Not all will be liked the same, some judgmental towards those who they believe to be bad people, or people whos reputations have soured beyond the point of return, that’s judging them as they know them, as not being good enough. To not overuse the term “enough,” there comes a point in time, when there are added justifications for the hardships faced by others, where by their own “defects of character” are not sound decision makers, at what point do you stop bringing up their past, to shroud them as bad now, to then be used to justify the wrongs of others, that’s the point at stopping. Dont think of everything in an esoteric way as about you, everyone has lives they have to live, with the right to not be affected by you, no matter what your contributions have been to society, as having shared your story, been a positive influence in the past, to be looked upon, or viewed, as busy, if its when it becomes about you, you become nervous, then make sure what youre doing in life is right, not be added to those suffering, affected by bad happenings, as related to you, or your hardships in life, this is when it again stops, others being hostile towards you as connected, seeing you based upon your failures or successes as something less than, thats when you are not apart of the whole. These are points of feeling let down in life, questioning ones self-worth, such as when you are a good person, and then your ability to be a good person is taken away from you, some function fine below the radar, others, as known suffer more harms than good as connected to those who have been mistreated as connected to bad people in life, you can only help so many, before everyone gets affected in the negative as associated to you, what is that nervousness anyways? Judgment. What is that negativity anyways and confidence toward you? Thinking they are better than you, and what gets people to stop psychoanalyzing you, and treating you as weak member to a group, as though your record, or your past, brings others down in life, that’s room for discussion, who is so unlikeable, that they have to live alone as separate from others, and who is able to be social with new friends or old friends, and who is to blame for decisions made by you, you are always in control of the decisions you make, and choices to stay separate from others, not all of this.
Based on where I am now in my weight-class, its not a winning argument on my behalf to have this discussion as overweight, but from my standpoint now, will explain, when it is not clear what your sexuality is, others are more feminine toward you, whether that’s to insult you or to befriend you, that’s just how women are. Don’t be easily bothered by others executing their prowess … how they look beautiful, or how they seem confident. That should not bother you. Everyone does their best to be themselves, and once you’ve found yourself, hopefully others will allow your confidences in life to shine too. We have all been through a lot, its not easy to be confident these days … not by looks, weight gain, and not by attitude, depression, just do your best. Having a positive attitude means being able to overcome setbacks in life, job losses, relationship losses, and continue to move forward as best you can. That doesn’t mean that life needs to be lived that way to understand how to overcome struggles in life. Just be mindful that not everyone grew up the same, it doesn’t matter where you went to school or who you were friends with, we are all human, no one is invincible to the negativities of others. Where you find acceptances in life, are good places to start. Who you find acceptances among are good places to judge whether you are being an acceptable person, likeable and doing whats in the best interests of those around you, working, making friends, dating, living a good life. I don’t think that everyone should be the same, there will always be a hierarchy when it comes to likeable traits, by the wellness of others, some breeds will shine above others, that’s your disposition in life. Some similar, some different. That doesn’t mean any less human, or feminine.
Not everyone will feel like you, and some feeling above than, think that they are better than. Never overreact to any situations in life, nor respond to any losses in the negative. That’s just seed for breeding negativity toward you. Allow the dust to settle. There is no telling once you’ve jumped off the cliffs of sanity to insanity, that’s called psychosis, when you are no longer tolerable of your surroundings, and think that people who were once friends, turned on you, whether that’s a manifestation of the present or the past, there is reason for others banding together against you, and whether that has happened to you in the past or presently, there are no justifications for expression of resentments. Whether you have been tortured for years as though thought deserved, eventually all bullying must come to an end, bullying only causes self-harm and suicide, and if its by your wrongs you bear guilt, don’t expect the wealthy or the well to admonish you of the unreasonable pressures you have thrust upon those you think bear guilt, that’s not gay, that’s self-love. Once you learn to move forward in life and not hurt people because you think they want something from you, its is then too late to correct someone who has already been hurt, and now suffers from mental health issues, learn not to throw people into the same standings in life, and then hurt their abilities in life, to be more like who you seek to accuse them of becoming or look like. If someone gets picked from among there must be a likeable quality or trait about them, that they abstain from activities, including drinking, drug use, and sex, marching is for good reason, not to say that one has the right to do themselves, but one has the right while abstaining to do so, and that includes shower, and take good care of themselves. That’s not your right to take away ones right to clean themselves, of the wrongs caused by others, playing with their look, and facial expressions. That’s not your job to change or alter the faces and the body types of those well.
