Have you ever gotten a text so far left field that you wonder what the health of the person is? Im not sure whether I was one of those people, but that’s what mental health issues sound like to the person in receipt of such texts. Always be cognizant of where and when to do therapy, if not in fun, don’t carry on in any conversations regarding your mental health issues, which you yourself cannot stop yourself from discussing, that’s rambling on and on about what you think without hearing from the other, reassurances, as to what they think or whats going on. Do your best always to have healthy conversations with others, especially in private. No one really wants to hear what meds your on, or what struggles you have encountered in life, in regular conversations, those are more like therapy conversations, seems we are having more therapy type conversations these days, than regular conversations I could be wrong. What happened to the days when we discussed the news and the weather with ease? Its okay to still be happy inside, its not important to internalize everything that’s going on or has gone wrong, empathy wise, its okay to be strong, and to focus on yourself. How to be uplifting during tough times, I think to myself often. What is it about positive people, that make them so appealing to talk to, it seems they always have the right things to say, things you don’t think about, theyre knowledgeable, that takes skill to have a conversation and to make up conversation. -When youre at ease, your problems are not on the front of your mind … that’s the best, when you can work, and think without feeling down, that’s what depression feels like, all your problems out in front of you, you walk through on a daily basis, so when does it stop? The more consciously aware you are of your problems the better, just do your best not to discuss them out loud. Was thinking of taking a Transcendental Meditation Course, it seems like you have to take a course in order to understand these days, of how to cope with everyday stressors, we’ll see. -Sometimes talking hurts.
Sometimes when we are at our wits ends about things, people leave us in life, and sometimes when we are too busy to do anything but work, people leave us in life, that’s just how life is, when youre busy youre busy, and its nothing personal, when you cant get a hold of someone, or if someone has checked out and taking care of themselves. You have to be a stable person in order to be in a relationship with anyone, that’s in knowing you, able to be yourself around them, and them knowing all sides to you, and others be comfortable while knowing all sides to you, not to cause harm to you knowing you, that’s being open to others. That’s not the same as wearing your heart on your sleeve. When one wears their heart on their sleeve, theyre not aware yet have not yet been broken, therefore do not understand the repercussions, of attachments, and detachments in life, long enough to understand the recovery process, and the time it takes to heal, once told “time heals all wounds.” That’s not to say that those who have been through a lot know more about life, surely they make the same mistakes in life, given all opportunities, made available to in life, but that’s not the same as mental health issues, which is a physical illness, hard to define, but a re-experience of conditions or a set of conditions which then again causes them illness, which is why no matter how many times you’ve been treated if one thing was the issue then, it will be the same issue now, sleep. To lose arguments in life as to your own wellness, is not being understood, and when your mental health becomes of public knowledge, and studied to a T that is to benefit themselves as having known you, and known your story, as hearing your timelines, think that you can be predicted by your past, and equally poor outcomes can become of you, if you look or behave as someone who has harmed you in the past as described. That’s hurting someone by hearing their story, turning them into something they are not, foreign to the world, foreign to pop culture, foreign to normalcy, foreign to love, foreign to socialization, foreign to work ethic, foreign to intelligence, theres a lot to be foreign to in life, its all a matter of doing what makes sense to you, at a period in time in life, when risk is not an option, do you lean toward what is familiar or do you start a new relationship, and take the risk of setting long term goals with someone new in your life. Theres waiting, and theres not being able to commit to someone new, theres friendship, and theres not sticking to the standards of wellness, in order to have friendships, or relationships in life, and theres life, being able to live, not by the standards or characters of others but your own.
