You can do your best to address a situation before it becomes a problem by sharing what you know or by what item you still have in your possession from Harrods, so while it may appear as though its joke, concerning hierarchy or level of importance to characters some with experience and some without experience addressing the people in a philanthropic way, I think for the most part most grand gestures were perhaps misunderstood to connect the dots, in terms of an order of belonging, either to an Ex who recently moved back to California, so that would make Prince Harry moving here a good omen, no matter whether he realized or not what if anything was special about me, it didn’t become clear to me of these potentials until I got older, and started to introduce myself to the world and to who it mattered, trying to contact them, for starters. When you have the time to connect do so, but if at a later point you become sick, they are no longer the representative sample for any later happenings occurring on your own merits, and that’s how support is lost, so value leadership during any moment, or nothing standing out, you will never know whats important to you, if you don’t stick to what youre good at in life, no matter how smart or not so intelligent your work or writing seems for your Finance Masters in Law, for whatever reasons they thought “Finance” was studied to connect to a later pen name, and story from a 21st Birthday, to view a later Staples Center joke, as shedding humor upon a very famous team who you have attended many games in the history of your life, be treated as a unilateral symbol in short to illustrate a common concept, whether that be #stoprape, #worldpeace, or who is “king,” and so on and so forth, you have to be successful to represent ideals, and then you can state your influences in life, but if before you come to be you point out anything that may seem to be about you, or done so to highlight there being something about your story, to conceal, that we will never know, the causes for later happenings, or who is well and who is not doing well having shared their part, so that doesn’t mean that I have responded perfectly, and getting an education does not make me a bigger person, nor is intended to be connected to a later happening of mental health issues, not associated to that later disclosure in a new relationship, so what is it that people let go of in life, if its ever an experience that is later represented by anything in the positive, so long as you mention bits and pieces of where your pen name came from, that will be the set standard for determining what is important to you, from within, what is important to you occurring, how you view the event, whether that’s an admission for guilt, or a unilateral reference to another character to another movie, to then bring up another condition arising 2010, after being shown two youtubes, to illustrate a poor understanding of the issues, or a defensive take on the matter, not taking into account your health or the health of anyone upon a knowing of inventory and that’s how you get robbed (2013), so while at the time a long time ago, if you have outgrown that sense of being, sharing about it many years later, will only make things worse, and so you get treated as someone who responds in defense, for a later happening, of finding out information, to say that that’s a wanted or intelligible secreting of a doubt, then get treated as though it’s a known doubt, and that’s how a conspiracy is furthered, for every reaction, and every fact, then how you have lived your life, compared to how you are doing now, and what hurts and why, and at what point in time addressed, and whether that benefits you, or hurts you to disclose and why, and that’s why the margins are further tilted away from your spectrum of understanding to favor an outsiders understanding of things, having not experienced any period of not knowing where others were at on subjects of interests, treated as though in the entirety of your legal education was in defense of a circumstance known, or with a secret of a circumstance known covered for, and that’s not how you treat people, observed for confessions or reading into the personalities of others as having more information within to denote fault, I don’t think its anyones fault, when something bad happens, I think everyone does their best to be there for others, and I don’t think any later happenings, by car style picked is that a reference to a Ferrari, or anyone trying to make a cute joke, I think by now everyone looks at everything in a judgmental way, that no one sees the beauty in assembling ones own life story in a way that does not affect anyone who could be affected in the immediate, so at what point does it become about the people, when a story no longer serves its purpose to be of interest, of if others are not interested in the ending or the bases for coming forward coming to terms with their own recognition fo the value of their careers and life expectancy, you figure out that what people have already accepted about you, if its not something you have disclosed you are also not responsible for disclosing enough information for someone to back of or to give you time to come to a full understanding, or whether or not you have to share, or whether or not the way in which you share, casues another to not view that as ever having been a problem for you in life, then cause it again like a “fight club bar soap,” if