No one is making fun of anyones hardships in life, and anything concerning the records of others, is always something to be cautious about how you approach subjects and discuss in a way to which all can relate, in a balanced way, who as associated to who was affected and how. Its not always by your weakest associations in life you fail, it would be wrong to presume that in an example of a normal life, changed for worse, not able to turn for the better, is like all cases of people going through difficulties, these difficulties are special, and are unique, as by experience and association directly affected, to then try to exchange shoes with someone who as affected thinks, that’s normal that not reading into the lives of others, and correcting interjecting or trying to be like, no one ever said that I was some op ed opinion maker, making up information, that was a joke, to a less than kind quote, after pitching my idea for a campign to that specific startup, not be responded to, apparently it was me on Twitter with a famous best friend that was a joke, that eerie quiet, is not that you are unapproachable, its that arriving without a plan is intimidating to those with plans, trying to configure where you fit into the grand scheme of things storyline wise, whether things are about you and your friends, and whether anyone who is of influence is responsible for the later mischaracterizations or characterizations of them in the past or present as though always awkward, or inept socially, ill, physically, smelley, gasey, on cocaine, in recovery, sober, and when one is high or not using, and how their health can affect others, yes then under those circumstances stay home, if you are not well, don’t force yourself, to be in situation as intimidated by others, react or respond physically in a less confident way lose color, as energy is passed to the weller beside you. That’s how people work spriritually, my Mom was uncomfortable my entire graduation ceremony, I was sober at the time had attended rehab and was sitting next to a boyfriend, we got gased at graduation and in law school both times I left the room, and the ceremony, to see if it was me, it wasn’t. Talk about someone elses graduation, where the President of my School gave a speech about the Colorado government being run by White Supremacists. A little bit of a downer, at your last moment as a student at their institution, that story Ive not shared, the smell, that’s not a story to say I said and why someone who was an offender, then gased an audience, as learning from my experience as shared online, that’s making up information, to cause a connection. I think taking me to Mann Chinese Theater, was a mistake, as I was not aware of why or the purposes for to test for guilt, loss of color, body smells, loss of confidence and physical illness, ask Paramount, I was completely oblivious, in an empty lot we toured. So Im not sure, whether that was as anticipated talked about shared, and if not shared, in the defensive kept private as looking bad, I think I wasn’t sharing play by plays of my life at that point, put in a position of fear fear of others, or fear of being discussed, as the one not well spreading illness. If you think Im an embarrassment, Im not the source of heartache, and if its me not achieving not being motivational enough ask why put on so many meds, sleepy at 5, to test for attachments, as to enable what? Wellness, or to prove illness back toward me more easily, as the down or ill one.