Have Some Class ...

​It would never be safe to put lives on the line when it comes to image, that would be an irresponsible antee in terms of making any bets in life, when it comes to what people think, that’s something you cant bet on or predict, that’s just an earned trait, people skills, when the odds are with you in life in terms of acceptances and sounding well to others, that’s not class, that’s tact, and that’s not a vocabulary ability to speak to others in a way, that levitates you or places you among the best, that occurs overtime, not by communications public or private, but by communications on paper officially submitted in conjunction to the opinions already held by them. I am not someone to represent someone poorly, but I am someone who others do not want to be represented by. And just as its not okay to make Hitler, “Odole Rules,” Osama Bin Laden, jokes about me sharing my thoughts, or my ability to move forward past trauma, does not give you ammunition if mentioned to say that if stated in reality I would take personal offense to such commentary, as though trying to teach me how to think evil or make evil jokes like a triple axel Barack Obama joke, that’s like if he “shot a Father and son responsible for 9/11” overseas and found them, that similarly committing suicide if my Father dies, would be to communicate a similar message of blames, as though assuming that is something evil thought about my family and I. Because if mentioned as affecting thought to literally be something plausibly connected as though in my power to DJ the correct songs prior to 9/11, and that my DJ-ing abilities were responsible for 9/11, I don’t think so, but I do take all assumptions into account. Triple axel meaning quadruple homicide, that would be two people dying for a crime, then two other people dying as though being framed for the same crimes, as responsible parties, via DJ-ing rap music, or alluding to Rap Music being the song DJ’d that inspired the taking down of the Towers as though Black People should be threatened that a Black Rapper’s song was alluded to in the terrification of NY and our Country as a whole, that any medium we produce could be used for a negative purpose, by another culture who understands what brings us pride, our differences, not our similarities clearly. For anyone new not from 1985, its seems ridiculous, how much we have improved, doesn’t seem to see the value in anyone who is not evolved. I choose not to evolve, not to be adept to trends, but have done my best to evolve when it comes to technology building a website of my own without advisement from anyone. As far as Im concerned, my beliefs don’t seem to matter in a culture that was so fixated on “predicting” well they were gonna free OJ that was predictable, and she didn’t have to go to law school, and its not because she visited that he was freed. To argue that it was my drug or alcohol use that led to my suicide, not what I comprehended and wrote about, and that it was because of my own instability that I committed suicide, not having to do with anyone elses beliefs or non-belief in me, while trying to go to law school. If people respect you they don’t think less of you, and if someone does not see you as having “overcome adversity” doesn’t understand what I have overcome, and was advised to write about, as having overcome “adversity.” I don’t have dirty thoughts about others, I don’t even look at people, and to be treated as though Im a dirty person, who comes on too strong, is typical of who is thought to be above me, as though I am a lesser caliber of woman to be involved with, not solely because I am older, but because of who my family is, treat me poorly, as though my decision making when it comes to men, is poor [removed -Called the DA today, not a requirement to speak].

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