they can imagine it and if they can create it, it can be something tested for and tried to see how you respond, and that’s being treated as human representative with the most traits in common with my Father, then being experimented with to test for stability, type of reaction, response, intelligence, or try to prove or disprove innocence or being a cause for a broken relationship or point a finger toward my Mother who was single at 555 Barrington, when I was in Kindergarten, without a boyfriend. So please stop everyone trying to make their lives about what hasn’t been said, or claim to know exactly what has happened or why, and cause pain to me, or to anyone I know, who has always been happy for one another, with no history of ever not getting along, so it was very unusual to be made to embarrass everyone after graduating, and lose my first paid job in law after two assignments, so that’s life, you are either well, by the time you are supposed to be well, or you fail to meet the mark, and it can be for a completely new set of reasons based upon a bunch of new information, and that much about life you may not have the energy for, a new set of hoops to go through in life, and that’s something you have to be willing and able to tolerate in life no matter how many setbacks you have gone through personally, you may have been special then (barely), but not now, upon observation, and that will be the cause of others being cold to you, not being the same, something different about you, knowing you in a different way, not trusting you, not knowing how to respond to you, or thinking that you think youre going to go back out into the world and live a better life, that’s not something that I need to prove or make happen for myself in life, my life changed as a result of dating, and hearing voices etc, so once trust has been lost it takes many years for people to be okay with you, and the point is not to complain whats not put down in writing, or for whatever phases you were not intelligent enough to share in depth everything you think would have mattered when and why, no one has time to wait for you to be in a comfortable place in life, and you don’t expect for it to never happen for you, so accept your place in life, whether you stand above the rest, or achieve a high status in life, if those were once dreams, later fulfilled by others, that’s testing your potentials in life, which included one audition at NBC, that’s figuring out your self worth, its not always based upon people, beauty is something you either have, but there is not quality unfortunately that is so talented or so unique that anyone truly backs off and commends you, not if you fail, and not if you get sick, that’s what you later learn, where motivations come from and heart, it will seem as though the esteems of others become more important than your own, depending on what you are looking for in life or by who you admire, and what youre too late for: work/love, companionship, comradere which occurs in a few people made to feel special, who can easily be made to not feel special had their efforts gone unrecognized and not merited by anyone looking into your life, and seeing you before you graduated, or went back out into the world to get a job, so in failure, that’s to teach me what lesson? Not to love? Not to trust? Not to admire? Not to talk to? Not to imagine? Not to have fun? Not be kind? Not to video? Not to share my life? And what else does that mean for anyone, who did not see any potential in me to have a future, and that’s how you get hurt, if you have to prove your worth after a harm has been suffered, and if its to the benefit of someone who is harming you, to misidentify you as a bad connection or homewrecker or wannabe Stormi Daniels, then that’s why I left the Laker Game, and did not sit with my Father, after that picture was taken. Paranoia comes in all forms, and it will be because of comparisons and mischaracterizations that your face and body changes to suit their best interests in casting you as dirty, or diseased, unintelligent, or focused on the wrong things in life, not an advocate with everyones best interests at heart. Protect the elderly, by listening, not furtehr subject yourself to harm by what people think youre trying to say or by what they think you have said, or treated you or your family poorly, everyone has done their best, and I dont think "the public" will ever be completely happy with everyones timing in life, or what needs to be known or not known and maybe a select few were intersted in trying to figure out some secret system of communication not put down in writing, if its not on my face and not on my record at the LAX Courthouse, then its not something to accuse me for not already disclosed to The US Supreme Court, I keep no secrets I report, so there is no need to punish me on behalf of anyone, if its a territorial thing then take it to court in defense of your family, but do not hurt me and hurt my family, simply because you have misunderstood my family as pretending to be something they are not, no one talks about stuff that I got subjected to and its not by what Ive said online that respect has been lost of me, and there is no team of understanding for wellness, its by looking at you, what is around you, what you have in life, who you know, who you are not friends with, and thats your value in California.
Originally Posted 03-13-21
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