I think for the most part, we reflect on feelings past, as a cause for mental disturbance, and feel an incredibly weighing burden to respond during times when things are not right, not necessarily known to us upon viewing others, by what we know, or by what is said, doesn’t really help to prepare us in advance or give us thoughts as to what presently is needed to be said or reflected upon to undo those massly distributed “wrongs” determined without consent, by the courts, following presence in court in DC, and make a public political secret known only to those who based upon their observations of things made in public are thought to state positions on who they support and why, or by what they think and why, and by for what reasons someone is thought to have done something privately in a sick way to “WITHOUT WORDS – A non-admission: HAVING A KNIFE?" (I dont own knives I dont cook.") To say ... Knife DOES NOT mean = 1994 (?) (assumed thats WRONG): Then LATER to SAY How What Other TWO Stories are Known: (1) "Get your fatass in the car" and "you were sleeping did not go to Mezzaluna, and cried in the closet by the backpacks when you found out at school.” A strawberry knife. That is NOT fruit for assumption that I have a sick mind, or without explanation understand for what purposes and for what reasons that knife was kept, as evidence of “how” the knife broke? Was told that Marta broke the knife and to allude to what? About Marta? That she also “broke glasses.” Our housekeeper. What does that mean? She talks to the police because she doesn’t speak good English, also who represented us in: “LAPD: Who tagged the driveway?” I have no idea what became of that. When does a movement start: “The minute when upon a meeting of people occurs, and a feeling of feeling the same, around someone they know, everyone feels good, there are others who know who you know, and you all look and feel the same upon meeting, that makes who is new feel good, they know who you know, then separate you from friends, because they think to, why? By controlling how you feel, sad, in love, waiting, wasting time to spend with them, not attending school functions, why? I have no idea. Whenever there is something about me BEFORE (2013) .. . my apartment was neat and perfectly organized and everything important to me stored and with me, because that is how I feel good and safe. If I later become sick, mentally ill, bipolar feel like something is wrong, and the other is okay, that means that I cannot feel good on my own and don’t know why and the other does care and thinks to let me go in life. What is the common theme of rejections? Hearing something bad about you, reading something bad about you, looking around and based upon a percentage of energies whether to be all about conquesting one inside joke: not smart or grose, and then “Leslie’s class is gased at UWLA, and I walk out” that’s the same thing that happened at CU. Means: My cousin borrowed my car, the tint ripped off, because why? Two Incidences: I was accidentally done in the butt, cried on a balcony, and given a Gram back before Graduation. When did the “VILLA BLANCA” date take place: “Spring 2010.” That was the first date, then Pasadena, then by Michael Jackson’s grave after a Laker Game. Whats your point? I liked you, then I got to know you, then I played hard to get, then you became needy, then I did poorly in school, then I wanted you to cut your hair, and didn’t, then once you passed the bar, I left and flew to DC twice for $2000 dollars, because you did not get the job at the DA in LA, then he moved up North, my best friend moved up North (with the same Stuart W boots as me on New Years Eve, it wasn’t that she touched my boyfriends back, at her Birthday, slept on her couch). = Hospitalized 9 Times (?)
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