Being a positive influence requires knowledge of the appropriate settings for putting positives into motion. This requires tact. Not just responsibility to care for oneself and others, but for ability to respond under pressure, in the right, and correct wrongs as you go, that’s how you become a base station and a point of reference for assistance while in a state of trauma, trauma occurs when you are not in the know and something happens, so long as we are all in the know, nothing can happen by surprise anymore to us, that is my sole mission, to help others stay in the know and positive, so that they can react in a way that supports positive functioning not dysfunction. I grew up with ADD/ADHD, if I sound immature to you I’m sorry but this is the way I write and this is the way I sound, and this is how I react, always with assurances and always with positivity, I was raised to always see the good in others, and with that viewpoint, I have been able to achieve in life, not live in fear. Living in fear occurs when you see negatively, and see the negatives, by over focusing on negatives, that is how one becomes concerned with others, it is never your responsibility to care for others, unless you are a professional and certified by state law, Colorado State Law, I am a Certified Crisis Hotline Counselor. And with that responsibility it is my job to make productive the times in trauma, that’s how I help others. By not mentioning the negatives and not corresponding with negatives that is how we can best deter crime and stop crime, that is my theory that is my belief, in response to the times. The more ads you place above the more ads you get back. That is a given President Barack Obama put so many ads up in the Press Secretary’s room I had to respond to that crisis and put an ad up on my blog, which ended up getting taken down for a period in time by a court order Texas, we are sorry you lost your homes, because of a lawsuit, I got sued and put in jail and in the psych ward because I hit my head because I relapsed on cocaine and Leo died of Cancer. That is why sometimes, whether or not you agree, you should just ignore or block people from the reality of your situation, so things don’t become an unnecessary situation, where others live in fear, because one is not liked is no big deal, its just a consequence of someone being put in jail for no reason, a prisoner of war, until everything resolves itself, I came up with the solution: #bloggingcampaign. It is still in its developmental stages World Peace as we all adjust and respond by words or actions, this takes time says The Academy Awards, who are experts in World History, I am not a Historian I’m just a writer, and reader of what is assigned to me. I would never hurt anyone with my blogs or threaten anyone with my blogs because that is why I committed suicide because a Lawyer in the Valley threatened my Family to speak (2008) I read that blog on Google and committed suicide (2009) after joining the US Navy. Why a cruiseliner sunk, because of Petrocelli, it “hit a rock” and then Barack made the #MLKMemorial, I mean I’m not sure what he is trying to communicate, but I think we should all trust one another, and not cross lines, burn bridges, or place blame, if you have questions attack me that’s what I’m here for like a Juke Box EMLK for everyone!
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World Peace Speech MIT Backup to Speech One MIT Response to Post Re: #Mankind
Date: 09/30/17 – Written First on #Microsoft Word – Meaning of Life: Letters.
My Car is something made with thought, thought to be had, thought to be made, when misused for a purpose other than for what it was created, to transport the living to and from a location for survival destination and departure, sin occurs. For what purpose is it to communicate a feeling inside something for which a car was not make or communicated for, used for a purpose other than for what it was made, as a shelter, not a system of transportation, high class transportation. BMW made the back seat bigger in my new X3, great predictors, if this ones this way she’ll get this one when that X5 dies, from #Colorado. Love You Guys. The Letter Code: That’s Our Baby Girl: They Shout. Banana 1: Stick Shift (Like a Porsche) #Cute.
Something intrinsically valuable which cannot be replaced by anything new is called of value, written works of value are new works, live works, fresh works, written in public, for proof of authorship. Purposes for establishing a level of professionalism and trusted value for respect in the given #trade & profession of #writing. This is not a new concept the algorithms of news and writings establishments of writings and the puttings togethers of written works of #art, is by any given trade or profession, considered a trade secret, and when it's time, with heart shared. When the time comes, #smart is shared, when it's not necessary fun is shared, when it's needed #creativity is shared, when it's required thoughts and ideas are shared, when it's possible deals are made, when it's creatable written works are written and submitted to #SCOTUS by #lesliefischman, I'm not an Investigator or Prosecutor, I'm not a Perpetrator or Offender or Fraud, I'm in the Helping Professions, I do not Support the Mafia or Black Market or Criminals or #Sex Trade or Hard Core Porn Industries. In fact have notably chastised those who have contributed to the raping of #Women in Society and Cold Behavior toward the Hearts of Women, resulting in our Mental Illnesses.