A lot of what you have to do and say reflects who you are as a person. We all get aggravated sometimes, allowing our sensitivities to get the best of us. Who is to blame when we are aggravated? Sometimes what people have to say to you, wont always feel good, you wont always get your way, that’s one type of aggravation. In a good way others may try to help you, try to change you, that’s to your benefit to be changed. Sometimes what people will have to say, may change you for the worst, that’s another type of aggravation. Do your best always to be in control of your emotions, whether under the influences of substances or not, not allow what other people have to say or do affect you in the negative, always maintain steady footing, its when you react and respond in the negative that they win, don’t let others get the best of you. I was thinking today, the purposes for monogamy and how do relationships help with wellness? Not everyone has the privilege of being in a relationship, some fair better than others in relationships. It sometimes just so happens that those in relationships, have better lives than they do when single. For me, it helps with stability. It seems as though without love, we all suffer from boughts of depression, which should only be momentary. Thats why people have careers and hobbies, and workout, there is more to life than being in a relationship. Do your best to stay well, whether you got married or currently single. -What is contagious. I think having a strong sense of faith is important to your own wellness. Not allowing outside factors to interfere with your health. It takes awhile to understand and learn not to be a hypochondriac about your own wellness, its really no ones fault when you get sick, but what can you do to prevent yourself from being harmed? Do your best to move forward, after breakups.
How you see the world is your choice. Sometimes to your benefit its okay to shelter yourself from the opinions of others, that’s your choice. Not everything everyone has to say or do will be of benefit to you. That’s just how the world works. Some fair better banding together and some fair better apart from the ideas shared by others, that doesn’t mean that there is anything wrong with what someone has to say, if it does not fit in your repertoire or understood by you. Not everything everyone has to say will make sense to you in the immediate, sometimes afterward what people say sticks, and sometimes what people have to say does not stick. Its usually experiences which baffle us, that stay in our minds. Not necessarily about others, but may cause us to recall events in our lives which happened to us. The basis from which anything is written is usually thought to be about those who feel at odds with you. Its usually not the case that someone who has moved forward is writing about those past, but that is how the past is able to control your present, as thought about. Always do your best to move forward, accepting who is in your life now, who has been in your life past, without reliving the traumas past, as having been associated to anyone, you deem is not a good fit socially for you to be apart of, you don’t always have the choice of who you are forced to interact with in public spaces, this you get used to as you get older, more accepting of others, this takes time. Its as people know you you should be treated, not as people know you based upon your past recollections share, that is not how to treat others, as though they are something they are not.
There is such thing as an abuse of control, when others think it necessary to exert control over your issues in life, as being thoughtless, and in need of help or assistance figuring out how to better oneself. There are moments of agony, and there are moments when we know best. That’s not all the time. Goodtherapy.org describes control as the following:
“Control—exerting influence over one’s environment or the actions or behaviors of another person—is sometimes used excessively by those who fear the unpredictable and ambiguous, feel they need to prove themselves, or fear losing control.” 
I think that’s what harassment is about, those who thought by their own knowledges and positions, thought it right of themselves to explain to others the situation, and what needs work. Whether that’s harassment, or simply, people not needing to be influenced by others, that’s room for discussion. Some by their experiences in life know best, and others by their exposures, see differently. We are not all the same. The important thing to keep in mind is whether by your own sense of knowledge about the world, are having an affect on others and their decision making skills. Not interfere with the best decision making skills of others, because you have fear or have had fears past, whether rooted in your own misconduct or rooted in the misconduct of others. There is a such thing as conspiracy, that is being in tune with the wrong ideas about life, and the shedding light upon those ideas, by using people as examples.
