October 7, 2006
“Life at 4am”
Who are the people that come into our lives and Why?
Everyone serves a purpose
Whether I or they realize it or not
But what is it that draws us to certain people
And what is it about them that draws us to them
Is it that, those we a drawn to possess some quality we desire
Or is it that we desire to be surrounded by those who posses qualities we possess ourselves.
What is intimacy?
Is it physical, mental, or emotional?
I guess is depends on who you are asking to define its meaning
To me, intimacy is an arbitrary term which can be applied based on ones perception and relationship to those whom they share the closest bonds to
What is it that drives us to live
And what is it that provokes us to prove everyone else wrong
And what is it that prevents those from reaching their goals?
Is it truly one’s own fault for not pursuing their desires an succeeding in what it is that they were supposedly meant to do.
When we don’t have to do anything but live and breath, why do we find life so challenging then. What is it about life that we find to be so complicated. And in its most simplified form, how can we come to understand life more easily, in a way that is not as defeating and arbitrary?
The threats to our own self worth and well being
Are essentially most threatened by those who possess the qualities which we desire and which weaken us, and that which we may have had all along and never known.