of The Federal Building on Wilshire, where I delivered the pieces of the poster torn down to, with my phone number, in case they had any questions. I used to live on Rochester in Westwood, in a Silton I think was the name of the Property company advertising units for lease, I picked a studio.
After visiting SCOTUS I decided while archiving everything important from my records onto files on my computer before bringing boxes to storage, and handwrote a book of my experiences in high school, my first assembly of a book, with an "er" removed from "15 years older" to describe my first boyfriend "George" who was 33 at the time we dated, I was 18.
Everyone memorizes a different series of events, and based upon who was running first, I was running to Century City and back, while my then separated from boyfriend of 3 years was texting and calling me accusing me of ignoring him while responding to him, grew growingly more and more accusatory toward me, there was a Van Camper parked in Brentwood at the time, in front of the VA, that smelled of Urine, I had to run by, on my way out. I had assembled a box of documents at my Dads house on Anita, which weighed 25 pounds and was sent to the US Supreme Court, stamped and returned, and was sent to The California Supreme Court, and was stamped and returned, and because those documents were important applied to HRW following sending that box to them, later seeing their office was in a building named "Rolling ..." on top on Olympic, just West of another building with a name on top of "Elyn Saks" a Law Professor at USC, whos book was recommended to me by my then Psychiatrist, who was recommended to me, in Beverly Hills, in the book she described her experince at Yale I think, and being put in "5 point retraints" and stopped reading the book and shredded it, as insulted, as though I was in a condition of similar psychosis at the time, simply because I was sharing about the application process to law school and growing up around OJ Simpson, after being best friends with his daughter since Age 4, and on my way into law school applying and working on my personal statement.
Before the bombing in Boston, I hand delivered the 25 pound box of documents to The Federal Building for review, who told me I could not leave the box there, and walked the box back to my car for me carrying it, and put it in my trunk. -So not it wasnt my Twitter feed, the poster, my appearance in DC, or the deletion of emails that spurred those attacks, thats something others politically situated themselves in life, as making things about actions I took, to help inform the Courts, The Government, and the US Military, of how I was being treated, and everything I have written and my medical records, and memories at the time.
So long as you assume someone to be linked within a causal chain of reactions, as though one was known and important to the storylines and creative works of others, then thats how one is treated, shocking to observe in public, looked at as though they are sharing information that others already know, or trying to claim injury as though things outside from your life, are causing you harm directly, who thinks that way anyways. In 2010, I became so paranoid about others going through my things, and pointing blames to members of my family, that I took inventory and stored a "small kitchen knife with the tip broken off" in an empty hole puncher box, inside my "Lesley Bag" that was gifted to me by an English nanny of my then Godparents, who were Broadway musical stars who lived kitty corner to the Bauers in Bel Air. That was while living in Maria Del Rey, and before my Family moved from a leased home on Leonard.
If you are not aware of what things are about or why people are attacking you as though they feel like they are being forced to represent someone who bears guilt or responsibilities for incidence occurring elsewhere, as though they are alluding to use of their identity for forms of entertainment code themselves in by calling people out, then you dont know or understand professionalism, professionals while learning dont think things are about them, nor does anyone who thinks things are about them ever take offense, but it appears that others thought it more important to make my psychosis about insult, and upon disclosing information from my life, make it seem that I became paranoid because I thought anything was about then, with confidence, or not a fan of the work of others, no matter how they code, or build insights and inferences, to again make me seem like someone who was noticed at a Southwestern Open House of a "Vanna White" case about "use of likeness" I participated, but never as applied to my own life, ever though twice about Films, until it became possible and apparent via writing iMovie jokes online, in support of their work. Which is why one gets attacked as though they cannot handle a joke, its not humor, that I am sensitive to, its my feelings of safety and privacy interests not doing well in groups, and never calling attention to myself in life, by dress, or demeanor for positive attentions from others in life, let alone strangers. When my Mom was put on a House on Harvard, with a Tinder Shop that was later removed on the corner, this was after I ran a Flyer campaign down into Hollywood by a Website I was building, a campaign I supported, and an Industry affected not currently, but one in which I had faith, could support everyone better. #business #ideas
06-27-20 Originally Posted