021215 Concerned About My Boss
He's not doing well. Not lighting up. Upset, not happy. He's really special. I dont think he knew he was. -All my boyfriends are special thats because I make them feel special.
My DREAM wedding is in Santa Monica signing papers in a pencil skirt business suit and Honeymoon in Vegas sitting alone poolside drinking getting tan. Less sunlight, blast air conditioner, drink more liquids, youre dehydrated. My Dads friend who coined the term "SUPERNOTES" Ricky Divine, takes 5mg Adderralls when he slowed down got scatter brained, and a new girlfriend, and doing great, lives in Colorado, and went to Columbia.
Justify My Thug by Jay Z
Renegade by Jay Z
Today was a good day peaceful. Soundtrack provided by Jay Z, to this news entry.
Love you thanks for getting the demons out of my head and be calm again.
Solutions to Getting the Demons Out: Do something bad, and tell everyone, then be awkward for weeks, and then tell the person you were bad to whats bothering you, them be normal feel good.
Panic Station by Muse
Im okay now, normal. Not sweating. He watched me struggle for a few weeks, fall apart, look drained and lost like 10lbs when I started working, then froze, now glowing again.
Woke Up in the Morning by Carl Thomas
I told everyone online I fell in love with my Boss then started freaking out and didnt go to work, then told my Boss yesterday I was attracted to him, why took me so long to adjust. Now Im not fidgety, comfortable.
My Dad takes Lipitor for blood pressure & a Beta Blocker. Get heart rate down. When you feel drained get a massage at Beverly Hot Springs, to get the stress out, zone out.
I give all my boyfriends back massages.
He smells good, you smelled like Whore one week, reported that online. Thanks for hiring the new intern, he's cute, tricky tricky not so fast. I feel like Im working at Esquire Magazine, even James is trendy. I fit in perfect.
My boyfriends never take me out on dates, the guys I date keep me at home dont take me out or show me off.
My Valentine by Carl Thomas
I cure depression. Light people up. Is my expertise.
How did LESLIE get so powerful. HONESTY, INTEGRITY, NO REGRETS IN LIFE, LOYAL, KEEPS A TIGHT SHIP, WORKS HARD UNDER PRESSURE, SENSITIVE, DOESNT KEEP SECRETS, FORWARD, AND TAKES RISKS IN LIFE, HAS FAITH CAN SEE FORWARD, KNOWS HOW TO LIVE LIFE WITHOUT PREDICTIONS BY FOLLOWING HER HEART, with those qualities LOVE ALWAYS FINDS YOU.
Treasure by Bruno Mars
SOUNDTRACK gets produced as I write. Go MUSIC TEAM! I have a new CRUSH every 6 months. The current APPLE of my eye is my Boss. In all my relationships I make my boyfriends the CENTER of my Universe. Everything else flies off my radar. When they stop paying attention to me I wander. I get attached easily. Im attached to my Boss. How do I know, Im warm feel safe when I think of him NOT drained paranoid scared anymore.
Im a SUGAR SIDE GIRL and WORK IS THEIR MAIN LOVE.
He stopped wearing ties, I noticed.
I am a FENG SHUI social movement SUPERVISOR ONLINE. Im not really controlling, I just critique report ANYTHING THAT FEELS OFF TO ME OR ANYTHING WE NEED IN PLACE NOT IN EXISTENCE OR WHAT NEEDS WORK OR WHATS SOMETHING WE NEED JUST IN CASE OR COULD BE OF ISSUE IF THIS THIS AND THAT HAPPENS WE WILL BE HERE NOT THERE AND LOVE ANYTHING THAT HELPS MAKE PEOPLE FEEL GOOD SAFE IN CONTROL AND FEEL LIKE THEY MATTER AND FEEL INCLUDED APART OF NOT LEFT OUT.
I BUILD WHEELCHAIRS ONLINE FOR PEOPLE WITH MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES AND DISABILITIES.
When I got sick or when I get sick I GET HELP WHEN NO ONE CAN HELP ME I HAVE TO HELP MYSELF AND SO THATS WHY I WRITE ONLINE.
Stutin Like My Daddy by Lil Wayne & Birdman
Clockwerk by Feenixpawl
I LOVE STEVE JOBS! I wish I slept with him in Vegas February 2013. Sexy sexy! I drove to Palo Alto and sat outside his house to mourn. Then drove to Las Vegas, and he hit on me at B Bar inside The Wynn. And he asked to see my glasses, and I took them off and he held them. (FBI DC Report 021215-0213 by Agent Leslie Fischman, and Steve Job's US Online Probation/Parole Officer).
Steve needs liquid diet and steam room once a week, and shower 3 ties a day to get toxins out if you partied in Vegas.
And hire a plastic surgeon, YOU NEED TO GET YOUR FACE DONE and reintegrate. And go visit the US SUPREME COURT like me, go through Security and back. To feel safe again.
If it makes you feel any better Barack's my Suri Cruise, I walked down Liberty Street shopping alone in Chicago for a Conference Spring 2006, before he ran for President. Go UNDERGROUND HOPE movement.