What is not understood is okay, is not being projected as evidence of misconduct on behalf of anyone involved, as stated as to any other subject mentioned within stated prior, within this given text, it's simply in addition a feeling triggered, rationale, for detachment, something that really hurt my feelings, really broke me, to be treated as replaceable, unimportant, not special, whatever, invisible. (Song: Invisible by #SkylarGrey). No one gets promoted or demoted by me, I'm not powerful it's all by your own hardwork and ethic you achieve in life not by the opinions held by others in society do[es] [not] matter as much these days but by the solid backings of your professional record and work experience. I always see the good in others, see well. I always deal an upper hand first if chastised like playing #Poker with my Dad in #Mammoth getting 3 Aces, Wow! Cool. Then with patience explain later when I have the time, that's in Gods hands, #RobDebakey once told me "God heals all wounds." My Ex-Boyfriend (2007-2010) we were going to Marry but I chose to focus on School instead not come 3rd in life to Friends & #StephanieKalinowinsky > #AA. cc: #LasVegas
Today is #YomKippur my Father did not buy tickets to the Hall Long Torah Long Shoffar Long Huge Screen Room Two Long Ceremony. Shmah Israel adonai allehaynu adonai ehhad. Barhu et adonai homvorah leolam vaed. Baru atah adonai elohanu mela haolam a sher bar har banu mi col ha oh mean vi na tan lanu et tora to, baru ata adonai notane atorahaa amen. The Catholic Church across the Steet I suggested should buy University Synagogue CUS of USA. #PresidentTrump for my writings online please #PacificGroup. I'm sober, clean, celibate (sober 2003) #weed > #adderrall by Sophomore Year back to a 3.26 finish 3.2 #Windward > A in Physics A- in a Chemistry Midterm or Final.
Today we pray for the sins we have forgotten, the mistakes we have made in judgment that led us astray, the mistakes we may make along the way as we create new ground and concepts for peace, I think it is our best efforts always that shine, even in times when insecure, lose confidence, can be achieved by the most simple forms of record keeping.
(RIP) My Grandfather Accountant LT WW2 Lewis Fischman #Jewish #USA
Pull (+) #MovieCode: "Kaiser Sose" Famous Line from the #EnglishPatient.
Facebook Heading to Post: MIT Sex Solution Speech for #WorldPeace > #PopeFrancis (i.e. Forgiveness) Well Done. By: Leslie A. Fischman #MYMOLLYDOLL (#Celibate 2014).
Im doing research. Rule #1: Don’t disclose what are you a studying until after you have studied it and have a sound and clear understanding or what it is you are studying and able to respond in a clear and cohesive manner. Unless you understand what it is you are talking about don’t engage in subjects that you are not familiar with and have demonstrated no expertise or understanding of the matter. This is why we have trainings and we have seminars. For those who wish to gain knowledge and specialized knowledge in areas to assist with their Professional endeavors. This is what we call studying and learning. Some study and learn as students and some study and learn as professionals. It is not required that you be in a formal setting and any studying undertaken on ones own, at ones own discretion should only be done if to the benefit of the reader or to a reader who expresses interest in getting to know another better and understand how far one has come. That being said. I have just started my research on terrorism. Formal research. Here are my sources and what I plan to read this week aside from me studied in Law School. This is a topic which I would like to write my Dissertation on as it relates to the Laws I am currently studying in Law School. Do not be alarmed. This is not a current circumstances that demands research on my behalf to solve, this is why we have CSPAN, they are in charge of putting together policies for protecting us and research teams to train professionals with how to deal with Terrorism. Right now I am dealing with the kind of terrorism that would most likely be categorized not blue yellow or orange but under “pet peeves.” Pet Peeves can be studied, with the book I just looked through “The Coffee Break Screenwriter” there are some great worksheets there, pages 30-34, are what I plan on printing at Kinkos and testing myself on. So far so good naturally. When in Rome build with the knowledge first that you have and you are only able best to help others when you are strong, when you are not strong you are to be continuously working on yourself, and when you arrive at a peaceful juncture is when you need to turn up the heat and change up the course of your projected self online, and fill in the remaining areas left to be covered. This is one of them. For every mistake you mention, you put our Country at risk of harm. For everytime you criticize me and make it difficult for others to trust me you put our Country at risk of harm. For everytime you do not value my efforts, nor understand the purpose for the content and start attacking my character, common sense judgment, and dedication you destroy me. When you destroy me you hurt those who are following who have been helped. When those following who have been helped are harmed, then that runs the risk of an attack or retaliation, usually when you least expect it when you are fixing yourself or focused on another or others who are not important at the present time toward solving why we are being attacked and for what causes. Its important to pray. I slammed my head into the wall. That harmed others, and what happens then? Has the potential to put others at risk of harm? How? That is what I am currently studying. How when I am harmed some are helped and some are harmed. Then what causes terrorism?
