How is a Problem Solved? ...
In my best opinion … a problem is solved whenever a majority of people lying outside of an issue remain unaffected by an issue, specific to a few or individuals. At what point does a solution no longer work, when a fault lies within the basis for success, or if the bases for success becomes injured. Like all things going well, there is a general feeling of presence coming from those who are doing well, and by what they are doing, things start to do well. The trouble is describing how success happens, there is no formula for allowing for exponential use of a set of terms no matter how made, under what circumstances made, be of use to others, if not of use to oneself. Whenever there is an exchange of power, whether by property, notes, or created work product, that exchange can be felt by the first possessor, the one who the work product mirrors, its creator not necessarily the sole benefactor to a single work product. So if something is mass produced, and if something is produced for all, then it’s a professionally created piece of work, to be viewable of all in reflection of everything that is going right for that person, in order for it to be made, and that’s how value is made to property, we may not see all the steps to its production, but we also don’t have to witness all the pitfalls occurring in the process of creating a representative sample, or finished work product that reflects the care that was put into accomplishing a task, to be made well, and for the purpose of making others feel well too, that’s production. When there is a road ahead, that’s always a positive sign, meaning if you are given time to think, and have room to be creative in terms of your interpretation, that means you have time to think. Whereas, in the case that something wrong occurs, that is when a producer is faced with pressure, that’s to continue to produce, in light of setback, and without responding directly to circumstances being faced, subject oneself to harm, in the process of speaking to all. You are the weight that you carry, so when it gets heavy that’s not only your body telling you that you cannot provide solution, in the appropriate prose required for understanding, means that you are not clear of what the issues are, that you are currently being faced with, let alone the issue being faced by others, upon watching a crowd, wanting to know what in response to what, you will only be as strong as you were made or trained to be in life, so while the times may be tough, not all decisions are innate, not everything is fresh in your mind, not all reminders will be remembered, not all affirmations will come to mind, and if you are taking the day as it comes, then you would understand the pressure faced by those who speak in public, who generally speak in a way, that is refreshing to others, that is helpful to others, and that is not problem centered, or wasting time highlighting problems past, that create a future heavy feeling, which is not feeling like right now is going well, and it is really no ones fault how COVID happened, all that matters is that you are alive and well now, and if you are not under any pressures in life, if you are not on a ton of meds, if you are seeing clearly, and if your thinking is sharp that means that you are doing well. It may be the case that those who are causing problems, are not experiencing problems themselves in the way that those with mental health issues suffer, when their mind is not in the right place, when they don’t have anything to say, when they have to push themselves to be smart, or when they aren’t able to complete tasks or finish goals in life, usually means that there is something wrong with a person, that may require hospitalization, right now is not a good time to wonder about the past, or why people got sick past, or why anyone is performing during COVID, all that you should be made aware of is that for whatever reasons people are laying low, is because many do not want to risk the chances of saying anything that will cause more problems, so that’s a current problem, trying to not make things worse, and not be combative or confrontational with anyone, so in order to see the positive and to have a positive outlook, requires that you don’t think too much about problems not affecting you, and only speak if you can help, sometimes its in the simple things you do, that show that you care, and if you don’t mind carrying the extra weight, then that is a risk worth taking, if it saves more lives than harm that it causes, then its okay to talk to others by hashtag, that doesn’t mean that one is challenging a side, or representing a side, or countering a side, or trying to seem stronger than a side, or trying to speak to another side, or speaking inappropriately and misdirecting people toward a problem, or toward themselves, I think if you are a good person you don’t live in fear of what needs to be said to clarify the issues, you only say what makes sense to you, without discussion of what anyones issues are other than your own, and that’s being understanding, that’s being compassionate, and that’s going out of your way to speak to a situation, that no one really has the power to talk sense to, or to provide some decent insight that can keep people busy focusing on what can be done, rather than give up and allow things to get worse, that’s not something I do, give up. -I may have lived a hard life, and that may be because of addiction, or dating, or extreme/sudden changes to my GPA, and that would be my fault, for shifting gears and focusing on the wrong things in life, you mind is important, your intelligence is important, your body is important, your reputation is important, and your track record is important. One of the most difficult concepts to understand, is people not liking you, not trusting you, and so long as you allow those few to interfere with who you are today, you will never be proud of yourself, living up to a set of terms established by those who inflict guilt, or bring up stories about you to make you feel bad about yourself, or to establish guilt, to prove that you ever have knowingly done anything wrong and become sick as a result of knowingly having been sick at the time that you were social, or hooked up with anyone, and then claim that by your intelligence, hygiene, or professional skills, or writing, exposed someone to your exposures in life, and affected their smarts, intelligence, or ability to succeed, and stupidity is not that contagious, but if you would prefer to treat someone smart as stupid, then that would be to feed your own ego about things, to displace