Much about life is remembering the good times, not just overfocused on where you are or are not in life. Often times when we are not feeling well, we will come up with excuses for why we are sick, why we are in a bad mood, or why we are not doing as well as we would like to in life, you really can’t blame anyone with a bad attitude, if you want to be one of the happy people in life, the its time to start realizing what you do have in life, not necessarily what you have to offer others, and by acknowledging all that you do have, that shows love and compassion for those who care for you, and that’s how to receive love and compassion from others. Until you realize what you have done wrong in life, or understand the consequences of what is going wrong with you in life, will others come to understand you better, as not someone at risk of harm to self or others, but be recognized as someone of value, not just by your privileges in life be deemed important, we are all important people, lifes not all about acceptance, some will not be forgiving of you by sharing what has gone wrong for you in life, and based upon where you are at now, will judge you in the negative, so long as you continue to stay where you are in life, and not move forward that’s all the more reason to reinforce those negative judgments of you, we are all deserving of living a good life, always prove them wrong, when in Rome, otherwise they will connect every news story to your newsfeed and blame you as a consequence of your mental illnesses if can be proven are a contributory factor to the poor decision making of others, or as though if like, in cohorts prove you wrong, that’s wrong to take someone who is well, and create a side towards them, and with the words that they use to help empower self and others, not necessarily similarly situated, be treated as someone trying to be an influencer and by those influences in life empowered, in fact it’s the exact opposite its my misfortunes in life and lack of opportunity, and struggles in life, that have empowered those who are not on my team in life, and that’s just a fact of life, not everyone will be for you, but choose to be against you in life, thinking youre not good enough, or strong enough, not deserving of living a good life, no matter how hard you work, judge you based upon how you were, not accept you as you are now, and based upon what they hear about you, assemble you in the wrong. Life is not about doing things for reaction or doing things in reaction to others, once you are hyper vigilant its hard to be creative or to fight negativity, its more like a crumble than it is a fight. That’s living for the moment, not worried about the past, but living for now, that’s hyper vigilance, which does not always mean looking out for others, but also means to look out for self, not because someone is doing something wrong, but concentrating on reading ones surroundings, to keep oneself out of harms way, so long as you look after yourself well, and do unto others as you wish done to you, then no one should worry about your condition just worry about themselves, if they have done nothing wrong to harm you, that’s the problem.