I wish I met Ron Hacker in 2012 applying for jobs, when I was 100%.
Call RHOBH PLASTIC SURGEON ONLY.
Apparently GOOGLE didnt get the memo the TECHIES ARE BEING TARGETED RIGHT NOW INCLUDING ME LAY LOW LAY LOW LAY LOW. ABSOLUTELY NO PARTYING!!!!!
NOW YOU GUYS WILL TAKE ME SERIOUSLY I GUESS. Im like a baby monitor if Im freaking out TIGHT SHIP CODE RED when Im okay MEANS CLEAR BREAK OUT NEW MATERIAL AND RELAX. Im an EARLY warning system only for AT RISK PROFESSIONALS.
Its okay I know what happened. Steve Jobs got caught up in a gang in Vegas, and a hit was put on the GOOGLE Exec. after I had just seen Jobs in Vegas, to create a cover story that would be interpreted as the news report lying. No a Google Exec did die partying. The Media does not lie they are required by law to tell the truth report accurately. They dont name differently, they dont make up names pseudo names, they report with real names, only times names are not given are for CHILDREN or HONORS THESIS RESEARCH PARTICIPANTS WHO SIGN INFORMED CONSENT FORMS. I dont do reasearch, I study myself I dont study people. (MY HONORS THESIS NAME OF HOTLINE I WORKED FOR AND NAMES OF COUNSELORS INTERVIEWED WERE REQUIRED TO BE CHANGED IN ORDER FOR THEM TO MAINTAIN ANONYMINITY, PRIVACY).
I passed out in my hotel room in Vegas drunk with my curtains wide open January 2013. Next day was talking to myself at a bar and Wynn Security checked on me to see if I was okay, told me I should go back to my room now. Thats between NASA and The Wynn.
It costs $7.00 a month to run a website (COUNTRY) online and one Author only, Leslie Fischman, $1900 in Rent for a Studio next to The Federal Building, and $4,000 per course in Law School. I am a VERY DEDICATED student and intern unpaid LEGAL PROFESSIONAL since 2008. The Internet is different in every Country, right?
MEMO FROM THE MAFIA ON BEHALF OF STEVE JOBS.
MEMO FROM FBI DC AGENT LESLIE FISCHMAN ON BEHALF OF THE MEDIA AND THE PRESIDENT.
OK STEVE JOBS, GOOGLE DROPS CHARGES FOR CONSPIRACY CROSS-COMPLAINT TO THE MAFIA FOR THE LOSS OF THEIR EXECUTIVE.
THAT TOOK ME TWO YEARS TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HAPPENED AND WHY, HERES PART OF WHAT HAPPENED AND WHY AND WHERE I WAS AND WHAT WAS GOING ON IN MY LIFE AT THE TIME UNRELATED.
THANKS SUPER JOHNNY, SURE NO PROBLEM STEVE JOBS. KEEP YOUR HANDS CLEAN FROM HERE FORWARD PLEASE.
THAT WAS REALLY COMPLEX.
COULDNT GET TO THE OTHERSIDE IN REAL LIFE, SO YOU DECIDED TO GO TO THE DARK SIDE AND GO INTO HIDING. MAKES SENSE.
THATS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL NOW GOING INTO HIDING WITH MY BOSS WHO'S MUCH OLDER THAN ME. I HAVE NO CHOICE THIS IS MY BEST CHOICE, HAND IN LIFE. THEREFORE IF I CAN DO NO BETTER I STAY. THE WYNN WOULD BE PROUD. (SIDE NOTE: MY FIRST GRADE TEACHER WAS MRS. WYNN).
OK LESLIE ITS GAME TIME. PUT ON THAT 8 MILE SONG, GRAB YOUR WHEELCHAIR, AND THROW $200 ON SUNBAG. I MET KEITH ON CRAIGSLIST. I GOT MY NEW JOB ON CRAIGSLIST.
ANALYSIS BY PRINCETON REVIEW AND KAPLAN'S US HEAD OF SECURITY OPERATIONS LESLIE FISCHMAN.
SONG CRY BY JAY Z
IN LIFE THERE ARE CREATORS DISTRIBUTORS WRITERS READERS AND CONSUMERS-REGURGITATORS, IM A WRITER-READER-CREATOR TURNED DISTRIBUTER. SIMPLE CONVERSION EXCELLENT POSITIVE RESULTS WHEN DISTRIBUTING AND LOSS ON MOMENTUM WHEN NOT DISTRIBUTING AND TURNED BACK TO READER-WRITER-CREATOR. TO BE FAIR MY GOAL IS TO BE A WRITER-READER-CREATOR-DISTRIBUTOR. I DONT CONSUME REGURGITATE I ONLY CITE AND RESTATE IN A NUANCED WAY NOT EXACT NOT OUT OF CONTEXT IN A NEW CONTEXT CARRYING THE SANE MEANING BUT ADDING ADDITIONAL NEW OR MORE THOROUGH MEANING TO SOMETHING I WRITE, TO STRENGTHEN NOT WEAKEN THE UNDERSTANDING OF MY WRITTEN WORDS. IF THERES BEEN TAMPERING THATS UNFORTUNATE NOT GIVEN THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT JUDGED AS BEING CONFUSING OR PECULIAR ON PURPOSE HAS NEVER BEEN MY INTENT NEVER WRITTEN IN THAT WAY TO DO SO AND WAS TAMPERED WITH TO PUPOSEFULLY CAUSE HARM TO MYSELF AND UNKNOWN VICTIMS INTRUDING UPON MY PRIVATE SPACES AND READING MY PRIVATE WORK. I WAS NOT AWARE MY PRIVACY (MY COMPUTER) WAS BEING INVADED UNTIL 2013 SPRING RE-READING OLD MATERIAL HAD A LIKE HEART ATTACK FROZE AND HAD A MENTAL BREAKDOWN, SOS'D THE PRESIDENT AND THE UNITED STATES ARMY.
