Those who look upon your life or successes with hate and disgust, are people who do not know you, or who judge you by poor decisions made by you, when you were not well, not strong, or weak minded, with disbelief in yourself, and without a strong outlook for your future, or for the future or your relationships with others, able to withstand either exisiting hardships in your life, or whether those hardships existed only in the lives of others, not experienced by you, it is for those reasons that respect is lost, seeing someone as a "poser" to victims, a "poser" to losses, a "poser" to beauty, a "poser" to intelligence, or a "poser" to sobriety or intelligence, as though someone is not capable of achieving without the help or assistance of having seen someone go through the process of change themselves, and recover from hardships themselves, as though only upon being directed by others, thrive, succeed, see, believe, in themselves and others. That is wrong. Don't allow the disbelief and pain of others, when is comes to their acceptances of you to complicate your life, cause you to lose your mind, or become attached to their issues with you, become less than, self-harm, injure your natural language, tone, and presence, become something youre not, worse off, or a worse version of yourself, to their benefit, chagrin, benefit, or to your own detriment, inspire, more to think similarly less of you, as though you are "not special" or "not important" or not anyone who would know better or best how to respond to difficulties in life, and set a good example to others, of how to behave and think, and not think in the negative about self or others, so hold your heads high, and do what you need to do, that inspires you to think you are better than others, whether thats "talk $hit" about people who have not lived life, "talk $hit" about people struggling who you do not think understand what struggling is, make a joke of unpaid workers "as slaves" to any organization, be looked at without "respect" or gratitude for their hardwork, and think that someone who is well is "full of $hit" or because they sound well only sounding well to make themselves feel better, this is how I respond to hate, not trying to attract attentions, but right back at you. Who are you to judge me, who are you to think less of me, who are you to cast blame on me, who are you to think I am something I am not, who are you think less of me, who are you to hate me, as though your interests, divested or not in your wellness or the wellness of others, is being affected by my output, my life, my likes, my fans, my following, or my company's ability in life, to do well, in spite of your opinion of me, thrive, and by thriving, I live life, not to your disbelief, not to your inputs, not to your interpretations, cast me as an "offender" to the best interests of others or cast me out to be someone who affects others "sexually" or is "sexually" provocative or non-compliant, until spoken about, thought about, to prove wrong is wrong on its face. Thats seeing you not with respect, as someone who is not for sex, or who was never for sex, and that because I have a female body, think that because I dont dress in a way attractive to you, or because you do not want to have sex with me, that that means Im offended by you, or think less of myself, as though I am looking well, or achieving intelligence so that someone who does not like me will want to have sex with me, or attract that type of man change them to like me. Anyone who wants better, can get better, its a free country, and if you think this website is about attracting and influencing women you are wrong its about the DYING and the DECEASED, as someone who has experienced bipolar hospitalized 9 times, Im extremely sensitive to LOSSES. Which is why Im alone, which is why I left relationships, which is why Im sober, which is why I write, not to generate attentions for "sex" for "likes" so that I can get "sex" sex is easy living is hard, and friends are easy, jobs are hard, and reputation cannot be fixed until YOU fix it. #stopsuicide <3
Originally Posted 05-07-20 1250 Likes
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