Introduction
02-07-19 Not everyone will be on your side in life, and some will turn on you assuming you bear guilt, and from that belief seek to make others think that you are for the actions taken by others, as assumed everything is connected to you and therefore about you, as though your actions … have led to symbols posted in reference to you or your connections in life or by story to whom these individuals were connected to, those connections must be known in order for those thoughts to process, looking back it may have been best not to mention stories from my life, or help the courts in identifying problems, existing within me, and now being treated symbolically as everything is about me, that’s wrong to do, as for solution … blame any one person or group of people for all events that follow a trip to DC. I am now sharing my side of the story which you can either accept or reject based upon your beliefs before hearing from me … some are no longer with us today to witness the growth people have made, and as a result, I was further pushed until I am no longer respected devalued, and rejected as not well. That’s wrong to do to someone who is well spoken and gifted in writing, to be treated as though purposefully ill or mentally ill on ones own merits, sometimes it under many conditions that one becomes sick with pressure or sick with expectations of them, or in need of help, that’s not a taking, to have no one. Knowing and Doing … 02-04-19 Knowing and doing are two different things, no verbosity is not a sign of guilt, but in knowing the difference between what has occurred privately versus what is thought about looking from the outside, or the outside in without permission, do not assume the faults of others, if spoken about in the positive, that’s not an assault that’s not guilt, to speak positively of others or to be positive towards, if that rapport is unwanted, then that is because of what people think as associated to, and if spoken about in the positive that is to what is being deciphered, whether commentary from me or whether reference to another party was cited in the banner, a banner was taken down from Wilshire put up and taken down by the Government, which means one of two things, that there are reasons past or reasons current for which there is discord among people towards me, myself, or others around me, not existing among groups who seek to be a solution, by affecting me to be mentioned, to then say as mentioned, test to see how they are affected, that’s a planned attack on my good character to then hurt me and say that as mentioned … (room for argument created) that my mention has affected them negatively, I was affected negatively by actions toward me … that is not of my doing but in talking to others … treated poorly in return, that is not my doing, why not responded to, then don’t make it my duty to respond to others, and then have to describe how I am being treated as though its by my doing or campaign or strategies for living and maintaining, not tactical but for practical reasons then listen to me preach about what I think or believe to then say by my understandings not your understandings I am wrong and then use my work to further describe actions toward me, as justified based upon what others say about me, that’s not intel if derived from a person to whom intelligence is sought, use your own intelligences in life not the intelligences of others to know the difference between right and wrong, no outtings are required for justice to be served, and no one deserves to be attacked as for the basis of justice being served derived. The main lesson is to use your own writings as a banner for your umbrella campaign to an anti-gun violence movement, which has led to other colors other than orange to make orange not the focus to allow others to move forward, not every movement needs a march and not every person needs to be corrected for marching for others, just don’t march at people in life to get responses toward yourself. I very thoughtfully mentioned buying a #katespade purse to gift to my best friend, and very thoughtfully articulated that in a book chapter I was hesitant to write but was written for me, and to make light of how our friendship subsided after having matching #marcjacobs watches … the chapter sent to SCOTUS before anything bad happened … its seems everything is too late now … learn from patterns don’t repeat patterns, and if people do not want to be mentioned then do not provide for mentions attack. I think there was a very distant connection I later remembered … my ex telling me that #davidspade was at the birthday party I was invited to by personal invitation … where #ditavonteese performed, who is not a known victim, but who very famously dated a very known prosecuted musician #marilynmanson. Be Happy With Your Team in Life … 02-04-19 Its usually after loss, you wonder what could be, if you haven’t realized yet, how fortunate you are in life, its probably because youre complaining about others or the past … your mental health issues are of your own making not of the making of others, and what interests you in life is what should drive your best decision making in life, not the lives of others, as compared, be deemed as less successful or jealous of for not having the same things in life, that’s not how to benefit others, or improve upon relationships gone, that have soured over time … when you find better in life … that’s usually where you stay connected to those who have in life, and away from those who do not have the same fortunes in life. That’s a matter of wellness to whom we are associated to … and for all those affected by my lack of success in life, I apologize for not doing well in life, and not achieving my goals in life, we all grow at our own paces in life, and should not be denominized in life to a few words, or insults, that’s not how to treat people … I couldn’t be better situated in life, and if what I have to offer does not suit you, then have no worry about my standing, as I’m not on any teams in life … have lived alone since 2004, so that’s not necessary to treat me as dependent upon criticism for success or dependent upon criticism as though I’m a newcomer, to what? Bloodshed? Misery? Sadness? We have all experienced losses in life, some more grave than others, and been attached to people who have had experiences in life but have not shared those experiences with us, does not mean if someone is hiding something … that they are bad (which is usually the case) or have done something wrong (miscommunicated – miscommunications can cause illness to the one receiving communications and especially to the one making those communications to someone of importance (ie watched) – image is everything) … but need to be alone, because they are not happy with themselves, everyone gets affected when people recluse, or do not make good decisions for themselves, the lesson is to always be forgiving of the spaces of others, and trust they are in good hands, as alone, with themselves, or with others, and if those people are not to be trusted, then you can always move home. How can one live independently have everything and then lose everything? Too much piecemealing, too much sharing, and too many puttings togethers of the pasts of others not their own. You cannot make teams in life, and as taken down … do not hurt again the esteems of someone wronged … that’s not how to fix a situation, by removing banners, or locking people out of accounts, disassociation causes instability and with that fear, whenever something is done to someone to make them look like theyre “full of $shit” or a “piece of $hit” think what has been done to them, then think what has been done to others, then think who is responsible for those interpretations presently to be fair. Youre own mistakes in life, and misidentifications, will always be used against you as okaying misunderstandings, or misappropriations of well attitudes toward, and reinforce illness to others for. Don’t reinforce illness … when you are close to those well, don’t hurt those who are fragile, or who are new to Brentwood … it’s a learning experiencing how to be calm when it rains and quiet in a storm. Allow people to in jest refer to incidences that is gods work to make people laugh or to allow people to cry or to enable others to make sense of now, by reference to the past.
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