So thankful for all my friends, and friends Ive made along the way, during my time online on Social Media. Thankful for the jobs Ive had and the Bosses who have hired me even though I remained active online Blogging. I know that Blogging is not an easy Profession. And I know that Blogging is a trait that is hard to accept amongst your friends. Not an easy attribute to accept or get used to. Despite losing friends. For the most part I got all my friends back Blogging. I think it allowed them to be close to me again after separated for so many years while in Law School. For that I am thankful. As for my new friends who do not know me and still not accustomed to my Blogging habits, thank you for your patience while getting to know me and giving me a chance (i.e. #TaylorAdamsAM). It has not been easy for him liking someone and then feeling so distant from someone. I think that Blogging for awhile kept myself apart from everyone, because I was discouraged from Blogging on Facebook not my choice. I think that my journey on Twitter was a great journey in life in which I learned a lot about myself. Now returning to Facebook, regardless of what anyone says, I think I have a much better head on my shoulders now because of my experiences in life, so much so that now nothing that anyone thinks should affect the decisions I make in my life or dictate who I meet or how that relationship turns out. I realize its no ones fault but my own if relationships don’t work out and that never because of interference by another or others. That was something that took me a long time to realize. Nothing to be suicidal over. Just something I realized. That being said. Just as I forgive others for their shortcomings or wrongs towards me, I expect the same from others. I don’t think it’s the Blogging that is the reason why #TaylorAdamsAM and I cannot date, but because he is probably dating someone else. Which is something I will just have to accept. Its hard when you love someone and you cannot be with them. I have kept myself available for him nonetheless. Because when dating another or on Tinder he has responded in the negative worried or upset, defriends me (i.e. and called my Mom). So Im still kind of blind as to whether he likes me or not, but I haven’t given up faith yet. And will wait for him, and in the meantime get my life together back on track and finish my LLM and work.