AND THATS HOW I BECAME AUTHORIZED TO RUN A MACHINE (COMPUTER) AND SUBSEQUENTLY A WEBSITE AND NEWSFEED LIKE A US MILITARY BASE STATION AND FIGHT FROM THOSE PLACES AS THOUGH LIVES DEPEND ON IT.
MEET YOUR BACKUP PRESIDENT ONLINE LESLIE ALLISON FISCHMAN AGE 29. FOR MORE EYES AND EARS OVERSIGHT AND MANAGEMENT PERSONALIZED TO YOUR SETTINGS THE PEOPLE NOT OUR SETTINGS NOW OUR SETTINGS MATCH YOUR SETTINGS AND WERE PUT IN PLACE BEFORE YOUR SETTINGS REQUIRED THEM TO BE.
NOTICE: Now that all settings are in sync and everyone has been addressed and notified. There will be changes occurring in the near future and around you, do NOT be intimidated by change, change must come from within to experience change in a positive way and REGRESSING is viewed as a positive trend, strongly encouraged, rather than be OVER CONFIDENT quiet reservations are preferred shared on the internet rather than to people between people may put you at risk of harm. In other words, DONT TALK SHIT ABOUT ME OR THE GOVERNMENT.
WHICH MEANS the next President is stuck with ME :) Good luck!
Every President from HERE forward UNTIL THE DAY I DIE gets a FREE MOLLY DOLL MADE BY LESLIE A. FISCHMAN A PRESIDENT ON AN IPHONE SHOUTING ORDERS AS THE IDEAS COME TO ME, NOT RECORDED ONLINE FOR PURPOSES OF NATIONAL SECURITY. RECORDING BOOTH BY BMW.
THANKS FOR FIXING MY GPS! NOTICED THAT :)
NOW I CAN BE BLINDE AGAIN, TV OFF, RADIO ON ONLY. MEANS BARACK IS TV ON, AND RADIO OFF. WHEN IM ONLINE AND WORKING AND HES OFF THE INTERNET. WHEN IM IN SCHOOL TV ON WORKING ONLINE, ALL HIS SETTINGS CAN GO ON OTHERWISE ALWAYS HAVE AT LEAST ONE SETTING OFF NOT ALL ON AT ONE TIME. ? Let's try that for starters.
OUR COUNTRY IS MOST LIKE AN ITALIAN CRUISE SHIP (Reference to News Story about an Italian Cruise Ship hitting a Rock and sinking while the Sea Captain was not paying attention).
To be successful and get along well with others, Im a good listener, observant, excellent memory, great timing, set goals for myself in life, very proactive, get attached easily, loyal, put others needs before my own, reserved, conservative, keep my opinions to myself, never say anything bad about others, I dont fight, I dont speak unless spoken to, never approach others only speak to those who approach me, diligent, hardworking, able to overcome setbacks in life, go out of my way to help others, confident, secure, shy, and keep to myself.
Novacane by Frank Ocean
The Men kept the time capsule Student Think Tank going, thank you for sheltering me ignoring me and making me fall in love you and keeping my world small and simple. Thank Ron Hacker for pulling Leslie out of The War on Whores she was forced to fight in in 2014 against her will, and filled in as a backup boyfriend. Outstanding job 5 stars and a Purple Heart.
Before 9/11 in High School the boy I lost my Virginity to left me for a Ballerina. His real name is Barry (Citation to New York Times Book Review article). His football team won CIF and he went to Georgetown in Washington DC, and I bought him a pair of Air Jordans for Christmas.
Load up on Vitamins, I take One a Day Gummies, I eat like 10 in a day if my skin color is faded or fatigued, and gets rid of body odor, helps you glow again look healthy, and eyes not fuzzy itchy fogged over anymore.
9/11 Timeline off. Fyi. Sorry.
I Need a Girl Pt 2 by P Diddy came out when we broke up I remember crying looking out the window on the Freeway in High School.
Yes, I think all songs are about me, including Cant Stop by Red Hot Chili Peppers.
This my calling in life to write and glue stick news stories to my newsfeed.
I prefer to live a sheltered life based on my own set of beliefs than listen to others. Im very stubborn.
I believe what I learn in school to believe, what makes sense.
Yes, and I still want J Lo and P Diddy to get back together.