Things arent always as they seem, as degrading as sexuality is, and what you look like, judged on the basis of your track record, who you have hooked up with when and why, and what were the circumstances, and how old were you, when you stopped dating, I stopped dating 2014, that was a choice I made, to live a disciplined life sober, that doesnt mean youre not allowed to have fun, be social, vlog, write on Twitter, be fun, or try to be known in a good way, what you dont expect is to be known in a bad way, and who can control that anyways. I think you have to have a really big heart, and live a really supported lifestyle in order to be happy, appear happy, and to shed light on the good things about life, given your standing and position in life, able to get a job, graduate, or overcome setbacks past with confidence, and speak in a way, that doesnt set off any alarms or red flags for anyone when considering whether or not to make you apart of their life, you will meet a lot of people in life, some will stand out and be more memorable than others, there is always time to live life, overcome heartache, depression, bipolar, voices, addiction, alcoholism, theses are all choices you make that set you back in terms of what your goals in life achieve, we all take the time to talk to friends, text, get to know people, be out and about, thats not the draining aspect of life being around people, what your confidence ultimately comes down to, is being happy with yourself, not let others down, not speak in a way that anyone would ever take personally something you have to say, and think that how you feel is not supporting their personality type, I think 17 million people met me at one point, I probably was not trying to be known by that many people, and thats what it means to do a good job, healing, recovering, moving forward, letting go, not harping on the past, being thankful, and eventually be in a place in life where you are accepted, you are loved, can share a laugh, maybe not relapse and be incoherent, but be able to accept where you have been in life, and know that because you have done everything right is why you were able to be strong for everyone else, during a difficult period in life, or extreme everything, life gets lonely, thankfully we have social media and people who work online and already made systems of communications for us in advance, just in case we forget what our lives were like, who is important to us, its easy to get lost, when you are out and about or being social online, and sometimes you forget the basics, not talking to strangers, not getting jobs through people, not accepting offers, not accepting favors, not using the "@" button, including less meaning people you admire, including less story about yourself, being more mature, being more protective, being a strong person, not letting anyone bring you down in life, being more professional, sounding smarter, overcoming doubts, being less intimidated, being more comfortable, half of life is one on one, the rest of life is like a pinball machine of interaction, so be a good person, be an understanding person, be a wise person, be a kind person, and do your best not to be too defensive, not to assume too much, just as you are analyzing your own life bit by bit, dont be scared if someone else decides to investigate your timelines in life, and have a different take about your direction and purpose in life, which may at the time seem meaningful to you, but mostly if we are doing something that feels good we dont see the harm in it, and its when you are blind to the repercussions, or without awareness for the potential of harm and irreversible damage you can do to your life, saying something you cannot take back, or appearing in a way thats off putting, well thats no time to act or give up in life, or all sense of normalcy, thats when you need to button up and take life seriously. I have no idea how to make a good impression after a bad impression, and I have no idea how to come back from overreacting, it seems thats the glue that keeps people stuck together, and seems to be the point of leaving you out of equations in life, until you are well adjusted again, and sometimes being emotional, becomes the exact reason that others find you unapproachable, or live life in more questions than answers, so dont bottle up, be yourself, dont be shy, there is always time to fix your life, there is always time to be a good role model, and there is always time for forgiveness.
Originally Posted: 02-06-21
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