When I lost my housekeeper job, I thought my life was over, but it had just begun. You have to be thankful for your blessings in life, and everyone in it. You never know when someone is down and when they are up in life. Always be thankful for what you have. What it looks like on the outside, like cats, people hide on the inside. –Walking in NY I didn’t flinch when when the bus drove by advertising a Housekeeper Show, I go oh no not again. You just have to keep a level head on your shoulders in order to think clear. The Gardeners are not as loud now, that’s very nice of them. Always be thankful for where you are in life, and for who takes care of you without whom, you would have difficulty surviving. Marta cooked everyday for us, when we came home from school, adobo, pancit, you name it, spaghetti. We ate everything, mostly carbohydrates, why I struggled with my weight for so long, we were not a salad family. It wasn’t until pre-made salads came out that I lost weight I was 147 lbs and I started throwing up and eating salads at school. And when I got down to 142 my soccer coach noticed and complimented my body said “Leslie has good body” and imitated my soccer stance. –I even played club soccer in law school. For whatever reasons people thought I went to law school were not the reasons I went to law school and for that I am sorry, it was under the advisement of my Brother that I discuss the case, not my intuition, it was going to start with a story, about my experience on the crisis hotline, and my brother suggested I write about my own experiences, how related to the trial. –I think that’s what took the turn for the worse. Then in 2008 after attending a Birthday Party in Las Vegas, I received a relayed phone call from a friend’s Dad in jail, for gun handling, and a wedding ring. She spoke through me on my way up to Law School, there was a conflict of interest, and she reassured me that we were “in this together.” -I think that its important for people to live their own lives, not be too enthused by others, or weight responsibilities on others to make amends for them, or to figure out life for them. Im religious but not that religious. I can see now hope won and hope lost by disappointment, Im sorry I moved to West Hollywood, that was a mistake. I just wanted a nice apartment in a part of town that is awake late hours, how I felt safe. It was there I came out with the “war overseas” theory (2009), that there was a case inside a case, and for whom blame was placed, and protections placed upon another. This is why Marsha did not have my Mother testify, to not take sides. You have to be very careful about what you say about others, and what you discuss, it can make sick the present, past, or the future, its important to always be mindful of the thoughts, feelings, and emotions of others, not jump to conclusions and bestow blame. This is why I created a pen name, to disassociate from the trial, and not be known in association to the members of the trial, that I thought was a smart decision, to be separate from the case, and not known as apart of the case. Be independent of everyone. I’m very overprotective of my family, and shelter them. They may get mad at me sometimes, but that’s because they don’t understand me, think that I am up to no good, or worried about me. 9 times out of 10, I am doing the right thing, not causing trouble, never a troublemaker, previous drug use, but minor cocaine use. I am not a drug offender, or offender period, Ive been in the helping professions.