Whatever that is bothering you about someone, or about something that has been written learn to part ways with writers, with bloggers, with anything you deem toxic to your sense of being. You can only be exposed to so much in life, picky, and particular, about who you get surrounded by, or how spoken to or what about, that you begin to get real, and be more accepting of all. I think that standards are too high for social graces, that could just be me, and for vernacular to say the least, how well spoken someone is or by how they speak toward others, get judged as thinking they are above, as confident, or as shy inferior to the best interests of those around them, somehow still judged as being into themselves. Learn to let things go, and not psychoanalyze, for what reasons others become ill, its for the same reasons, one becomes tired, that they become ill, and so on and so forth, its not necessary to know for what reasons I was hospitalized, as being about what or about whom, when its my life, that is in jeopardy if my health is “not in order.” When you have to care about yourself you get help, that’s not to clean slate with the people, or with others opinions of you, in a down position, and then be expected to be treated nicer, by people who distinguishingly enough do not like you anyways. When people don’t like you, that’s because they think less of you, that’s plain and simple, and when people don’t like you that’s because they think that you deserve not to be liked, and its people who know you personally, who think that its okay to say that you are something different in private (in a negative way) to make people not respect you in public, and who see how you are (in private) not respect you, in private or in public. That’s not something to be experimented with, how people get treated, that’s not based upon what is said about them, that’s based upon how people are feeling, think that they can make themselves look or feel better, by setting people worse off in life … this is the argument that causes social unrest, when it comes to wellness why we are told “people are mostly concerned with themselves,” that is because people don’t want to be blamed or put to shame for holding opinions of their own toward people or individuals, who they have not yet approve of. Everyone refines at their own paces in life, and its by those types of insults, that others are insulting toward those who they think are deserving of making arguments in the tone of someone carrying “mental illness” be treated as someone with “mental illness” so that they respond in that way toward others “by those tones” not allowing someone to speak from their natural tone, is how writers get affected as aggravated, not able to write, because what is going on inside of them, and what is going on over head, is annoying or hateful toward one person (ie me). When you understand when too much hate is generated toward something, eventually everyone becomes apathetic after trying to prove a false statement right, injuring the person about whom the statement was made ie “#hateleslie” and hinged everything stated afterward as having to do with statting that after being hospitalized. I was just hospitalized for 5 days. #stopsuicide. Not to scare anyone, but my health is important to me, and not to affect the health of others, think its important to be social, be outside of the house, not working all day and all night writing. ~No one should be picked on as fragile.
How you get hurt in life, is not how to share your story, that only subjects others to worries about their intellectual property. When you are given access to education, you do your very best to be a good student, if you get hurt along the way, always do your best to maintain accurate records of your work and your progress in life. If you don’t stay stable, and you’ve been hurt, how you misrepresent how you’ve been hurt, winds up causing you to misrepresent yourself. Don’t get out of whack in life, trying to compartmentalize your records in life. Do your best to keep accurate records, but if you get hurt along the way, that’s because others think you deserve to be hurt, and if you struggle in life that’s because others think you deserve to struggle in life, and so on and so forth. Not all who make mistakes in life do so knowingly, to hurt or injure others, learn to part ways once things are not where they should be in life, and start a new project, or work on a new idea, you generally try to keep going in life. To go on, would be giving away what has brought me success over the years accomplishing finishing a book, and now graduating from Law School. That took a lot of courage on my part to continue on with my education in spite of getting poor grades toward the end of my JD program, and get As in an LLM Program, that’s focus and discipline. Whether or not your positive and have everything else put together for you in life, well that’s a different story, everything in life catches up with you, especially when you have been wronged or if you have wronged others.
Its easy to feel sluggish on days when youre feeling less than average, not at your best, at the bare minimum potential to get your day going, free of any burdens or hardships. That’s an easy day. A difficult day is when you start the day tired, the day ahead feels long, and everything you do youre less than satisfied with. Then there are the days when you keep going, each new task brings forward some excitement to the table, and with that a humble glow about you, that’s youre feeling together, and as put together, things are starting to feel like theyre falling into place. Know that on all days, sluggish, tired, or in rhythm with your day, you are always making progress, whether that’s progress youre happy with, or whether you think you could be doing better in life, that’s just your judgment of yourself. Learn to be forgiving, not all have it easy in life, able to predict themselves emotionally, some turn with the tides, as quickly as others fall sick, as though the emotions felt by others get embedded to their pages in life, transferred emotionally ie feelings. That’s not disease, that’s just a symptom of assumptions, that one who is not doing well in life can somehow affect someone who is doing well in life, not if you don’t allow others to bring you down in life, sometimes we don’t have a choice at this, we have to show compassions toward those fallen, and likewise we have to show compassions toward others when they share that they are not feeling well, whether we have the strength to be compassionate, well that’s as per individual, you wonder why in some professions others seem cold, its like their compassion fatigue has worn them so far down, that they have become invincible to these odds you think so ever present as to affecting your ability to be and stay happy. That’s just thinking youre not good enough. Or stay positive. Try again. What more else can you say to a person in need, “sounds like” youre going through a tough time. etc …
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Don’t forget to check in with your significant other. The importance of “hey babe-ing” … lets those you care about know that you care about them, and the importance or significance they have had on your lives, and the importance of them in your lives presently. That’s checking in. Sometimes as friends, and sometimes as lovers, know the difference. Who is it that you go to during times of need, and who is it that is there for you during times of need. That’s “Hey Babe-ing” it. Some “Hey Babe” it everyday, chipper toward everyone, and some only on occasion, decide to check in. Its common to stay afloat, to separate ourselves from others, engrossed in our work, our computers, our own lives, but remember who is in your life matters too. Without whom youd have less of a life without. Those are your significant others. There comes a point when you need more than one person to go to for support when support is needed. Also known as a support group or a support network, that’s when you cant just rely on one person to do the job, but rely on a series of individuals to help you when help is needed, sometimes they are connected and sometimes they are not connected able to speak to one another about you. That’s confidentiality, not making private concerns of public essence, and not making public matters of private essence, when talking to others, its okay to share your thoughts about the world to make conversation, but you own your words, never say anything too insensitive, to scare others away from broaching the subjects that clamor at you on a daily basis, that’s not being in between or sided, that’s just growing up from one viewpoint, and based upon having that viewpoint, able to share an even more special viewpoint as to the world, and how one is still able to navigate themselves through these subjects without becoming sick to the news, or to the problems of others, they are called Doctors, unaffected by most things, and well in spite of whats going on in the world, do their best to care for those in their immediate surroundings.
