As a consequence of dislike, not only does your presence offend others, but everything you say hurts to hear from you, doesn’t make sense, doesn’t resolve whats going wrong, and whos insights are assumed to be admissions by you via, what stands out to you or affects you in life. As a consequence of dislike, you cannot undo that a condition in which you are forced to speak to an audience or with awareness of (like the Macbook camera) of being read in the negative, this is why what was okay to divulge in the past was helpful, but now you may feel more restricted in life, in terms of your tone, demeanor, and try less when it comes to your sense of pride, that’s allowing a distance to occur. I wish I understood writing better, or had attended the screenwriting course paid for, dedicated the attention to learning a skill I wanted to learn, take a professional writing course, I have not taken any. And that’s what makes the unwanted part about you, and that’s what makes another hurt in terms of acceptances to let in or talk to someone who people then wrongfully accuse the other of Rape or Sex Assault, while I am attached to a “Trump account” talking to him, that means what is private as known, becomes a condition about another, that’s causes the other to be attacked, for accepting my identity into their lives, and that was what was so heartbreaking about the Superbowl, if another Woman claims to have F someone you are recently enamored with, getting to know, don’t leave to establish that you would freely give your body to another without complaint, no matter what connections you inherited from that person, I am a homie, until Im tired, sometimes I put out. If I was the influencer beeeotch in his life, then I can take credit for “too many Asian deals” Im sorry. And if World Peace was not achieved, as evidenced by the Fires, [Im sorry I applied to an International Relations Graduate School Program to learn how to speak in a non-offensive way, sorry everyone, be gentle with my words, not hurt relationships], with no job and no pay. If its an issue about who they are connected to now, just send a memo: we don’t like her and now we don’t like you, and we think that her insights or issues, do not favor our best interests. Because she has sex, and gets sick, and doesn’t blame anyone, and reports too late, “was that the m-therf-ker” who changed my face, you wonder, but who really investigates that???? He was taking in an ex-Angel from Colorado, who lived on Pennsylvania Street, and because his accuser was wearing Orange on TV, I had a chat with his Attorney, called, and sent a Book. That book was supposed to build a special connection to a real human being, who would appreciate that effort, and understands given what Ive been through, hard to assemble, and make sense! Sometimes things that are easy to read, are assumed to have been written in one swoop, or in a creative thinking mode, not from the heart and with thought, and the mode when all the jokes get used up and played out, is the condition of “loser” so achieved, to send insults back in time.
In addition, Im sorry if my tone, was ever off, or too as a matter of fact, and did not bear resemblance to anything of value organized, why my computer is broken and cant find anything, and explains why I dont feel good looking for a document, that elaborated on why I said #hateleslie, and removed. That has nothing to do with a strategy to communicate any obsession or all about something else in life. I dont think that was the case, but if you say that, then I should not be surprised as treated in that way by others, as though that was the script to follow in life, treat the same as, and view everything said as unapologetic, or intended to insult an sect or denomination of intelligence, it was a term I have been called my whole life "retarded" and now we can add to that list "pervert" which was first heard by auditory delusion as a runner on Ocean Ave, texted to my friend, who was positive and hopeful of my return to a normal life, and that is the voice that populated, and happened to me. Thought deserved, and treated as Gay, I dont think that Bipolar is a diagnosis or serves as code for making $hit up to make things look like is about this this or that, and I dont think a term I have been called, should offend anyone, or cause them to treat me like I deserve in life, a poor influence on others. I think you are either solid in life, dont cause problems, or you inherit problems from your own past, as shared publicly in your 4th Spirit, the free spirit years, before notified to be single for a year.
NOTICE: Im not feeling well, so chances are what I am saying may not be the solution to not feeling well, and has caused me pain to discuss, it must be something explained just in case that was thought or cause for treating me like a traitor, or someone who turns on people they love, no I dont expose people I love to hurt, I say things nicely, its when things are not said well, and are imperfect, that tampering has occurred, and although that hurts, its also not to be explained as the cause for me feeling ill now, that must be that I am not saying things right, and what I have to say is causing me mental illness, and difficulty sleeping at night, thats being left alone in life, as a reminder, as soon as something happens, it is you that gets examined, and then it gets determined whether to hurt me, as helping to provide solution away from illness. Lesson: Focus on illness is causing me illness, just leave those behind who gravitate toward illness, and provide positive insights, dont reinforce illness. Thats someone seeing you, and in a playful way, examining you, and talking to you, to get you to open up and what about, chit chats, and has you watch a monitor of colors, with ear clips to show that your thinking and your thoughts can be read internally with this monitor, whats your point? Thats someone for example trying to tell you how it is, be treated as the lost misguided one, who misguided others, I always do my best to go to rehabs or hospital, and have done my best to be smart, And Im sorry if I did not appreciate all the strength in numbers when life was happening. Thats the spirit of America, mental health issues are like a 5% portion of the American Population on anti-psychotics, why a Psychiatrist costs $250, and $1000 and three appointments for Geodone needed.