Im detached I cant fall in love because Im sick my body is tired why I do not get sexually aroused. Why when my Boss made me warm I freaked out. I thought I was sick dying.
Body warmth, thoughts, feelings, belief study on myself still ongoing, havent figured out attraction yet, he's 60 Im 29, so this is natural but why in 2015.
I believe in natural selection why I end up having sex with whoever wants to have sex with me, willing or not. I just get raped and dumped at a moments notice.
Young people are having TOO MUCH CASUAL SEX we need to make DINOSAURS not babies with defects.
Humans Half Dinosaur Half Ape.
Then half Human 1 half Human 2
Then Human 1 & 2
DONT TAKE HUMAN 1 and 2 and mix with TOO MANY Human 1 and 2s WITHOUT A CONDOM ONLY TO MAKE A BABY OTHERWISE YOU BECOME THE BABY!!! LOOK LIKE THEYRE IMPLANTING THEIR LOOKS ON YOU IN YOU IF THEY CHEAT ON YOU SO FUCKING GROSE IM NOT AN EXPERIMENT!!!!!!!!
Thank you Kanye West for confirming this by doing to Kim what Keith did to me, morph us. MEAN GUYS!
If you like your genes you can keep your genes!
Im the ape and the female ape and Im gonna get impregnated by a Dinosaur BUT I GOT INJECTED WITH HPV. So I need to make a baby before I need to have a hysterectomy get my Uterus taken out. Because the Cancer spreads needs removal Cancer is invading my Uterus. And make a baby Sunbag with a Trust Fund, who can raise themselves. I cant afford children Im poor. Since I can barely take care of myself now I would give my baby to my Brother to raise if necessary. Why? Because I need to sleep, I cant stay awake long because I get tired easily too much stress writing online helping people stop being mean to me. So I made myself really important. I cant be with Keith because he needs sex Im not sexually active. The difference? Keith doesnt love me he loves someone else, versus my Boss loves me but is with someone else. Id rather be loved than be with someone who needs me to love them to be with someone else and once they love him he leaves me and loves them back. Who is the rock? Leslie is the rock, they go to for love then go fuck someone else. Im tired because Ive been a rock for MANY YEARS dont get love back, function on my own.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING WELCOME TO PLYMOUTH ROCK. I AM THE MOUNTAIN GOOD LUCK CLIMBING. IM A MANMADE MOUNTAIN. Why did Leslie Build an Iron Mountain? BECAUSE SHE STAYED IN SCHOOL AND BECAME AN IRON MOUNTAIN NATURALLY. Im NOT A CASE.
Hes not married. But he gave me a Grapefruit today. And I love him. Hes a very warm person. He needs love but I cant give him love because then he gives me love, thats what love is, when you encourage the making of it not actually experience it physically, experience it naturally without touching, how you know if someone is ready for love, you feel loved just around the person. When you can love without giving and receiving love not about energy take and exchange about giving not taking. I give love in return to him online but not in person. Why, because that would feel like making love. Thats not Professional. So Im cold to him at work stiff Professional I dont flirt with him.
Im not healthy enough for sexual activity. I need to feel good to give love. Because I couldnt give love and they made love to me when I wasnt ready I cant give love now because I feel like them and they feel like me now. My Boss feels good so he can give me love back. A good match. I give love online without people taking love from me. How I recharge my battery and feel good.
If you dont like my love then DONT READ MY WEBSITE OR TWITTER FEED I WRITE FROM THE HEART WITH LOVE.
Im tired of people making me sick, why I write and say things that make sense WHAT MAKES SENSE FEELS GOOD!!!!
He lost weight he gained wait, means he made love to me. And doesnt feel good, because I havent been coming to work. Study one complete. Means I need to run tonight because I drained him, didnt finish him off and come to work. So now he loves someone else. Study 2 complete. Why did you give love then fall out of love because I got nervous I dont feel safe when things get exciting so I ruined it on purpose, to shew him away not give in repel. Then I felt bad, so now I give him love and he shews me away. And I feel better that way safe. And hes confident Im not he glows and I look drained sleepy, pumped up excited about life and he is calm not nervous. Study 3 Complete.
When I started I was calm full speed a machine and he was drained. Now Im drained and hes calm full speed a machine. We make a good match. I gave all my energy to my Boss. And give all my energy online. To produce energy on my own I run. To give away excess energy not appropriate for work or online I have to _____ if I dont then that energy goes to my Boss when I get to work and makes him feel twice as good and me twice as bad. Im trying to be celibate not give or enjoy a feeling hone it in and grow not give deplete or deplete to get or get and deplete give to an energy source that does not give back. Why I started my own website to just give without being affected by energy givers and energy depleters.
Dating Keith was a deplete to get relationship, I gave energy to get energy that was a co dependent relationship.
Give and Deplete Theory needs work not complete. To be revisited thawed out.