I just turned 34, my birthday was August 7th, theres really no pressure in getting older, just that more stability is expected of you, to provide to those around you. I’m not sure why I was not feeling well, but probably for the same reasons others were not feeling well, when you’ve done your best and your best is still not good enough, you wonder exactly how connected you are to others, and how much of an impact your journey in life has had on other peoples journeys in life. Exactly how much are we affected by those who come into our lives … there are so many professionals today, its not just you trying to be successful I have to remind myself at times, there must be jobs for everyone, if there are so many who are able to achieve success in life. The extent to which your influence carries over into other professions, well that’s by contract, whenever someone uses your work to benefit a work of their own, that’s called a partnership, or an agreement, that the influence to be carried over does not hurt or injure backwards to whom the benefit is taken from, and mass produced from on another level from the original purposes for that work. I know this because my Sister-in-Law is a songwriter, and wrote a song for Rhianna, which she sang. That’s my only direct connection to fame, other than growing up around my best friend, who’s Father is OJ. -I just left the hospital, spent 5 days off meds. There are people who know people, and there are people who are directly affected by being raised around others, that’s not being influenced by, that’s having known someone. Your new attachments in life, are to carry you in more positive directions in life, not follow the direction of those who have been punished, as their decision-making may be off. All throughout my younger years and adolescence I was one of the most popular girls in my class, with the most friends, hosting parties at my house, and introducing friends to friends. Even helped lead a funeral online, for one of my Brother’s friends, and made an album for their Mother. (When you are someone to be relied upon, and close to those who have been lost, spiritually or physically gone, that is a good omen, which sticks with you throughout your professional years -thats your choice to let yourself go and let others down, never give up, always be compassionate toward self and others). Everyone has been affected differently by mental health issues, some on meds, some off meds, and some even drinking or doing drugs to cope with their anxieties about life, I think right now its about acceptance, and getting the help you need to move forward in life. Not succumb to weaknesses or negative opinions on subjects which have directly affected you, Im sure if anyone was in my shoes trying to finish Law School would seem like an arduous task understanding the opinions of others, is not then beneficial to ones health as writer, but sticking to what makes sense to them, is of importance. -I think I became successful as a writer online, not by telling this story online over and over again, or having it be generally understood by others, but because of my ability to write and connect with my audience in a way, that is helpful or beneficial to their best decision making skills, Im studying Finance Law right now, studying Risk Management and Compliance, its taken me awhile to finish, but know that when I do finish Law School that I will be very proud of myself, for having chosen this path in life. Aside from being hospitalized now 9 times, and been in Rehab once, and Outpatient once. I will be beginning an Intensive Outpatient IOP Program in a week or so, for Thought Disorders.