What is a natural disaster? Any circumstance, resulting from the happening of events, that causes victims to feel a lack of control, and by victims I mean people who by their decision making skills, unaffected by others, experience good luck in life, and by the wrongful interference of others, experience bad luck in life. And upon the happening of a series of bad decisions made by others, additional wrongs occur, by the poor decision making of those affected by the transfers of luck to others, from those who bear the gift of positive insight.
Its okay to be yourself, and well if you add inspiration and light to the lives of others, than you must be visualizing things in a clear way, once that’s lost well then youre on your own. Always maintain a positive outlook in life, exactly how close to people do you believe you should be before tying the knot, that was one lesson I learned through the dating process, a ring takes 3-4 years, and then there is marriage, and then I didn’t get to the part where you make kids. That’s unfortunate, don’t feel lost, because during the hay day or good years you did not settle down, there may have been good opportunities, that you passed up in life, simply because you thought you needed to serve a bigger purpose in life, not necessarily, to find better, hey he replies (he’s already got a kid). You may not have it all in life, but that certainly does not mean stop trying, and never resort to fighting, its just recipe for disaster, and disillusionment, who is on your side, should always be you first and foremost, while under the care of others, and while caring for others, feel better knowing that there are those around you who are doing well, so that when you reach a point of stability, you have them to remember of what a good life is supposed to look and feel like, the only people safe in hell are those who are good at avoiding troubles in life, if youre not one of them than so be it, maybe a different life has been carved out for you in life, not all are fit or equipped with the tools to be cool in life, just stay put. When cool arrives, stay calm, and when you find your cool in life, be happy! They could find better.
The best way to handle voices is to talk through what the voices are saying with a therapist or with a hotline. I never chose to undergo this condition, but it’s a rare condition, caused by thinking your famous, and then thinking others outside of you are trying to correct you, either by taunting you or trying to control what you think. Constantly remind yourself that no one can control what you think, no one outside of you and especially not people outside of you who are not talking to you, the best way to overcome this condition is by talking about what you hear and then having someone else translate back to you, how to think about what others are saying about you, and whether those delusions are real or not. Its not helpful to talk about your problems out loud, it is likely that others who think that you deserve to have your condition, will not think highly of you or will further put you down, with disability in life. Its not your fault. Remind yourself that you are a good person, and no matter what anyone thinks of you, that you deserve to achieve wellness too. To what extent that is up to others, the extent to which they are willing to trust you around others, and whether they think you are deserving of jobs in life. That’s not Schizophrenia, and that’s not Bipolar, that simply convincing yourself, that you can hear others inside of you, or by auditory delusion, that is what is causing head burn. You have to be a really positive person, to overcome these conditions in life, its not your fault.
In thinking about the day ahead, have some type of conscious awareness of who you are connected to, those are your influences in life, as brought down by, or lifted to higher levels of detachment, enabled focused, and self satisfaction, not to be confused by selfishness, a common demarcation of those who only think about themselves, that’s not what focus is about. Focus is about having basic empathies for those in your surroundings mindful of one another struggles in life to perform, yet not impeding in the progress of one another toward achievement of those goals in life, that’s a healthy working environment. To work anywhere, you have to learn how to turn your light off, and blend in, for some that’s an easy task, for others, it takes a practical skill or knowledge and know how, you would think that these are basic instincts, or common knowledge of how to blend in, but not for all, for some raised to shine, shine usually dims those around you, an air of confidence about them that comes at price. Eventually shining takes its tole, that walk into a room and everyone notices you gift in life, comes with its demons, to not be noticed, or to eventually age and dim, well that’s not a choice, many are not accustomed to being well liked for that very quality, its unique among a select few, or is it? There are some who are capable of being themselves and everyone liking them, and there are some who possess that quality or trait in life, thought not deserved, and tested for what dims or changes their light from within. Don’t be experimental with others, we are all trying and doing our best not to spread illnesses among us, but to be our very best healthy and happy selves, this takes time. “Spend your energy points wisely” I was once told in a Rehab setting 2011, that’s not staying up too late doing research or working late night hours to get assignments done for the next day, all-nighters is certainly not the way to go, to live a healthy and happy life, it may be quiet, but its you in the long run who suffers from working late night hours, make sure to get your sleep. Don’t think too much about it, much of self-esteem is about recognizing your gifts in life, and your gift of wellness, give others time to heal, we don’t all get well at once, always be patient.