someone who had a great life, and everything going for them in life, be made to feel bad about themselves, or be treated as guilty, as though one ever shares in a way to cause harm to anyone, including oneself. I think its important to process life, I don’t think its important for everyone to know what you have processed, or know of what you have experienced in life, no one is that successful, that you need to know their entire life in order to know whether to accept them or reject them on the basis of their associations in life, treat anyone like they have a bigger head than anyone else, or have more opportunity than anyone else has in life, I think everyone has come up by this point in time, they just raised minimum wage, so if its about not wanting to see someone have opportunities in life, no one is saying that you are jealous, or bitter, or not on someones team, it then becomes a matter of what you think a person is knowingly guilty of, what you think a person is knowingly communicating to or about, and what a person should knowingly understand how negative attentions occur, and by what means does that happen, and for what deal when made, were ever broken, with what was considered to be non-compliance as to what relationships existing public, one is expected to abide by, and that is the situation that if it can be made into a situation of fault, will be a new pressure that gets placed upon you, whether by voices, indecision, or lack of coherence, to see what you decide, when placed in a similar situation whether by your own making or the making of another, to prove that in the past, it was not voices, to argue that you do not love people and stay, or treat you as someone who loves people and leaves as though one is made well by another, then leaves a situation well, and claim that someone leaves a situation well or causes the person who is left illness, and that’s to compare a woman, to a man, and compare agreements to sexual situations, in which there is an exchange of power, identity, pride, personality, wellness, and confidence. If you are not a woman, then you would not understand at what point a woman decides to stop hooking up, stop dating, and does not see marriage or kids in their future, having a life requires wellness, and it should be for no one to decide when a woman is put out and for what reasons, remains down, no boyfriend is God, deserves the right to make a decision for a womans future by subjecting them to negative attentions, or change their genetics, their face, their chemical makeup, or intelligence abilities, and that’s the risk of dating, experiencing a change that you cannot control, then everyone convinced that they have done the right thing, and treat you as not worth having a good life, so that’s what happens to people when they are perceived to be the problem, it’s a very painful lesson in reporting, when people become defensive, and a woman gets blamed whenever she becomes sick, and then force her to explain why she is not well, you will always be judged based upon what you say, how you say it, and that will then be a memorized set of terms in the mind of someone who does not believe in you, and wishes to make a “precedent” example of you, in the negative in order to protect the identities of men, who I have never had a problem with, nor women, and that’s being outnumbered in life, having a good life, a perfect record, and in the middle of a down, not feeling well with nothing, that happens to most people after failure, needing time to think about life, be alone, get organized, and figure out where to go from there, you can only move forward in life if you are well, that will not however stop anyone from pursuing a different set of facts, make happen something to you by memorizing a detail in your story, then hurt you as though you subject men who you have had sexual encounters with, to stupidity, or embarrassment, or anything else under the moon psychologically that you feel is necessary to blame a woman for, who ever complains, or experiences mental illness, or lack of intelligence, dumbed down, if you ever feel dumbed down in life and not capable, it may not always be because of something you have done wrong, but if you ever relapse or drink then that will be exactly what you have done wrong, and that will be the reason for all respect being lost of you, and that is why people get labeled addicts, so that they are not trusted, so that people think poorly of them, so that they experience pain, so that they are not accepted, and that’s to allow for people to go their own way, without crediting where their confidence came from, what inspired them to be a better decision maker, or what provoked them to help others, so where is the solution in that, when everything is being credited everything good happening and everything bad happening, where is the power in that, when people are fighting over who represents who, who has the solution to what, and whats an imitation of what and why, and why are people who are viewed to be imitation of something good, punished and treated as criminal, if no one was punished for imitating me, and if I had a bad reaction to imitation, requiring the removal of photos from my Facebook, then that would be others reading into things too much, observing their friends, or Twitter, then observing me, and trying to figure out why everyone is well, and what is wrong with me. No one deserves to be put down in life, no one deserves to be made fun of, no one deserves to be blamed, for the decisions that anyone makes when they are feeling good, full of hope, pride, and confidence, that is when the best decisions are made, and if you don’t know how important people make decisions, then you don’t know what lives are in their hands, or why they are important, and why they make sense, and why people listen, and how they help others, and by what means they are able to provide solutions, coming from a bad place in life, you will not see the beauty in a lot of things happening in life, and so long as you force application, and understanding of a persons personal history, then that is you misinterpreting things to be about something defective in a person or a woman, to cause for those reactions which you think are suggestive of misconduct, or wrongdoing toward any person for that matter.
Timeline: January - March/April (2013) and 2015
(1) Qs, girls talking in the corner where the guy who asked for head sat, and said “please stop talking $hit” I didn’t even know who they were talking about, then was served a check outside, and started punching my head, because I felt insulted, and stopped going there.