Over time there will be changes, changes in tone, and changes in the overall breath of a persons work, and writing compositions. You can learn to be accepting as people as original, or you cannot value their written work as being an original composition of thoughts. Its important to note that, “The words composition and improvisation are most commonly used to designate different, or even diametrically opposed, musical activities.”  And just like music is made books are made, and writings are produced, to either be published in book form, or shared by blog, more casual written compositions, whether that’s for likes, to then publish and earn a profit from ones writings, or whether that’s for posting and seeing whether someone is liked to see if a book will do well, there are many different reasons for not publishing a book yet, mostly that it takes time to write a book and have a book reviewed, get copyrights via Attorneys, and ISBN’s registered publications of your work, and then there are submissions for further review by committees to measure your intelligence, and whether the writings you have provided equate to solutions for the times, it’s a process, to write a book, not all books jive with us, easy to read, but as a reader you learn to appreciate different written forms some make sense more than others, but whatever your strategy is for being well liked, its certainly not by associations or by drawing inferences to others strategies by others for generating an audience, that would be taking a good work, and comparing it something not well, until that work is not viewed as well, that’s hurting the writer, and then as read or seen, figure out what causes thoughts as whether connected to others reading them, or based upon your reading, or anothers reading of your past, you write as controlled by whos viewing you as you write, that’s called an experiment. Being original means absent minded your audience, and absent minded what you have written, that’s is how I became a strong writer writing new everyday without any guidance from others, as to what to write about each day, others than the books I have read free reading after writing a book on my own, and via my education exposed to, assigned to study. Not everyone writes the same, not all anticipating what the reader is thinking that you cannot predict, as everyones exposures are different, given the times, we are all affected once we all care, that’s a given, it should not be a persuaded condition to care, until events occur in relation to that care promoted for, that’s whats at issue, which came first, blogging activities, or gun violence, and whether there is a relationship between blogging and gun violence, to argue the perspective of someone hurting me, as campaigning for, is judging me as for negative reasons.
Tired is not an easy point of discussion nor are mental health issues, that is something you discuss in the privacy of a therapeutic environment, or in other trusted spaces such as AA. That is not the purpose for having a website to discuss my problems, but to discuss the issues, as heard and understood by me, living my life, on a daily basis. Everyone struggles to stay well when they are not feeling well, that will never be new to wellness. It’s the hearing of your problems out-loud personal, via argument, that becomes of issue, once shared among many, as though those shares are persuasively written in order for others to take sides in life. I have been working hard for likes for awhile online, and think that likes are deserved for my writing. No negative thoughts toward you can be stopped, and as far as suicide, goes, that is something you need to call 911 for to talk you through, not everyone has these problems in life thankfully, and lets hope not to pry discussions from me about 2009 or 2017. Those are separate issues. As long as you get help you are doing the best that you can do, what leads up to what is your right to privacy, not for others to read, and to cause conditions or hurt you to the benefit of what they think is happening, you cannot experiment with people, there are rules against that. Some only hear until you say something about an issue, then have different thoughts we hope as about the subject or do research on their own on the subject to verify your insights, that’s the fun part about research, reading studies that have been completed, and checking your thoughts to see if they are in tune with whats been written, and from those deductions in life, think new thoughts. Tired is a condition upon giving up in life? That could be one reason for being tired. Tired is because of fighting? That could be one reason for being tired. Tired is because of writing? That could be one reason for tired. But to say that Tired is a result from all those things misdefines the purposes of my writing, which is to help others, help themselves in life. #selfhelp
Some people don’t know when to stop until you are harmed by the societal pressures they feel as thrusted toward you in life, pursing whatever your personal endeavors may be, to be successful, a likeable figure online. Whether that’s a shared understanding of you, that they believe to be true as about you, that’s their recollections of you as not in the well, and based upon their recollections of you patterns sought to be found, to make you a not trusted figure, that’s the power that other have over you having been able to watch you, to take you down in life, or treat you as disposable. That is by the patterns of your reactions you are responded to, don’t make the wrong sides in life powerful, and don’t give the wrong people power of your best decision making skills, some are only empowered by being able to control people in life, and by those abilities to control, think that they are right, or that others are deserving of being controlled. What happens to you, is what is allowed, and if you allow others to control you, then that doesn’t mean that you are a weak person, or that you need to be controlled, its just that your health is entrusted in their hands as bossing you in life. That’s something you sign up for, not something to do by the street mechanics of socialization, or intimidation. That’s not how that gets started as recognized, its what you allow, or respond to, you become a product of, don’t speak over or through to others, you don’t know, and never trust a stranger with your heart. There comes a time, when you feel safe at all times, that time should be now, and regardless of what is going on in the news, everyone is expected to go to work, and to function. That’s taking control over others controlling me, and likewise saying something in the positive as though I have control over other peoples abilities in life. It’s the thoughts that you encourage, and the thoughts that are discouraged that influence allowable thoughts and traits to become of us. Don’t enable others to harm your health to their benefit, that’s why its important not to talk to strangers, then there are those who are not affected by anyone, those are the strong, not yet hurt by the lives of others, that’s not drive, that’s being a good decision maker, staying home, and not overexposing oneself to others, or those in poor health, or sad.