From which all things project positives are made, whether in the negative back to turn over positive future or negative forward to turn positive better, these are the lessons that forgiveness teaches us. For the sake of all elementary thoughts combined to make one, think of the moon last, the mother of all good, born, recreated, blessed, and sound, by waves of improvement earth was made, blessed by someone who cares who helped shape us by water, is where life develops. A lesson we should never forget, how humanity was made, the combination of those who survive to build the strong. Who cares if the Dinosaurs are gone. I make Disney Books online like buttons control the music industry, a book gifted to my sister Frank Gehry, a drawing you took to build Disney Center and turn her against me, over what a soccer foot, to keep apart, we shared a room my whole life, and love for redecorating our space, moving around Ikea furniture until we got a custom built in for our room and covered one wall with magazine photos in high school, beauty, to beauty we prayed and slept under, faces of women, like the moon, something beautiful to come. And separated my Mother from Christopher DiFranco a real Movie Pitcher, who because of time spent with, committed suicide February 2009, my Mom not picking up her phone busy, detached, did not understand the gravity of circumstances under.
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The resentments we harbor are usually due to some expectation that something need be said to keep something from occurring we think necessary to keep something past from happening or something responsible connected past that is reason for something occurring usually a delusional connection like an Ohio Street Meeting and an Ohio Shooting or a Marymount Speaker and a Marymount Santa Barbara Death. These are just guilty feeling they bear and connections they assembled and their speakers I was just a member of their audience a Law Student. Middle fingers up holds her pose Justice Ginsberg in reply to my Ex-Sponsor on her page middle fingers up on a Chair lift bitter middle fingers back to her audience up a chair lift October 2017 after Las Vegas. We are in mourning, why so negative? Defensive? When no one is accusing anyone of misconduct. I’m not being defensive.
Information made known makes no difference forward only meant to help to shed light makes no difference either way, what my family knows, or the inner workings of The Simpson Trial has nothing to do with 9/11 or whether my Father told Nicole Brown Simpson to go back to OJ Simpson or not, really makes no difference at all. OJ went to jail 2008-2017 because I committed suicide and my Dad died with a hemangioma, that is why. There is really no other reason why, and two Attorneys died. In a state of delusion a sticker on a van that said follow me, I thought terrorism plot, and committed suicide, so when I woke, after writing a suicide note I later shredded and a neighbor read, I thought let’s try this plan 9/11 detective plan again. And everything worked out: I only had to go to jail 4 times and the psych ward 7 times for 14 days to convince everyone that this was the most sound way forward. Don’t flick me off like I’m the problem or the negative one, its you guys negative not me. I’m a very positive loving person, kind, focused, hardworking, very generous, giving, a cubicle girl.
What you know is important, to disclosures. That is what is sought, is information unknown to others, but known to you, that is how one is interrogated, by information known now known. Usually people with information are known to others, and people who suspect information is known, interrogate those people. What information is known, is what is presently thought in possession, but not had, and upon such bases, a decision is made as to the outlook and conduct of an individual who has not relapsed and is sober, for which others are now defensive to. Do not suspect or interrogate those who are innocent, it is by your own misconducts, that innocence is lost, not by one you deem relevant judged as an offender for decisions past or present. Be careful not to intimidate people with your knowledge or think present circumstances non-existing that’s called delusion. Delusion is not a punishable offense in this Country, but theft is. Do not steal from others, do not steal the identities of others, and do not erase anything. That is considered the highest offense. What is not yours cannot be taken by anyone, I am not a dependent, I am an ABA Certified Paralegal, I never play victim. How one communicates is important, what you connect is what you deem relevant. I am not connected to anyone, and I have no associations, I'm very professional. I am like minded in the realm of public safety, and mental health concerns. Be careful of overzealous prosecution of innocent people, that leads to unrealized hardships, and does not cause one to commit crimes, but report crimes upon them. Distrust following statements of “noted for her honesty” does not make sense. Be very careful with your words towards others, not be offensive toward anyone, who you deem as not good enough or replaceable. Do not judge people for their character, or for their decisions or choices made, they are not your own. Always be yourself.
I actually have a very distant connection to Facebook, all Facebook Yearbook du du du du du du du jokes aside, no cohorts actually or inside jokes, just after the fact, glossings, made easy, icings on cakes, now that President Trump is texting me I feel like Marilyn Monroe on Roller Skates naked in my computer, actually. Oops. For a rainy day, good thing. Larry Flynt thinks I’m strong, to cover Hustler Magazine, now that OJ is free? That would be a dream. Aw, how sweet. To feature mymollydoll.com. And #BloggingCampaign to #EndGunViolence.