It makes sense for some to go backwards to exploit your personal history as deserving for loss of friends, not a choice to separate. Upon a separation it is deemed that there is something wrong or defective with your condition, causing separations past or to explain losses of friendships. There is nothing wrong with me, I don’t do drugs and I don’t drink alcohol, and when I do so loosen up, its safe to say that more is required of me given my standing as a Law Student, and that because more is expected of me there is pressure to conform to certain standards in life, of wellness. Being on meds is no easy task, and not to claim victim to justify the actions of others, as being above or below others in life, is no excuse, never assume for the purposes of reporting that the person reporting is at fault for later consequences to the lives of others, as led by themselves, the lives of others are not mine to live, theres a certain amount of privacy that is required of those transitioning from well liked, to watched, and who is responsible for those negative judgments, and do not claim that one who has been victimized by others poor judgments of them is now, the culprit of those negativities in life. I just spoke to the police this morning. I think upon watching someone and hurting them, there is some kind of non-remorse that is felt among those who see someone lose control of their emotions, and that is what has been done to me, I don’t wish to see that further done to members of my family. If everyone can respect that much, as understood, then don’t play to the audience, and then hurt my family as being apart of those discussions. Don’t relish in the anti-pathy of others, or in the non-affected groups of individuals who think they are above or superior to the emotions felt by those reacting and responding, I called the police today, and we discussed, focusing on self-esteem, as a point at issue, and not to spread racism, as a source of empowerments, to those who feel as though they have been harmed by a specific race or type of person, let those things go in life. I don’t think its appropriate to wrongfully accuse me of doing drugs when sober, or being the cause of self-harm, upon going to rehab, its usually during points of weakness, we are harmed, you have to be very alert, look well, sleep at night, and be awake in the daytime to survive, its not a comfortable position to say the least, with your guard down, hurt everytime. Learn to move forward without others ....
No matter what changes you have gone through in life, its how you identify that ultimately sets you up, for commentary during times of controversy. Always be yourself. No matter what influences have changed you in life, or your demeanor, know that you will always be you no matter who tries to change you or affect your well being and wellness. Initially when trying to draw attentions toward self, sometimes the wrong words comes to mind, and while upon viewing someone speaking in public, not understand what they are saying, thinking things are about them, to that others take offense. You can only be responsible for who you know, not who knows you by name, or by face, be forced to take responsibility for the ways in which others were influenced by you. If you don’t want to contribute to good causes in life, you don’t have to contribute, sometimes stating the issues out loud are helpful to those on the inside, facing troubles socially, professionally, and now academically. You cant accept to have full acceptances of everyone in your environment, only those to who you have immediate contact with. If you don’t have a following, then its by how you speak, you are heard. This you learn as a writer online, its important to collectively be true to thought, sound of mind, and sound of heart. If you now suffer from mental health issues, which interfere with your ability to speak publicly, then so be it, you are only given so many opportunities to be out in public, before you stop trying to appear on your own. It doesn’t matter how successful you are, you are always responsible for your own wellness, regardless of what others think of you, present, or past.
Anyone who has not moved forward in life and matured is deemed to bear some kind of faulty logic, as to the causes for their own unhappiness. We call these anger and resentments. Anyone who cannot move forward from an event and who talks about the past is someone who bears some kind of resentment toward someone else they deem as responsible for their own unhappiness. There is also anger that is exposed, once someone expresses those resentments out loud, many years later sounds angry, at the time, simply an expression of what they felt went wrong to their relationships past. The solution to anger is not to show that other share similar emotions and band together. If you have led a good life, then be happy with your life, should need no explanation past as to why you have fewer connections in life, or what went wrong. Usually during phases of drinking or drug use, we express ourselves in ways, that make us look not well, or mentally ill. Do not blame others for your discomforts in life, it is likely they will take as ammunition things that you have said and throw those emotions back toward you. Its best if you have nothing nice to say to not say it at all, especially when it comes to hooking up and getting married, learn to move forward, not allow jealousies in life to take hold of your best judgment, or decision making skills, so not reject those who do not understand what the underlying issues are, ownership and control, of audience members, and ownership and control over friends, and ownership and control over who is at fault, and ownership and control over opinions. When one relationship does not work out, that does not mean that other relationships wont work out. Do your best to move forward with or without friends in your life. It is likely that by the time it hits you as to what went wrong, you will be dealing with your own set of issues, doing your best to overcome your troubles, you can only forgive someone so many times, throughout their hurdles in life, before you finally let them go, that’s friendship.