We cant all be successful, if the world were that easy to get jobs and succeed than we all would and not be stuck home, ruminating about the past, or wondering why we are not where we want to be in life. Part of writing online, is being happy with where you are, it is for those motivations in life that one keeps going in life, and for those motivations in life one gets jobs. Life is much to that … doing what makes you feel good, whether that be apart or, or simply made tired explaining oneself to others, whatever it takes to reach a peaceful accord with others, is sometimes what is needed in order for some to move forward, with or without others in their lives. Theres nothing abrasive about reading along, if you have reservations toward me or think Im not successful or deserving of a hard earned following (7 years a writer) then those are your judgments toward me as being inexperienced as a writer online. I think I have been online long enough and have gotten enough feedback over the years to write online with ease. Its those who are in diss-ease upon reading my writing, who seek to collaborate with others to those extents in life, as directed toward me. You learn to let things go in life, that’s not calling people out on their negativities in life, but its not allowing the negativities of others to cause battles within yourself. Learn to let things go. Eventually all people who have difficulty stopping in life will not stop until they feel they are right, and sometimes, we don’t know why its okay for others to place their directions over us, and not allow us to have energies in life and keep going with the same freedoms of choices in life. -If you are able to work it is because you are well if you are not able to work that’s nothing personal, that’s just that one (ie me) feels better working from home, as accustomed to as a law student, that’s an allowable condition.
Sometimes you have a good idea and it gets recognized and sometimes you have a good idea and it does not get recognized by likes, whether that’s others reservations about you, its not until a generally acceptable content stream exists that you fit in sometimes online. There are systems of support, and there are systems to systems of support, if you are a system of support to an existing support system, then makes sure that its on paper, and filed with the CA State Government, that’s not taking chances in life, a clear step in the right direction when it comes to responsibilities and influences in life. Its hard to stay motivated, when the groundwork that lays before you is based in prevention of something bad from occurring, you cannot also stop other people from thinking what they want about you, and those risks they perceive in your groundbreaking work, is what puts you at odds in terms of acceptances as a business. You are what ideas you promote, and if you promote ideas, for the sake of prevention, then its important to continue rehashing those concepts about you, whether it be through your writing, or online ads, which if taken down, make you look like a sell-out or someone who has lost faith in the principles of the backings of their own company. Whats in paper, will always be in paper, and what is by law, will always be of law, any companies foundations are put in writing, and that causes a ownership of interests, not just a foundational principle from which a company was made, but also a driving force from which a company is sustained, to prevent harm to others, and to keep others informed of the obstacles to their health, via a sharing of personal experiences in life, in a general way, share a general understanding of what the issues are presently, and how one feels about whats going on presently, that’s a helpful share as to the times. You cant expect all the feel the same in order to be liked or well heard, sometimes its in saying things we don’t already know, is how we are helped, if I said anything that anyone already knows it probably wouldn’t get a like, as having existed somewhere else, in some time past, to someone else as having stated what I have said previously. Why we have plagiarism apps, and online publishing to calculate how much of your work is original work, and how much of value your writing should be considered to the public, what makes writing special.
There is no such thing as feeling wrong, or thinking wrong, its when those wrong feelings or wrong thoughts cause one to feel good in spite of thinking in error, that others feel that they are in the wrong. You should be able to think freely, and be forgiving of self even on days you are not perfect or don’t have anything to say to make anyone feel better. Its upon being in the wrong sometimes you feel illness, and sometimes its by focusing on what others think that you feel illness too. When people think that you are in the wrong that’s supposed to be a condition, that is not to be felt, as to protect those who are in disbelief of others, that’s the whole purpose of having faith, some share uniform understanding of how to feel in the event our emotions lead us astray or our thinking leads us astray. There is no point at which it is appropriate to attack the issues, in public, toward people as being a source of illness as expressed toward, that’s not the solution, to attack someone who is well, and treat them as an aggravated source of illness, its when people think they are right about the mistreatment of others, that is the problem, that’s not self righteousness, that identifying someone who they think is a cause for their illness, and attacking them to make them apart of their solution or wellness, to feel better than sometimes people think its appropriate to put others down in life. That does not good moving forward, but only sets people up as to blame for the causes for social ills toward them, that’s not the solution. Be wary that there will always be people in your environment who do not agree with your wellness, or who think you are mentally ill for being well when others are not feeling well, not all have the gift of self expression, able to communicate what is going on, without feeling ill toward the thoughts of others. Voices is something you cannot prove, everything I think and feel is in writing, since 2013, if you have any questions as to the wellness of others, that’s someone to not think about, allow people to think for themselves, its not necessary to translate the illnesses of others, to build a better understanding toward them, not all deserve to be represented by the well, and there is good reason for that, not to make illness apart of the lives of those who are doing well in life, and affect their best judgments as incorporating the ill thoughts of others about life, and their ill perspectives about what needs work. What needs work are our communication skills, that is not allowing illness to interfere with how we communicate with one another, and when not feeling well be able to express that in a way, in which we do not make others feel as though they are at fault for our inabilities to stay well. Its usually in illness that causes one to freeze, that’s upon a thinking that others do not think well or them or that someone ill thinks ill of them.
