Spring 2013 I submitted a study to CU Boulder’s Human Research Committee to continue doing research on Trauma and those who provide Crisis Support Services to Victims of Trauma. The specific Trauma addressed were Terrorist Attacks and School Shootings. Purpose: To provide adequate care and services to those in need and understand how we can better support, address, and provide resources for Coping to those in need.
This is why I created an Entertainment based Campaign. To talk about something other than the point of trauma in a creative space without subjecting Victims to revictimization associated with rehashing prior points of Trauma such as The Shootings themselves or highlight any known facts about the Shooters themselves which has the potential to cause trauma revictimization.
Brady Music Campaign is a Non Profit Organization established by me in response to the passing of the Founders to Brady Campaign. In response I wanted to help draw attention to their Campaign without interfering with their Methodology established a separate Campaign (Branch) which supports Brady Campaign and via personal donation.
Brady Music Campaign is an Entertainment based Campaign orginating from my Vanicy.com Top 100 Blog @mymollydoll who wrote iMovie online as a form of Entertainment Story Telling in a way that was clearly labeled Fictional losely based off my life. It was a way I could share my stories help others without labeling facts to be used to cause harm to me or others.
Brady Music Campaign is a Meet up Online on an enclosed Website Twitter.com where stories are shared and later reused to create add emphasis to be reversed in Film, Music, and now Television. All writing is composed by me based on my Experiences and Education. All writing is distributed via 7 Newsfeeds on Twitter, 2 Websites, 2 Facebooks, 3 Tumblrs, and 3 Instagram Accounts all owned and operated by me, produced by me for #BradyMusicCampaign.
#BradyMusicCampaign is the Hashtag I create to begin Campaigning. Later I created Twitter.com/bradymusicbuzz and bradymusiccampaign.tumblr.com to separate the Campaign from myself. Because that was confusing now I list the Campaign above Twitter.com/lesliefischman my most recently active Account.
For more information about #BradyMusicCampaign please visit @bradymusicbuzz, bradymusiccampaign.tumblr.com, lesliefischman.weebly.com, and mymollydoll.com Websites I created to help build a Foundation for myself online represent myself Professionally which has now later been used to help establish a Foundation for #BradyMusicCampaign (in addition to 7 Twitter Accounts, 3 Tumblr Accounts, and 2 Facebook Accounts).
Services currently provided are one Referral to a Hotline chosen by me, Daily Thoughts and Commentary, Quotes, Fashion, and other Original Work Composed by me and shared with my Audience, that include members of the Entertainment Industry.
For a general summary about how my Campaign works please watch my Youtube Video which explains how writing online via Blog can later be used to assist in the production and writing processes associated with Film and Music.
Why anonymous participation? Why a meetup? I am a member of Alcoholics Anonymous as as a member all that is required of me is to share stories of strength and hope via my experiences. To require attendance or require sign up or require contract would defeat the purpose of providing a service online which is to help without expectation of reward or commitment by its members. That would put my audience at risk of harm should I be harmed or should the Campaign not work the way it is supposed to help. That was a risk I was willingly to take at my expense. So long as I represent myself well to the best of my ability there is no reason why anyone would not support an Entertainment based Campaign that supports it’s Founders Brady Campaign as a separate Branch. Once a network is established there will be room for others to contribute but right now since we are in Crisis I have not created any member sites but Followings on Accounts.
To combat trauma associated with Conspiracy Theories and placing blame on persons who hold positions of Trust within our Country is devastating to the overall health, safety, and well being of a Country’s Citizens who rely on the decision making of those in elected positions of power to help guide their decision making, and how they invest their time, and to whom. Therefore it is crucial that we do not question our Superiors during times of Crisis as it is their job to provide us with support, not turn on one another because of lack of trust, but instead reinforce systems of support by creating new boundaries from which to establish trust is our job as a community online to be there for one another during times of need reinforce those positions of power and trust by setting a good example for everyone to follow who may be lost on the ground not otherwise provided with clear direction in life based off their systems of support provided to them why and how we can be there for one another online not blame and point fingers in crisis but be proactive do what we do best communicate, positively.
I put together #BradyMusicCampaign all by myself. See Youtube Video. I took my ideas. I shared my Ideas. I kept a record of my ideas. I developed ways to enable those ideas to come to fruition. I was proactive. I asked for help in advance. I wrote to The US Supreme Court in person in session. I lobbyed via March book signing. I spent two weeks in DC thinking. I studied CSPAN watched everyday. I built a Website. I put my School Work on my Website to save it and because proud of my work I was able to recover salvage. I finished half my LLM Masters in Law I chose the School and The Program and Courses. I needed feedback I went to Rhubarb Studios Q&A. I was questionned. I was prepared. I understood my Campaign well and had ideas to share. I blogged on Facebook. It was recommended to me by one of my best friends to try Tumblr. So I joined. I learned how to Fashion Blog and contribute create an Account get Followers. I was selected to be a Style Curator for Sassique noticed. I wrote since 2013. I published quotes via Pixteller chose Pixteller on my own. I blogged Quotes for months earned 1400+ Followers via hashtags. I just started using hashtags in 2015 prior to which just wrote. Why it took me so long to get 400 Followers on my first Account. My old MYMOLLYDOLL Account doesn’t work anymore due to Automated Activity need to inquire to reactivate account. My Account was hacked. I have to buy Followers now because it took me 3 years to build one Account. Achieve a strong supportive following of Professionals. They were my accolade. I made the Vanicy.com Top 100 Spring 2015 and because I made the Top 100 I decided to Campaign because I became skilled at Blogging and Certified. The most important function of a crisis hotline is for its Counselors to be Present there for the Callers. I am Present by Blogging what I blog matters little but I do my best. What’s important are the Hashtag content and separate Campaign Account I created to separate my issues from the purposes for a Campaign are not to help me I am nothing but harmed by Campaigning putting myself out there there is nothing rewarding about running a Campaign it’s draining it’s tiring and it’s a lot of work to organize explain and put together a solid Campaign that works is simple makes sense easy to follow and can be understood and utilized to help others cope at a common ground not fight. Unfortunately my Campaign was used to criticize me pick me apart make me feel like I’m not good enough smart enough or professional enough to lead a Campaign or represent one. Watch me. I’m done explaining myself. I don’t need anyone’s support. I just need me to believe in myself regardless whether anyone loves cares or supports me. I can’t handle loss issues right now nor issues regarding acceptance I don’t care to discuss those issues they are not relevant to the Campaign which is supposed to be positive not hear a bunch of stories about me that make people not trust me think I’m not qualified or a bad person or not good enough fit for the job. I created the job because I had no job. Don’t trash me. I can trash myself. No one cares if I look like shit look retarded or say anything retarded I get my work done I get the job done. I have 400 followers again. And I’m tired. I’m done. What the fuck do you want to see? Me successful of course not. I get good Grades. I get an A from Bradybuzz and welcome email, that’s all that matters. What the fuck do you think I do all this work for, it’s Non Profit work my own Non Profit for a NonProfit. It costs money to estb a Non Profit. I don’t have money to do so. When I’m ready well rested I can make Business decisions right now I don’t have any money to invest. I’m working on a Thesis I’m writing on my own for my Campaign for my supporters and Brady Campaign how I can best contribute right now. That will then be the basis for writing out all the requirements for commanding officers board members write rewrite what I’ve already written Re the Campaign that will be included in my Thesis utilized to then if necessary if appropriate if I have the…
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