You can only provide so much information, before others go through your things like you deserve it, that’s not appropriate. Don’t take matters into your own hands, and further make information private a matter of public concern, if limited to one conversation or text message contacted, that’s not appropriate to use the names of people in my information or contacts or information provided on Twitter, that’s putting me at risk of harm and others at risk of harm, that’s not an appropriate use of information to exploit the privacy of those who are not held in positions of trust, but who live at home in positions of trust that’s the difference between playing fair, and hurting someone who you think is responsible or a contributory factor as related to your wellness and ability to succeed, don’t make me apart of other peoples efforts to provide aid during times of need, Im not a resource for that, I can only help to the extent that I am able to help via writing, and research, and writing books, theres a certain tact when it comes to assisting others, we are not all famous, and sometimes casting light over people who live privately before they are able to speak for themselves is whats at issue, not until you have put yourself forward in public, can your image be used or recreated and taunted as against you, that’s the difference, don’t utilize the private spaces of others to cast a negative light upon them although in non-acceptance of them or for notoriety accuse someone of causing harm to others, who has done everything possible … finger-printed, calls 911 daily, and reports. That is not someone of concern, causing someone self-harm using their identity without permissions to earn a living is called identity theft, using the identities of someone who lives privately, as insult, is called a violation of someone’s right to privacy, my life is not a movie, my life is not a song, there are other inspirational people in life, to mold yourselves from, I’m not one of them.
Okay so maybe we advanced too quickly, that doesn’t mean stay behind intellectually, or praise those who have maintained a dumbed down, non-chalant attitude about life, what is confidence? Of course we don’t want to miss a thing. Even the butterfly that flew to me in the fire, cried for help. We’re still here, are you guys okay? Friends make friends in the weirdest moments in time, you never know who you’ll get matched up with in life. Just stay positive. Life is full of circles, advances, and non-stop backward tricks, you have to gazebo your way out of, surrounding yourself with well thoughts to get present again, that’s a normal process of growing up. Stay in tune with who and what works for you best, we are similar, and dissimilar, and for good reason, God made us that way, how else would we improve when not well, or change when change is needed to avoid troubles in life, now that makes sense. Thank you for the FORWARD sign, Barack Obama, that was really helpful, stayed in a cubicle, for many years, with boyfriends, and then built a website, which was only a sign online for some time, sorry for the lack of change during the developmental stages of building a website. You need to have ideas before you can verbalize a feeling of wellness, and you need to have wellness before you can verbalize in good humor and retrospect the past, this is an unfortunate series of events, in which we realize our own wellness is somewhat dependent upon those around you belief wise, not to say the Jews are at fault, or reverse psychology, or a professor who asked me if I was dyslexic, sorry for going backwards in self-defense, saying stop this stop that, that was an obvious use or abuse of humor, in reply to others being accusatory of me, so that makes sense but doesn’t make me look any better for having explained so. Just do your part to make sense.