Its become ever more apparent that its not just me who suffers from incoming voices problems, know that you are a product of all things you expose yourself to, it’s a choice to be affected by the voices you hear, internalizing those pains in life, whether or not directed towards you. Sometimes voices are illness, sometimes voices are illness expressed toward you, and sometimes its just your own voice inside of you playing mind tricks on you. You are who youre attached to, that usually resets your heart to the right places in life. When someone says it how it is, why do we think fondly of those who speak their minds, that’s usually because they say things that we ourselves have yet to think for ourselves. I was always one of those people who sat in the front of the classroom, that was to be heard by my professor, Im not a loud person, although I may dress that way, Im soft spoken, but can make different octaves as do most, depending on how their feeling their voice changes, I thought that attribute was a gift, meaning if I had a microphone and chose to sing in front of a lot of people, they would be wowed by my voice, I practiced but never got to the microphone stage of singing. I think having a voice is important to being a writer, that’s not to say that because I have different tones inside of me that Im able to create different tones via writing, or that my tone should match the tone of others who are reading, it might just be that what is going on inside of me are things not yet spoken, which we are currently experiencing in our everyday environments. That’s not just to normalize my own experiences, but maybe it will help to normalize the experiences of others. Its so important to speak to someone you can identify with, someone who when they speak to you, or upon reading matches up with what it is you need to hear, or better yet, teaches you something you don’t already know about life. We don’t all have people we can talk to relate to or who can explain our hearts to us, or who will say things to make us feel better, I think you guys know what I mean without going there, because Im in my 30s now, we have lost many. Who gives you comfort in knowing, are sometimes those who are of value, and sometimes we dont know who to value until those people are gone from our lives [is what is expected a bad place to come from] all people are of value, no matter who leaves your life, remind yourself that you are of value too. Do your best to pick yourself up first, once you master getting well on your own, then talking to someone about your problems comes easily, why they suggest to journal, or keep a log of your activities, until you notice improvements, and be able to witness those improvements to your health, its all a learning process what works best for you. Its when others are studying you that you become ill, what is for you are your personal records, what is for others, you put online, and what is for work you keep at work, and what is for personal correspondence, you keep via password protected spaces, and what is for all, well that could very well be your writing. From where your writing is coming from, that’s your heart, and what your heart is reading, well that can be recorded too. I have not yet decided to write with citations, I suppose that’s being reserved on my part, new to technology, to not to distribute work to a network, just signed up for blogpros.com to share my following into networks, and received likes, how many have profiles on those networks, about 300 per post, are on networks and have shared to their networks in networks.
What is Technology? A series of attachments to people, and work product, attached to those who produce online? I’m in the middle of reading a book called Elastic by Leonard Mlodinow, who stated “to have original thoughts, you have to let the ideas flow first and worry about their quality (or appropriateness) later.” (page 183)  He then goes on to quote “Linus Pauling” a “two-time Nobel Laureate” who said that “the way to get to good ideas is to get lots of ideas and throw out the bad ones.” (page 183)  -Writing on Twitter has been a good learning experience, learning to have thoughts, and from those thoughts write a book. Whenever you choose a forum in which to write, make sure that those attachments do not cause you harm. That’s the learning lesson. Sometimes you work and put your heart into it, and sometimes you work, and your heart hurts, that’s just a product of getting into the work that lays before you. You can’t go too far back in time, to figure out where you are now, otherwise you’ll never arrive at your chosen destination, whether that be success, or simply, getting back to your old self focused, whether that’s a smaller world compared to where you are now, you learn to roll with the punches eventually, that is from sharing your thoughts online, deemed sensitive to the issues or insensitive to the issues -had I not been through recovery and back I would not seem so insensitive in talking about the subject, that’s because Ive already been through lost and back, addiction, and focus issues enough times to have faith, that’s not being insensitive that’s having faith, sometimes being short as to issues, is about helping others to focus on now, not dive into those meditation spaces that have resulted in illness for some. Those attachments to what is not well, whether that be ideas, or stories, is what I am talking about, one should have an ability to leave a situation just as they are able to leave thoughts about, or thoughts as to stories, happenings, or the states of mind of those who are not doing well. Lets not make my issues, the issues of others, and lets not cause unnecessary empathies and understandings toward those who self-harm and commit suicide, via their addictions, not all death (i.e. illness that causes suicide) is purposeful, sometimes by our own decision making we hurt, and upon being hurt punish ourselves, it takes an understanding of forgiveness, and letting things go, in order to move forward from illness, whether that’s illness experienced past, or presently, have someone be able to normalize our feelings, letting us know that its okay to think the way we are thinking its okay to feel the way we are feeling, so that we can stop feeling all together about what is causing us harm, and about what is causing us illness. Why its important to stay mentally fit, know yourself, love yourself, and be able to pick yourself up from where you left off, each day is a new day, the only potential lost, is a lost sense of faith in oneself. -With today’s technology, we are subject toward a going backwards on our lives, and because of going backwards others think that they have power over you, to control you, or cause you to think or make bad decisions going forwards as though you are the same person you were years ago as aggravated. You will always be attached to yourself, learn to rise above from technological cues, in life persuading you to think less of yourself, just like magazines encourage us to strive for an image of perfection, is sometimes all the motivation you need in life, to know that people are well, and that youre not alone, call that faith, believing that you too can achieve wellness and be among them again.