(2) Then I went to the next bar on Wilshire that was listed on a map, and went to Pourrous alone, and there was one girl sitting in the corner at the end of the bar, and I started talking about what attraction to me means, and then someone talked to me, and bought a bottle of champagne that I later hooked up with, he was from Sicily, Italy in his 30s.
(3) Drinking at Qs in the daytime, and someone seated to my left in the middle of the bar, who was grumpy upon trying to talk to me, and told me that he works in Tech, we eventually bumped into each other 3 more times, and then he kissed me on my cheek and we exchanged numbers, I eventually asked his friend for his number, because he liked me. This was before I drove to Palo Alto, to check on Mark Zuckerberg, told them why I was there, and was recommended to go to his favorite bar, covered in University flags.
(4) Took my sister the bar I met someone at, and then she left, and I was upset, because she didn’t seem too enthusiastic about the bar, we sat in a trolley outside, that was later moved, after she left, I punched a brick wall and my bracelet bought in Las Vegas broke, and went back for the rhinestones, because I was emotional, the bartender came out and gave me a hug while I was squatted on the ground with my knees bent, consoling me.
That may have been the same night or a different night I sang outside by the trolley Keyshia Cole, two ballads, and sang in my car and recorded Boys II Men, then the last time I went there the Trolley was gone, and when I asked if anyone I knew was there I had met before, the recommended going to a live music bar: “Harvard Stone.” That is why I said “rejected” on my timeline, it was not a rejection, I was just openly emotional there, a woman who looked like Pam Anderson came up to me as asked for a cigarette.
(5) I met someone, I saw again, and then one night watching CSPAN, did not get in my car and start driving without directions, then was texting living in Santa Monica, and needed to run before meeting up then didn’t meet up, he did me by phone once, and on Halloween October 31, 2015, he asked for nude photos of me, I made and sent. So that is why photos of me were taken sent, in Westwood I took photos, that were posted. If you ever feel like you are being treated like a slut, that does not give you permission, to make everyone think that you are a slut, that is self-harm, whenever you give up on being yourself, and having pride in your professionalism and your private identity, that’s having respect and then losing respect, and so long as you self-harm, during a moment when you do not feel respected or valued, then that’s you allowing yourself to look worse in life.
(6) When you start working, that does not also mean breakup with your boyfriend, always in new situations you have to take the time to get to know someone else temperament, and that excitement is either liking you in a professional way, or feeling lost themselves, always be understanding of those who are older than you, who expect you to be stable and to work in a professional way at a professional pace, and to also eventually move up to a managerial position, where you are mentoring others, and providing directions and make and office feel homey, that is the usually pace of warmth in an office, things getting done, being organized, being prompt, reliable, and representing yourself and others well.
(7) When you get in trouble that doesn’t mean that you are being set up for failure, only you can prevent that, and while everything may seem peculiar, you will be the last to know what the quiet is about, and so long as you comment on what things look like, and what happened to you, and cant figure out why you did well at one point and at a later point failed, it is because you went out alone, you did not finish law school, and then everyone thought that you were a reject, or a failure, or a sex addict, or someone who anyone would think of as being inappropriate, I think the main lesson is to have some filter, and to have a sense of privacy with regards to anything that seems odd to you, the point at which you lose all your power in life, of insight, is when anyone does not see the value in you, perceives you to be the problem, or does not want to be blamed, so hurts you in advance to them being viewed in any way as being unprofessional, or trying to coerce you into appearing places, in life, without understanding, what is drawing you to places, whether that be names matching, or by content, you later become connected to, allow for business to flow, for ideas to flow, for commerce to flow, and not make everything about you, before you have done anything wrong, most of life is a test, for how stupid you are, what affects you, what you become insulted by, what you have a problem with, what aggravates you, how you get upset, what you do when upset, and what you look like when you are drinking, or relapse, or in love, or dating, or self-harming, that is then how people decide to study you as though your face, output, or choices, determine any answers for anyone when coming to terms with not knowing you then knowing you, and what all that quiet was about, if you are ever not on board, that means get to know your Country, get to know the jokes, get to know what everyone knows, and learn to play along with the happiness of others, that’s basic, and if you cannot stay happy blame no one for your unhappiness in life, or failures, that no one will ever be responsible for.
(8) So long as the theme is “lock out” like an NBA lock out then that will be the theme to inform you that others think of you as offensive see you as an offender see you as not belonging see you as mentally ill see you as not getting the big picture see you as problematic, see you as at fault, see you as desperate, see you as unintelligent, see you as not forgiving, see you as erratic, see you as non-compliant, see you as emotional, see you as not smart, see you not valuing yourself, and when you don’t value yourself, that will later be the reason why others do not value you, do not value your presence, do not benefit from seeing you, do not see the benefit in being around you, and do not see the benefit in helping you, talking to you, guiding you, informing you, or corresponding with you, and the point at which you are unconsolible, is when everyone is talking to everyone except for you, means that you have mental health issues, no one can solve. #bemature
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