Building a website, should be from the heart, not by who youre connected to post. Overtime as you become more comfortable with yourself, the better off you’ll be sharing online. Writing online requires a certain stability, especially on your own, not watched or helped by any listening services, that are to the benefit of writers on social networks. It’s a lot of upkeep to whom youre connected to, and without knowing who you are connected to go through a lot of physiological changes and facial changes, I would not recommend getting started on your own, without help from a social media network. As a private individual sharing online, there are a lot of pressures youll face along the way, that’s not sharing your story claiming victim, that’s empowerment, coming forward with what knowledge you have acquired via your education and exposures, and whether you can work now and help others, physically, that’s your choice, some labor intensive jobs, are not to the benefit of writers, who are mostly cerebral, and have difficulty doing manual labor, no matter how well trained you are as a runner, this you learn as you move through the work force, some jobs you can handle and some jobs you cannot handle, it matters what time you invest into your health, and it matters where your heart is connected, whether to finish a project for school, or finish a project on your own, your own website, or book. There is no money in writing online, this you will learn the hard way, you have to write because you want to write, and eventually upon writing, you will one day benefit from the wellness you create in yourself and your audience, that is proof that you are well, and that you are of value, until you can prove you are of value, and to the benefit of others, will you benefit monetarily, from the work you produce online. That is wellness and success. You don’t have to be a doctor to write well, and you don’t need connections to write well, you need education, and perseverance, not all audiences will be accepting of you or proud, this you learn overtime.
Always present the best version of yourself online, and always be yourself, its reality that’s toughest to transition to, when youre not feeling like yourself, sometimes its easier to be social from afar. I was one of those girls who sat alone at parties, and people would come up and talk to me, its important to always be approachable, that’s half the battle when it comes to socialization. The next step is having healthy conversations with others, all problems aside, think of one thing positive to talk about other than yourself, or so how I was raised, to read the paper, be in touch with reality, that’s not common sense, that’s just being worldly. There is a such thing as taking things too far, as a writer, its important to integrate, and by your exposures, help others. Its important to note that people upon viewing you, will be curious to know your inspirations in life, likes, and influences, that should not inhibit you from sharing, writing requires a certain openness with your audience, and also a constant maintenance of those connections in life, to whom are affected by you sharing, who has been of influence to you in your life, that’s normal. Do your best to hold your head up high, no matter what you look like, overtime, we all age, aging is a process, nothing to be ashamed about, we all grow and mature at our own paces, don’t over-indulge yourself with the news about others, or by looking at photos of others, we are an imitation of our reality at best, sometimes, mimicry takes its tole on us psychologically, that’s a normal process of how the influencing system works, see one do one teach one, you are at best welcomed in the hands of those who are well and not well, its your choice to who influences you in life, for better or worse. Right now Im 180 lbs, 5’4”, a size 9 shoe, a size 10 or 12 in clothes, that’s a Large or Medium tight, and a 36 DDD. Beauty comes and it goes, depending on the times, what is deemed an acceptable representative weight healthy based upon the standards of self-care possible at any given time in life, that’s by wellness, you are a reflection of what you are composed of, the standards of thin and a low body fat ratio will never change, that doesn’t mean you are not healthy on the inside, it just means upon exposures, to those who are well, demand the necessity of well figures from which their bodies are influenced by. Mold yourself, to what your ideals of beauty are, don’t let your mind go to waste, nor your body go to waste, it all shows up on your face, detox daily, drink plenty of water, and eat well. I'm not saying I'm a bad influence, I just dont look the part right now, I'm sorry.
Communication problems the minute you stop listening, and reacting to environmental stimuli, whether that be voices, miscommunications occur. What is obesity? Giving up in life. What is negativity? Not listening to others. When does one not feel good and why? When others think poorly of them. What is a misrepresentation? When others think you are something you are not. When as a society we have made strides, it is those who stay behind in terms of their own happiness, not being thankful of how far everyone has come, that make them look selfish. Who is responsible for the mental health issues suffered by others, and what determines whether a job is a good job or not. What affects tone? Positivity. And why do people speak differently to others, is that a choice? Does it matter? Always be patient. To me communication problems occur when one gives up in life, and upon being discriminated, or given a hard time in life, does one suffer communication wise. It’s the expectation of someone being negative that they are discriminated. It’s the expectation that one by voice, has something wrong with them that they are discriminated. It is the expectation that one who is not in control of their emotions, or not doing what they are supposed to be doing that they are discriminated. It is the expectation that one who does not assert themselves is weak minded or weak at heart, and it is the expectation that someone who is weak of mind and heart bears guilt, and it’s the expectation of those who are labeled as bearing guilt, as having something wrong with them to justify discrimination of them. That is the purpose of treating people differently, and labeling others, as being well enough to be around others, or too weak to withstand the pressures of social engagement.