 and  Elastic by Leonard Mlodinow >>> https://www.amazon.com/Elastic-Unlocking-Brains-Ability-Embrace/dp/1101970162/ref=asc_df_1101970162/?tag=hyprod-20&linkCode=df0&hvadid=312243616995&hvpos=1o1&hvnetw=g&hvrand=18250625955681484714&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=&hvdev=c&hvdvcmdl=&hvlocint=&hvlocphy=9061089&hvtargid=pla-600026137566&psc=1
You’ll undergo a lot of pressures in life, hopefully non unwanted, but you do always have to do your best to stay well. Regardless whether you have medication issues, energy issues, work issues, health issues, or simple understanding issues with regards to heartache and heartbreak, recovery is a process, we all endure pains in life. Whats most important is that whenever faced with hardships, you remember how many well years were before you, before things took a turn for the worst, and how many well years were before you, while those around you were still well. Things may be different now but that doesn’t mean that there are not still well years that lay before you in life, with enough faith and socialization, staying proactive, you too can better your life, with or without people in your life, and not matter what inevitable losses stand in between you and your future happiness, that is living without people in your lives. Its not an easy subject losses, but for those of us who work, you spend a lot of time away from family and friends, working, and you spend a lot of time to yourself, trying to better yourself, so that you can have lives, and be surrounded by the well, and have families and friends. That’s the whole purpose of working is to have things in life, and to have people in your lives. Whether you can stay strong, and endure these battles in life, is all a matter of staying positive, its day to day struggles that keep you from moving forward in life, not changing the pace of your life when things become not well and not getting help when help is needed, allow the dust to settle, that is your acceptance of you past, as well as those from your past, who they think are being blamed or worry are at fault for the difficulties you face presently, pressure is pressure, and its not always about who from your past no longer wants to be in your life or help you achieve in life, but its about staying well upon acceptances in life, you cannot go backwards once things do not go well, this you learn the hard way, success is a one way street, you either keep going in life, among, or you get separated from those who are doing well so that others may move forward and thrive, that I believe is the purposes for holding some back in life, via punishments and discriminations, so that others have an opportunity to do well in life, not be affected by those who are not doing well in life. It’s a tough pill to swallow, what are the causes for illness upon separations in life, and how to stay among the well, and do well in life, even if you are raised well, that does not mean that you will achieve well and get jobs, not by connections or by who you know achieve, its all about wellness. Do your best always therefore to move forward in life, and stay calm, its not the end of the world acceptances, and as long as you believe in yourself and trust those who support you in life, you can move forward without a fight from the past, taking hold of you presently, or what people think of you now.
Of course we all feel bad, when someone falls ill, yes we will make it our responsibility to care. Whenever we give a moment of silence to those who still suffer, we are acknowledging both that life is not perfect, and that even on our good days, someone will not be on board, or feel as supported in life, in tune with their surroundings, positive. You will notice changes as society evolves, online, and in real life, more jobs made available, more opportunities made available for us to come forward share our stories, and get the help we need. Its not everyday that you connect with people, that is something you have to do on your own, choose the right connections in life, and make an effort to get help when help is needed. Giving in to sins, and poor feelings about self and others, its not the solution to your problems, being proactive is. That means showing up to events, when you feel like you don’t fit in, going to movies when you don’t feel like watching, staying put when you feel like leaving, exercising when your tired, working on good and bad days, finishing an assignment you’ve been putting off for weeks, and texting a friend who keeps saying to call them and you never do. Your fears of connecting with others are much to do with your own insecurities about your future, and feeling fulfilled personally and professionally. The party doesn’t start once you start doing well, it begins the moment you decide to better your life, and be social, socialization doesn’t just happen to the rich or the successful, it happens to those you go out of their way to get jobs and make connections, and don’t wait for life to happen to them, jobs are jobs, you either get a job, or you work from home trying to make a job for yourself staying in school or being productive online learning tech, those are examples of options for the disabled. But furthering your disabilities in life, is never a good option, if you already have socialization problems, and difficulty finding jobs, then don’t decrease opportunities for yourself moving forward that will only make your life more difficult. Be productive, stay proactive, and don’t stop socializing, its when you stop everything, its hard to get going again, be positive.