After I screamed at Mark Zuckerberg after committing Suicide after mixfeed 2008, rightfully so, not ready to hit the stage, quite yet, so to speak, or for what, not sure for what, or to what magnitude, for what purpose, to speak to what in response to what inside jokes or correspond to what equations set forth by others about me in cohorts about me behind me back about my family and I, not of importance at this moment: hence the show The Simpsons by Fox News, says it all. I would most likely be Lisa Simpson. To The Simpson Family. OJ’s Secret Daughter, in another Family, The Fischmans. –I drove to Palo Alto, after visiting the US Supreme Court, to visit Mark Zuckerberg, walked into a bar giving speeches and talking to a few men typing in their computers, facing me, at tables and stools. Told the barista standing when I walked in, who I was there to see, told her I was there to “check on Mark Zuckerberg.” She gave me her number and directed me to his favorite bar down the street right, I later attended covered in jerseys from every university. They were celebrating St. Patrick’s day early, and gave me a green eye mask and green beads. Like a Superhero. Never questioned it at the time, until St. Patrick’s day was later celebrated in my neighborhood months later, I go huh? Saved the mask, in a basket, not sure where the beads are now. –Then Snapchat after AOL etc. Sandwhich Song, blew up my inbox journey to Palo Alto for backup, after my New York sidewalk chat. Now you know who’s who. I’m not a robot. I’m just smart and educated, by the book, play by the rules, low key, hardworker, a cubicle girl.
My Dad met Mark Zuckerberg at a Bar-Mitzvah, he was dressed nicely he said not in a hoodie. I wish I could have attended with him like an AFHU event, been his guest.
Facebook Heading: The Making of #SiliconBeach by #MYMOLLYDOLL & #MarkZuckerberg (#Facebook) #Tech > #Professional #Techies #PaloAlto with Love #WorldPeace #Pulitzer #Nobel > bc of my 2013 roadtrip to Palo Alto.
The 76 Gas Station on San Vicente Blvd. is owned by my Best Friend Harry Morgan who’s Grandfather was in the TV Show M.A.S.H. the Late Harry Morgan. Harry’s favorite Movie in 3rd grade was Usual Suspects. We used to do word problems in 2nd grade, with manual clocks, I’d turn around and open my cardboard pencil box of unsharpened pencils and offer him one but he declined. From coupons from hidden picture magazines I’d collect them, pencils. Outside on the corner of 76 Station is Wizard of Oz decorations, symbolic of a memory shared of a playdate with my friend Barbara in pre-school at Baycities, we watched the Film: Wizard of Oz, on carpet on our knees folded back on our shins up close. Her Mother drove a Volvo, I still remember the scent of the car. My Grandparents home, the Thanksgiving Scene, from Scent of a Woman was filmed in their Dining Room. Petrocelli, did you know an Italian Ship Sunk in Law School, when I walked in the Snack Room, hit a rock. I committed Suicide after reading a Deposition. Our home is gone, and my Pre-School is gone, but Bay-Cities Deli is on Lincoln now, best subs in town. I applied to the US Navy via Paper Application 2009 prior to #Suicide.
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How I Met Sydney Simpson (At Age 4) Through Her Mother
The Original Set Up: Gymnast Down The Street by Leslie A. Fischman and Nicole Brown Simpson and Michael Allen Fischman and 200 North Rockingham Ave.
We met Nicole Brown Simpson when we were 4 years old, 4 and 3 respectively, playing in our sandbox, at 200 North Rockingham Ave., our parents built for us. Nicole was walking in the neighborhood, and saw my brother, and asked if he had a little sister, for her daughter to play with, we were introduced later under a swing set, under our magnolia tree in our backyard by the patio. I was standing on the right and Sydney was walking up toward the left, it was a wooden swing, a board knotted by yellow string to the tree above. How we met.
I was once scouted for the Move: Corina Corina, but my Mom declined, and was once offered to compete as a pre-teen in Gymnastics but my Mom declined, at the time, I was already doing backwalkovers on the balance beam at the Gym, Broadway Gym.
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