People can convince themselves of anything, including convincing others that you are the source of the mental health issues they suffer from or the discrimination they face, as not connected to anyone you fair the best, sometimes you need to be alone, thats seeing you as with potential and hurting your potentials in life to see how you fair alone, sick or well. That’s not to say that its not hurtful when others turn against you, but its simply that they are well without you, and to incorporate you into their lives is not the solution to their problems. Just like thoughts build upon thoughts, so do feelings, and those negative feelings that others have toward you wont change so long as they think justified, and continue to justify those feelings, by creating or reading into stories they think prove that you are something that you are not: gay. For some that is the solution, for example to cause others to think that you look the way you do because you bear resentments or jealously toward others as though you wish you were someone else in life, or somewhere else in life, its unhappiness with life if proven so makes others bear the better of the fruit to any argument against you, and so long as they can prove that they are well, and that you are not well, the better off they feel as though they bear the best fruits of discussion, as toward you not being well. For some that is their solution, to prove you wrong in life, as though there is something wrong or defective with your condition. Everyone is responsible for themselves, sometimes its not until others can think alike that people are able to move forward, and its from common ground in life, that new is made, new things are made, and whoever is responsible for contributing to that common ground, is now what is sought to be in possession of, who is responsible for helping to create common grounds in life, and not seeing you as someone who is helpful or a positive contributory factor to wellness, is whats in question now. Do your best to move forward in order to help maintain any peaceable relations requires a lot of reporting and correspondence. I cant say what it is that causes self-harm but its something to do with not feeling apart of and upon not feeling apart of hearing voices, and upon hearing voices, not feeling at your best and upon not feeling at your best feeling tired, and upon awakening not feeling well, and whos to blame for those conditions of the well. Im not a Doctor so I wouldn’t know why I woke up tired today and upon taking a nap why I felt like self-harming, its not my voices that are of concern but sometimes the voices you hear and upon sharing your condition out loud how you are harmed, without discussion, and explanation of the inputs you hear. In any close relationship, people will try to change you, if you don’t need to change don’t change.
If you are related to someone famous, you are expected to behave and look a certain way for acceptances in life that will never change. What people think initially, without a website:
You’re only as good as youre last finished product, is usually what you are judged for, how you relate to others, how you respond to others, and based upon what you have written how you have mentioned others past, as having lived a good life, full of positive memories, or whether you carry resentments toward others. Thats the point at which your wellness is put into question and sides are taken. At the time I wrote my Anne Frank Book I wrote about an experience, when a friend was in town, about having two jobs and in law school part time, not understanding why I was being bullied, it seems that others always seemed to think I was worse off than I was even with a boyfriend, and always upon one another meeting eachother through me, tended to get along. That was never anything that bothered me. Maybe is was the distance from having gone to school in Boulder, and those close to me not knowing me well anymore -I don’t think my present condition is any better than it was then, if not better then compared to where I am now in life. Sometimes when things are not going well, nothing can make things better, that’s when you feel as though you have been wronged in life, its hard for things to get better, if not feel worse off than having had known someone who you felt was a contributor to social ills directed toward you as a group, if not yet having had experienced that type of tenacity and anger toward oneself individually, then must have been a condition unique to them, which I had not experienced yet myself. Its only until people direct their angers toward you, is the point at which you realize that others blame you as being responsible for their happinesses in life, and its not upon expression of their displeasure with you in their presence, as the cause for raising you to question whether you are living a good life, and why you are being judged in the negative. For every loss there is blame, and upon losing friends, in life, those who are well, not yet made aware of the dangers of drinking and drug use, and poor judgement, do they understand the type of struggles that others endured, during rebellious periods in life, or under the duress of negative judgments, and so long as they can argue that you were a contributing factor having gone to law school, the better they feel, unfortunately its not until after the fact, that you are able to explain things in a calm and cohesive way, those opportunities to be heard are generally taken away from those who think because they are well, look more well, or have experienced hardships in life, you have yet to realize as though you are not knowledgable enough or prepared personally, to handle the risks associated with complaining out loud, or without the power to help gear or change the opinions of others toward any group of people.