Everyone goes by a different methodology when it comes to figuring things out for themselves some by focusing on one thing, and others by focusing on what makes sense to them to figure out what makes sense to others, then from themselves build a better understanding of whats to come, that’s not psychic, that’s called faith, having an understanding of your now. For those who have done research in the past, they have a trained understanding of how to make sense of their reality by what they know, not by who they know, and from those basic understandings have some direction as to what to study to make better sense of their reality, that’s called research, some function best short hand to long hand, if anything not making sense to you, makes sense to others, that’s because they may have a better trained understanding of concepts, and by their privileges live by different comforts in life, that’s understandable. Humor is one thing, laughing is another, some once they’ve maxed out on their thresholds, of finding comfort through laughter, feel ill upon laughing, that’s just being courteous of others in your environment, attitude wise, its those who do not share humors with others, that feel ill in response to those who are doing well, that’s not just a sign of jealousies when it comes to wellness as feeling left out, but results in a questonning of whats going on to cause laughter and why there is not a shared happiness among those around them like there is among others. We all go through phases differently in life, maturation wise, with those understandings have different compassions toward others, some grow out of their troubles, and for some their troubles follow them, that’s not leadership talking about your problems, that’s just an awareness of what has gone wrong in your life, and building a better awareness presently, of how to behave now, given your standings in life, everyone is held to different standards of wellness. Its mostly by what you can achieve in life, that you feel well, never by comparisons do you feel well when around others, who does that anyways, compare to understand their own wellness as compared to others they think are well, wellness is wellness, is wellness is wellness.
Are you still yourself, no matter what gets put through you, or do you turn into something you are not, putting people under as gone, or whether you are to be trusted, and what are the causes for illness or suicide, its trying to be justified that upon statement causes someone to react in that way therefore not to be trusted, then as studied a helpful cause to something bad occurring, outside of them, you cannot control what people think, and even as studied manipulated to be proven wrong in life, or as mentioned insulted, hurt without others caring or indifferent toward you as being manipulative or trying to code to ideas past or by use of the identities of those past who were bad, be made to look intelligent of ideologies in life. Its not just by my experiences but it is my life, shortened to a few words, which is to undermine me, if anyone has helped lighten the tone it has been me, if anyone has helped to help others face challenges in life it has been me, head on is not the correct way of dealing with concepts that are out of your scope of expertise, and treated as unintelligent, or able to think like, with the same skill set upon having been read, is not how to make one smarter, or like. It is by shared wellness that others stay well, and by those indifferences, are people matched in life. The well tend to stay among the well, and its by proving someone is of no good, or has relapsed, that they are to be judged in the negative as contributing to causes for mental illnesses, as in costume used to trigger the issues of others, as directed toward them, as upon a meeting in public, meeting those who you do not know, who know things about you in private, to draw attentions as though known people are watching you in private to drain your intelligences in life, slumber your body, burn your mind, or treat you as unapproachable, because you do things to make yourself feel well, keep yourself entertained, keep up with trends, and its only until illness is suffered do people sometimes realize, what it is that made them feel well, or be appreciative of those who are well, or able to drink, as being privileged to do so, without becoming less intelligent or affected by the opinions of others, until those phases in life have started, don’t hurt those who have yet to experience those phases in life, and if those were phases in life, don’t hurt someone until theyre not able or given the opportunity to achieve wellness on their own again, and as independent treated as though trying to be like, or in reference to travesties, or as studied thought about, as named about those ill, or as referenced to placed blame upon, that’s not the solution to study causes for suicide, nor my writings or behaviors prior to a suicide, love those who are well, and nothing like a Kodak leave anything up, to misrepresent someone who has acknowledge they don’t look well, and now not doing well in life, and not able to do well, and that explains mental illness, not the behaviors of others. Wellness is an ability to get well on ones own, illness is a disability unable to get well without the help of others, and permanent placements are by admissions placed with the not well, and upon further admissions, treated as someone who is mentally ill based upon wellness and based upon how well you are among the sick, treated as well, and able to be sent home.