(104.3) Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
(105.9) I Get Around by Tupac
Running at Night Alone for an Hour EVERYDAY for months is safer than studying with Men in Law School.
John needs to get a carrying license and go strapped to work from here forward no drinking at bars. He's an Attorney now and DA. Congratulations. He was sharp always offered to tutor me needed help with school in Property what order to analyze the facts in, which facts to address first, thats when I slowed down would read a fact pattern and write all my outlines but stuff didnt jump out at me like it used to.
That was my only Prom King & Queen experience, most popular male and one of the most popular females in law school hanging out, that was supposed to be just between us. But a good learning experience.
UCLA-Barnard College of Law
Description: Can I stop now Im tired and threw up. Got screamed at by my Ex and slammed my head into a palm tree on Wilshire. He told me that his brother is retarded and made me drink. And then I felt bad for him. We watched Snatch & played a Professional Responsibility Board Game, I havent even taken that course yet. I dont feel like talking to anyone right now Im going through a break up, got testy with me, fine Ill talk to you, then follows me to my car wont let me drive home but gets me to drive across the street to his place to play a board game cheer me up. I just needed a hug, nice kid, but caused a very devastating ripple effect on my ability to stay positive not give my ex ammunition to attack me, and I texted Robert P (Law Student at UCLA SCHOOL OF LAW) and let him know that, of course he's not affected. When honesty is demanded for friendship Im honest, listen Ex- boyfriend I just got out of the psychward Im not feeling well Im tired, interrogated until I start punching my head, telling him to stop leave me alone honest, cops in the parking lot drive by as we argue in the parking lot.
And my Ex called me a slut, I was running long distance lost weight under 140 lbs, petitioning, academically dismissed, and I started drinking and driving and did cocaine and went out with Marchello and Jay. Fell out of touch with reality, talking to myself in bars with my headphones in feeling like I was under attack emailing myself, got so pissed off I deleted an entire inbox at email@example.com that was just a drop box of documents and essays and school work and diary entries, like a private website.
Ive never been raped violently before, I did go missing for 3 hours between last photo in bar and outgoing call from my phone by a neighbor to my Mom. She assumed I was drunk, no I had 2 drinks one shot only and found passed out in front of my apartment.
Im back on Adderrall now, stay at home worker student.
So I went to the Emergency Room and eventually my boyfriend left me started dating someone new.
Im not a slut everytime I go out I get fucked or touched, why I dont go out. Im not easy, Im picky. Once you get a fast move pulled on you going out isnt fun anymore, why I just focused on school in law school. While my sister is spreading rumors I hook up with random guys. That really hurt my feelings.
Heather and Danielle know, I went out once with them each and their friends, and stopped going out after that, went through Cocaine Addiction and Rehab, not all occurring in the same year, but should all leave together, so I went out alone to drink to see if same type of stuff happens, nope. Whats the difference? Drove myself to the bar and home -eventually got a DUI, but free from ridicule that I "hook up with random guys."
"Whats the Difference?" reference to Hillary Clinton's famous line on CSPAN to Senator Rand Paul during the Benghazi Investigation.
The night of my DUI my sister stole my car. For what? Drive YOUR OWN FUCKING CAR.
I know what the streets like Im not a fucking moron, GO BACK TO SCHOOL OR GO TO WORK AND MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS.
I gave a speech in the middle of time square, asking why the fuck is my brother getting smushed against the glass on the subway and he got terrorized in Mumbai, while I was working at The LA City Attorneys Office as a Paralegal Volunteer for a year and there was an earthquake and had drinks with an African Ambassador in Portugal my last night at the hotel with one of my best friends Harry.
Stop talking shit about me. I had to report to Bazelon that two of my siblings friends died. (That was the most heated intense conference call job interview of all time I was on speaker to group). One of whom used to call me Bill out in Hollywood with my Sister, drove to pick them up they were out clubbing and we ate after hours at The Roosevelt Hotel.
My sister and I are not close, we dont get along, she is not a reliable source of information about me. She does not know me well, judges me in the negative. I never talk to her.
When I was criticized for dating a basketball player in college, I was told the difference was that her boyfriend wasnt "straight out of Africa."
Okay thank you for the commentary. May there be no further threats to my safety or invasion of my privacy please or things missing from my belongings. I dont deserve it, and no positive reaction results and have never been violent toward you nor harmed you in my entire life.
The Guy on CSPAN during 9/11 who accepted blame who was invited to speak at Skirball at a Conference for Jews my Dad gets invited to, asked me to attend with him and I could not attend I was not feeling well mentally ill just wanted to stay home.
I dont attend any Jewish Events but Yom Kippur go every year, because Im trying to stay neutral (non-religious writer with a background in Hebrew, AA, NA, Osho books, and other Spiritual Books like The Power of Now). Still mentally ill going through my 4th Step in detail out loud online, because Im court ordered required to.
And told my sister if she wants to date she needs to earn a paycheck to date otherwise told her to be celibate work on herself, and she got a gym membership at Equinox like me. Great improvement!
Dont go to my sister for sexual favors or Ill hunt you down and file a police report and restraining order. BACK OFF SHE NEEDS TO GROW!
Like I got rid of my Moms boyfriend. She was getting sick. Told my Dad while in group therapy in law school with both parents. My Dad got pissed off, and my Mom threw a tantrum goes you did this you fix the problem! She got fired from my Dads Office, then got hired again and everyones happy now and my Mom is in better spirits these days not foggy forgetful and answers her phone. Yay I have my Mom back, really missed her February 2009 couldnt get a hold of her committed suicide, asshole. Dump my Mom whenever you feel like it, youre a fucking asshole piece of shit. Just remember who was there for you when you lost your job out of work needed help, and who bought you a TV and brings you groceries.
Loca People (Original Mix) by Sak Noel