Giving Up in Life ... [new post]
What does it mean to give up in life (?) Is it when we give up on others, that we are deemed at fault, should the arising of unfavorable outcomes to their behaviors which cause us to lose faith in them, when and if they arise, be held responsible for outcomes that do them a disfavor in life reputationally, how to overcome those reputational setbacks, without describing the past as having been let go in life, or treated as responsible for ones own condition. What is a proper way of viewing the health of someone in need, and if they need more meds to function is it appropriate to give them more meds, is that considered addiction (?) Once it gets labeled as addiction, then it gets treated as an addiction, and once a label of addiction is placed upon a general need, not a need to feel better as to overcompensate for feelings of being bad, then it is not addiction that is being treated (as seen when taken off all meds in a Rehab situation) but a bigger issue, as to abilities, enablement, and disablement of ones opportunities future for being apart of, you only live life once. With a job in DC at DC Law Students in Court, I was going to make it in life, a dream job, working and living in DC (“the east coast”) among those who are well and smart, prove myself as among them, no better than the rest, however that opportunity was not provided to me, because it required more medications than I was currently prescribed, that’s not a mismanagement of time, but simply nervousness about work performance on exams, relationship anxieties as attached or detached from, and reaching points of stabilities as attached to another in a long distance relationship, and be able to distance oneself from a current love, in place of more professional goals in life, to work in another city, as a working professional, prove oneself. If you don’t want to be an Attorney yes you can still go to Law School, and if you are required to take the bar, yes that’s the plan to finish a JD and sit for the bar exam, pass or fail, its not a big deal learning 50 subjects and then being tested on those subjects with your notes you keep (or lose via firefault), learn to let go of what you cannot control in life, your medical care, and learn to thrive nonethelsess broken hearted when things do not go your way, another life ruined, to further depict the life of someone else, who was led astray does a disservice to the original advocate of the person to who is trying to receive helps for taking care of their daughter, its when we over obsess about what ifs, and try to control stories, that sometimes, those least adept and professional get treated as though there is something wrong with them, based upon comparing them to who they know in life, if dating is important to you, then yes date at 34, don’t continue to wait, and be chaste, via punishments, because others do not think you are fit for dating or relationships, because of your instabilities faced upon losses.
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